I know how to make this! it looks super nice and it's super sweet to make it as a gift! Hint: just melt the dark and white chocolate! HAHA!

yea, it's valentine day, and i'm just preparing to learn how to make valentine's stuffs for my future. HEHE! but for now, i'm not gonna care about getting a date for valentine day (just preparing for it! HAHA!) Its not that i do not want it or what, its because I have this strong belief system to not get too attached to someone cause it'll affect studies and stuffs and it's super unfair to my future partner.

For those who doesnt agree, please do not get offended by this, it's just my own opinion.

So yea, settled your relationships with your family, friends, the ones close to you first before getting a new one!

And i know of this love which i can always depend on, and this love is Jesus Christ. We sin against Him yet He still chooses to love us so much. I thank God for the love and grace that He gave! God's love is unconditional man! It's the love that the world cannot give!

ok, time to sleep. God bless.

So here's my cutesttothemax cousin(in my own opinion), Jayden! I took a picture of him while he's watching power ranger on youtube last night! if you can recognize, he's the one with me in the picture above this blog! Oh, i realized he's wearing the same shirt from the picture taken 2 years ago! HAHA!

And last night, he asked me how to spell 'heart'... cause he's remembering it for valentine's day for his 4 year old girlfriend in school! HAHA! SO CUTE! And he's 5. HAHAHA! funny.

Another thing that proves that he's super cute:

Me:'how do you spell your mummy's name?'
Jayden :'M U M M Y!'
Me:'how do you spell your maid's name:SITI?
Jayden :'I know! C T!'
LOL!:D How cute! ^^

HAHA!

So this morning, woke up at 830am just for discipleship with isaac and jiajun! Where zhicheng, our LG leader is discipling us. EXCITING MAX! Then i went over to church and program the lights... and served for both YA service 1 and 2... it was tiring, but it's for God! It's a privilege to serve man! YAY!

Went to shicheng's house and watch man united play against man city. I personally hoped that man city would win, so that Chelsea got a chance to reach top of the table! HAHA! but, i have to accept the fact that rooney scored a super nice goal! unbelievable man! super nice over-the-head kick!

ok. time to study for exams and research on my projects! busy week ahead!

Chants *Ba Chor mee~ ba chor mee~ ba chor mee~* HAHA! FYI: it's minced pork noodles.

My mom bought ba chor mee for supper! so my supper was superb! haha!

At first, i was reluctant to eat it as my body cannot afford to eat supper(cause i'm fat.) AND i went gym this morning! worked out so much just to lose weight but i thought to myself... it will be a waste if my mom were to throw it away... so... I have no choice but to eat it! HAHA!

wa~ i trained so hard today la, jog so fast~ train my arm~ do so much squats~ train almost every part of my body, and almost every part of my body feels like jelly now! HAHA! BUT i like the pain! cause i know muskles are forming! HAHA!

AND I got my attachment(recommended by lecturer!) It's located around west coast that area! and i heard that my attachment will be some sort of sketching, drawing and designing stuffs that kind! WA! shiok! super excited! But it will burn out my whole holidays... march to april... cannot go overseas with my grandpa... I REALLY WANNA TRAVEL! ARGH!

ok! time to study for my test tomorrow!

Happy birthday Choi SooYoung! 10th February 1990! LOL! i cannot forget her birthday siol. oh ya, it's her day today and look what is trending in singapore from twitter now - Choi Sooyoung! HAHA! And i started kpop because of her also. ok. bye.

ok, so recently, i've been watching this Korean drama call 'dream high!' and i am still chasing the episodes! which have caused me to have sleepless nights.... the reason why i watch it's because they have quite a number of Kpop artist acting in it!

So today, i was sad about Chelsea lost... that i ponned school. LOL! no la, i was just really tired and lazy to go for a 2 hour class only... so in the afternoon, i played soccer with pd + church peeps. And at night, i went for creative ministry discipleship! AWESOME STUFF! and if God says so! i will go!

On sunday, i had to wake up at 7am, go down to church and fix some lighting problem.... after that, played soccer from 9:30am to 1:30pm! MADNESS! 4 hours of soccer! played until i had sunburn! Then watch movie at night (FYI: i have watched 3 movies within a week)! went to shi cheng's house, we played mahjong till 12am and after that, watched chelsea suffered a lost. and walked 20+mins home, dead tired.

Something i picked up from the discipleship: God doesn't want your talents or what you can do for him. God wants your time.

ok, i did a cover of 'just the way you are' with 2 of my cutest cousins, age 5 and 7! LOL! didn't know that people at their age, would listen to Bruno Mars! LOL!

It happened like this, I was just picking up my guitar and started playing 'just the way you are' and i didn't know that it would triggered my cousins, they were super excited! LOL! and i have been playing that song from 12am-1am... non-stop, cause they kept requesting me to play the song... and they would sing and dance with me! LOL!

ok, tml i'll have to serve YI service lightings, so i'll miss YA service... sad. but still i'm serving God! ok, time to sleep. soon. youtube first.

ok, had day 1 of CNY, tiring... but really glad to see all my family coming together and celebrate!



(BTW, i asked my cousin to stand on the chair, she's not that tall!)
I was so touched when my 11 year old cousin, Chloe, said she have bought for me a SNSD poster, so that i can paste on my wall! HAHA! Cause last time, i told chloe that i really like one of the SNSD member, Choi Soo Young ....



maybe other day then post about Sooyoung (she's a christian, jaeson ma is her pastor)... i scared stumble people only. LOL! One point that attracts me - she loves food! (i dont mind cooking for her!) HAHA! and I just find her very attractive, especially her cheeks. I dont know why... but she was one of the reason why i wanted to slim down and go to gym! LAME! i was dreaming big and was a really big fanboy of sooyoung! LOL! ok stop here.

I dont really talk about girls, so ya, abit weird for me. And i dont wanna waste my time thinking about girls. stopped long ago from stalking sooyoung... LOL!

Think about what God can do in your life man!

So, this afternoon, i was chatting with all my auntie's maid, and they asked me whether i got girlfriend anot (didn't know maids can flirt too)... LOL! but i just told them that no and i still have to go through army, but they still insist me to get one. Even my relatives are rushing me, cause most of my older cousin are "ahead" of me... WHAT LOGIC.

ok, youtube time.

YES! I'm soo gonna eat abalone for this year! SOO EGGCITED FOR IT! HAHA!

Yesterday was our LifeGroup reunion dinner! But before that, i went to play soccer with the church peeps... super tiring, played for full 2 hours... and i never score any goal... sian. After that, isaac, keith, yaode and i managed to ask john to fetch us to alfred's house! but we're all sweaty and smelly! sorry john. HAHA!

ok, so after that we had our LG dinner! then mahjong all the way! LOL! NO LIFE! WOOHOO!

so ya, I'll be seeing alot alot of steamboats for the next 3-5 days? YAY!

LOL! i just love my family! my dad is one of the most funniest guy i've ever met in my entire life! When he just open his mouth and comment on stuffs, i'll laugh my head off! He's a good joker! My mom, she's a joker too, but she's super childish. Even though she keeps nagging, i still love her as my mother. Cause she really love us alot, even though she don't show it, i can feel it! HAHA!

I have 2 sister and 1 brother, but i'm biased. I seriously dote alot on my younger sister, zhenfang! I will really protect her with my life, and i will do anything just to make her happy! serious. HAHA!

And this morning was cafe duty, woke up and saw the weather, raining. It gave me a million reasons not to come out of my bed! But, as i lay on my bed for the next 30 mins, i saw zhenfang coming out of the room. FYI: i dont close my room door, cause i wanna protect my sister as she sleeps just opposite my room (weird logic, but i feel secure like this! HAHA!)

ok, so because of her, i got out of my bed, washed up and took a cab down to church with her. I was so happy! cause 1 year back, she's a non-believer who don't even want to talk about Jesus. BUT LOOK AT HER NOW! serving her first ever ministry in cafe duty, even though it's just one day, I'm really grateful to serve alongside with her!
Cause our LG have combined for this cafe duty!

I really wanna thank God for revealing the problems that was hindering my sister, zhenfang, as i prayed for her every night! which made me took up the first step to help her with her problems and shared Christ to her! The joy of seeing my family member coming to know Christ. Unspeakable! Left my parents and my older sister, zhenyi! God use me! YAY!

So today rained, soccer cancelled, but my LG went to fico and played soccer! but 1 hour = $70! NOT WORTH ! Tml shall go down to NP and have lunch with yaode, then head over to church to play soccer!

Ok, so i really love my lifegroup! everyone! they're like my second family! we share our lives and our problems, we pray for each other, we encourage one another, we love each other.

i was really going crazy...yier! on friday... one reason is because of 'polymer night' cause i was in charge of the whole layout of the hall, sitting arrangement and the food... LOL! stress. but at the end, everything went smoothly, praise God!

Another reason is because i had 2 test in the morning... where i gave up statistics, and i felt that i can score for that, it mad me even more emotional for the whole day...

But the main reason was because my mom and dad quarreled super early in the morning (5am) once again... this time, it was super bad, cause it was so loud that my siblings were awaken by my parents, but everyone stayed in their room and dare not to come out and just listening to their quarrels... that situation affected my whole day, i was so emo for the whole day that i didn't speak much, all my classmates tried encouraging me, but i was on the verge of going crazyier already, almost let out a loud cry! hah.

Reached home at 11+pm, internet's not working, so i took the opportunity to pray and worship God for the whole night, closed my door, and started praying and worshiping God! worshiped till i sleep man! Awesome!

Info: My mom's working day shift (childcare center), my dad's working afternoon and night shifts (thanks to his KTV lounge which cause him to reach home at 4+am every day...) Lack of communication = fail = quarrel every morning (4-5am exercise).

I'm just relying on God and persistent in prayers! Young Adults, prepare for another awesome testimony from me! HAHA!

Need to do cafe duty later, nights!

I HAD THIS FOR BREAKFAST!!! FROG LEG PORRIDGE! YUMS! LOL!

Ok, so i supposed to meet my friend for gym at 930am, but i woke up at 925am, due to some unforeseen circumstances, youtube. LOL!

So i rush out of my house at around 10am, took the lift, and guess what, i bumped into my grandfather! the chances was like one in a million! Even though we live in the same condo block and he lives just below my unit, my grandpa always goes out in the morning till night time, 5am-8pm, he's a very busy man... LOL!

But today, he wanted to go see the doctor and have forgotten to bring down his particulars, so what a small world. Actually, it's just that Singapore is small... cut the long story short, my grandpa offered to fetch me to school and also go for breakfast! SO THATS HOW I HAVE FROG LEG PORRIDGE FOR BREAKFAST! YAY! HAHA!

Went to gym, ran 40 mins non-stop, shiok ttm, i love running. and train abit of every 'ceps' on my arms, follow-up-ed with my friend, new life! praise God! went for fpm! prayed for both YA and YI! EGGCITING! HAHA! ok "man v. food" time!

I found the motivation to slim down already! I need to play more! And i need to be fast! Which is to lose weight = run faster = better performance = more soccer tactics!

NIGHTS!

BMW 7 Series~ my dream car~ *.* I like sedan cars, it's biggg~ comfortable~ and the engine is smooth~ woohoo~ (and i like what they write in the poster above, super funny!)



And my future kitchen will be something like this! But maybe much bigger~ and nicer~ must see what kind of house i stay in. And must consider the renovation cost. Cause i recently heard that my uncle just renovate his house for $300,000++!!! MADNESS! soo expensive! i am not that crazy, but still abit crazy. LOL!

So yea, happy about my dreams, chiong presentation! and tomorrow gonna play soccer with PD and the rest! Gd night.

YES! WHAT AN AWESOME DAY IT IS TODAY! cause God has made it! wow! SUCH peace that God gave from last night.... was AWESOME!!

The assurance that God gave me, His presence was so intense and strong last night as i begin to pray and seek God, the peace that i have cannot be given from the world. I prayed till i sensed a breakthrough. Awesome time with GOD! WOOHOO!

POSITIVE THINKING!

Ok, i'm feeling very very bad right now... bad news after bad news... my grandpa is losing his memory, my sister not doing so well, my mum and dad quarrels every night, I'm having 1 presentation, 2 projects and 4 tests next week, i can't get into the website to research on my presentation, i have not enough sleep... and the list goes on and on... But God sees all these problems as nothing! Cause my GOD IS BIG! Not the problems!

I have been feeling very negative about myself for the whole day, even up till now, just because i have not been praying so much for the whole week and sometimes dont even pray at all, i let my tiredness and circumstances took over me. WHAT IS THIS? WHY HAVE I LOST THE FIRE?! THE PASSION!



I want to be desperate once again for GOD! i want the kind of desperateness like how someone is drowning and is desperately grasping for air! I WANT THAT KIND OF DESPERATENESS! Gonna pray and seek God, till i sense a breakthrough! Good night.

LOVE THIS TV SHOW! "Man Vs. WIld" Starring Bear Grylls! He is really GOOD MAN! His fitness and his mentality level! ZAI! (Y) i would chase every episode last time! but after like 10 episodes, i stopped liao, cause it's like the same things leh... it's either jungle, forest or some mountain.... quite boring after a while. and i was lazy... HAHA!



AND NOW! I'm currently chasing a food show call 'MAN VS FOOD!' on youtube! LOL! Like some parody of Man Vs. Wild! This show is about a guy going around buffet restaurant, eating huge portion of food! Taking up food challenges that would put him up into the hall of fame! JUST LOOK AT THE AMOUNT HE EATS BELOW! LOL! crazy! but most of the food he eats, looks really delicious! YUM YUM! HAHA!



ok, so today was awesome! it's been like 4-5 years since i last had LG at someone's house! And isaac manage to open up his house for us to have LG! NEW ENVIRONMENT! SUPER FUN! KABOD IS HEADING TOWARDS A PRAYERFUL CULTURE! AMEN! super eggcited!

Tomorrow gonna, run 5km + gym! TONE MY MUSKLES! HAHA! and at the same time incubate my friends! IT'S fruitful! and HEALTHY! WAHAHAHA!

Sian, i also realized that cai fan is very oily... i was blinded for dont know how long... have to cut down liao... if i rearry wanna slim down. Hmmm, BUT! it's a super balanced meal! got meat and veges... HAHA! WOOHOO! dont care!

WOW! I suddenly got cravings for roti john!! the mayonnaise, sweet chilli, beef and the onions! YUMS! ok.

so i slept at 3+am in the morning, as you can see from my previous post... and i had to wake up at 730am.... i was zombified in school... but i was looking forward to lunch and dinner! LOL! and when it was lunch time, i suddenly had so much joy in me that i told my friends that it felt like i'm the happiest kid on earth! HAHA! and i rush off to eat... leaving my twitter account on in my friend's laptop... so my friend helped me tweet that im the happiest kid on earth! HAHA! funny.

had dinner with jiajun and zara... then head over to prayer house to teach the brigade people guitar... and bryan is improving very fast! you have to see who's the teacher~ hehe~! the lesson ended at 9pm.

while walking back home, we bumped into pastor daniel and the rest of the soccer peeps along the al almeen road there... and pastor slapped me on my arm (it hurts!) cause i didn't see him infront of me... again. HAHA! The other time was when he was across the road, where he waved at me, and i didn't see him... and he shouted a loud "OI!" i was shocked.... HAHA! sorry ar pastor, i don't like to wear specs...

it's not i wanna dao... it's because i couldnt recognize as i cant see clearly! (so if you have read this, next time just say hi to me or call my name!) i surely will say hi back one!

ok. tomorrow 8am school. nights

ok, i saw this at prayer house while i was teaching bryan guitar last week... LOL! Matthias! and his family! WOOHOO! he's a fun little guy. hope they're doing well over at Cambodia! *click picture to enlarge it*

ok, just came back from desmond house after watching the soccer match. i'm very tired right now, cause later need to go school at 8am. SO EARLY! HAHA! zombified ftw!

shall update more tomorrow, too tired. gd night.

the japanese version of char siew! (sweet and salty chickin!) click image to view it larger! just look at the meat! sure super tender and sweet! all the sweet sauce in it! OH MANS! runnyrunny made this chickin!

hehehehe. i have been skypee-ing with bryan for the whole week! LOL! gay much. but i seriously prefer talking than typing, i hate typing... so mafan. and my engrish bery bery bad! serious. LOL!

everyday i'll talk with bryan till 1-2am seh. our calls is like 3-4 hours long, just talking and watching youtube together, LOL! just keep commenting on every video we watch. gonna go bryan house and cook some runnyrunny's food recipe after chinese new year! super fun to cook! HAHA! slowly influencing and gonna teach bryan how to cook ! HAHA! and teach him guitar! SUPER EGGCITED!

but, i'm having attachments this coming holiday, 5 weeks... how to find time to cook seh.

gonna jog in the morning later, need to lose the fats! so that i can afford to eat more! HAHA! ok. super hungry now, keep watching cooking shows. LOL!

Beef Wellington! this is the dish i must try! by hook or by crook! maybe, i'll try making it on my own too! ARGH! why am i so hungry nao! wrong timing to be hungry! i should stop looking at food and start doing all my work! ok.

ok, my friend see me eat cai fan until he buay tahan, to an extend where he pulls me away from the store while i was queuing up for it! HAHA! super funny! but, i love dishes that i can choose on my own! i dont like standard food.... and i won't get sick of food so easily! i'm a faithful cai fan eater! HAHA!

tomorrow gonna go gym and train my body! and burn off the amount i ate for the past week. LOL! treadmill is my favourite equipment in the gym! i would spend 30 mins on it! it's super boring, but it maintains my pace and it trains me mentally!

HAHA! just for laughs! mrchin the dork! HAHA! this photo was quite a while in my phone liao, i just saw it! HAHA! it was after our cafe duty!

ok, so today, i manage psycho-ed my teacher to end 1 hour earlier in class! LOL! so i went to NP to eat dinner with bryan, didn't know keith, yaode, peiru and jinshun were there too. But, the more the merrier! CANTEEN 2 the western food is nice! portion is huge! HAHA! SHIOK! gonna conquer NP canteen's food! then go over to SIM! WOOOHOOO!

so we slacked around NP, planned LG with bryan, THEN AFTER THAT WE WENT TO TAKE THE HANDICAPPED LIFT! it was super funny! it was supposed for 1 person only, in the end, bryan, yaode, jinshun and i took the lift! it was slow and funny at the same time!

ok! a few more youtube videos then i sleep liao. good nights.

WAHAHA! i'm so touched~ i think it's because my classmate saw my tweet about "writing encouragement card is from the heart, not from the mind." And guess what. Today, SHE WROTE TO ME AN ENCOURAGEMENT CARD! and wanted to play angel and mortal with me... 2 person only. play what seh. LOL! but i really like the purple envelope! cause it matches with my purple gatsby (it's super chio)! gonna carry it around with me in my bag!

First time receiving an encouragement card from a female classmate in my entire 19 years! first time! LOL! thanks ar Eva. God bless you! HAHA!

You can click on the image to enlarge the picture! it will become super big! enjoy the purpleness!

Gonna go NP tomorrow after school to eat dinner with bryan and plan for LifeGroup this coming wednesday! COME ON KABOD! WE NEED TO CHANGE OUR MINDSET LIAO!! CAUSE WE ARE CALLED TO BE LIGHT OF THE WORLD.

i'm very hungry now. tml gonna enjoy all my meals! HAHA! nights.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ae-qoFPINCc

Nice ttm, janice and sonia! they are good at harmonizing songs! beautiful face and voice! especially sonia~ the one who plays the guitar~ AWE~! And they post 10 days after my burstday last year! where it's the first time i have cai fan as a birthday cake! HAHA! wad link. above is the link.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lio0YbTi87g&feature=related

This was one of my favourite cover by boyceavenue! I was super amazed by how he can keep constant with the drum beat! i was fascinated for like 3 months! LOL! cause i was still learning guitar that time, and playing another instrument was a very hard task for me. Awww it bring backs memory! LOL! i remember signing up a youtube account just because of this song! LOL! 2nd june 2008!

I like how they design this youtube shirt! Saw this in bukit timah shopping center, the shop beside the bubble-tea shop! God wants you to be saved! seriously!

ok, i'll try to put in pictures for every post just to make it not boring. cause got someone complain. dont know who but the initials are D and L. and it rhymes with auntie. but only 1 photo per post, max. lazy to wait for it to upload.

today played soccer all the way to 2pm. went home sleep, then my mom cooked spicy rice cake for dinner! KOREAN FOOD FTW! HAHA! then watch youtube like for the whole night.

ok, time for reports.

I am really touched by Daniel's words just now in mac while we're HTHT-ing. I almost break into tears la! seriously, he was my first disciple whom i worked so much on! Seeing him grow so much in Christ, i seriously didn't know that i made such a huge impact in his life until i read his encouragement card. I cried and smile at the same time as i read his encouragements. Cause i knew that it was from his heart! and i really love him as a brother! this is serious. and i'm not gay.

After reading his encouragement card, i went to read back some of the 2010 cards, I really begin to appreciate the people around me liao! I love my LG more and more now! Praise God!

And ya, recently, i keep watching jamie oliver on youtube! I'm a big fan of him since young! i like seeing him cook so passionately! ok, super hungry now, need to sleep, later soccer!

Almost everyone in my class says that i'm weird. Cause i look at and talk so much on food rather than on girls... meaning, i observe food more than girls... LOL! What's wrong with that?! It's just that i would get really excited when it comes to food. Therefore, I concluded that my friends rate girls, i rate food.

I still don't get it why is that weird... but i know that i don't really talk to girls.

My aunties, uncles , and even my father thinks i'm gay... cause they keep saying these to me 'so old already still no girlfriend' and 'why you don't talk about girls like your other cousins?'... what rubbish. LOL.

It's not that I hate them or what, it's just that I don't know what to talk about when i'm with them... but I have improved alot already hor! Last time during secondary school, i really hate talking to girls. Whenever in a group, if a girl comes to join the chat or what, my face will change and i'll try to not talk anymore, because i don't feel comfortable with them. LOL! Don't believe, you ask desmond, he really understand me. Maybe because of the kabod culture, all guys. lol.

Sorry if i offend you, but 3-4 years back, i was told that girls are also part of the body of Christ. Even sunil! my ex-lifegroup leader also couldn't take it! Cause i influence my clique to somehow become "anti-girls" LOL! And he taught me how to interact with girls and some other basic manners, where he calls it "dating facts 101." LOL!

So now, i will try my very best and treat every girl that i talk to like my own sister/aunties. that's how i interact now! HAHA!

ok, i felt much better after ranting.

ok, so today i actually woke up at 9am... I was late... SO WAS MY FRIEND! LOL! in the end, we started gym at 1030am... there were only the 2 of us, the rest got something else on... girlfriend and stuffs...

ok. After being deprived of gym for 3 weeks, i still manage to run 30mins non-stop! summore with increasing speed! even though my knee hurts abit... but for the rest of the workout, my body nua-ed all the way! LOL! there wasnt any stamina or strength... so yea, train abit nia, just to warm up my arm muscles!

after that, my friend and i met Gideon Ren and John Lin for lunch...they come for the open house, and we ate SUBWAY! woohoo! and all of us begin to incubate my friend! wow~ i was so excited! he was so interested in our church! Gonna pray and invite him to church for this sat service!~ Amen!

so ya, gonna sleep soon, tml 8am-5pm! after that go ngee ann eat with keith dinner then go over to island creamery for desserts! then go over to church and program the lightings for worship experience! .

ok. so i just realized that my whole family are all loners, even myself!! LOL! after school straight come back home, we either sleep, watch tv, watch youtube/online dramas or just study.... LOL! seriously no life.... and for me, i always come home and straight take a nap! then sure must wake up by 8pm one! just to have my dinner! i hate missing out meals!

I think i should spend more time with my classmates... they need to know JESUS! what was i doing for the past 1.5 years...

nvm, i shall spend more time with them, and that is why i'm gonna wake up at 830am tomorrow just to go gym with them! actually dont feel like going so early one.... cause my class starts at 2PM!.... crazy peeps. well. ok.

LOL! i created sucha a big hooohaa in facebook... the VIRTUAL POWER! LOL! just spam some rubbish and promote SP! ok, gotta sleep soon.

While day-dreaming on the bus this early morning.... i suddenly had a very strong urge to....

BUY A LEFT HANDED GUITAR! cause it's cool and unique! most importantly, i'm left handed! nuff said. Maybe a $200 one.

Serious! and when i'm serious, i'll get it done, no matter how. LOL! but with integrity! BUT i know jiajun sure won't believe me one. LOL!

ok, FOR today. i got nothing much to say about it.... except for 1 lecturer, i seriously think that he possesses supernatural human powers. Cause the moment he starts to speak, everyone's head starts to feel very very heavy, no joke! and some of us even begin to see images around the classroom! is like everyone was in a state of confusion! what kind of supernatural power is that?!

zombified! thanks to youtube kpop live videos and some other funny videos and facebook games! LOL! addict. ok sleep soon.

this week and next week very busy like a bee~! LOL~ collecting honey!

well, since open house is this week and next week is JAE, i'm somehow in charge of abit for my course.... such commitments. madness! The school outreach committee. LOL!

Reaching out singapore for my course! LOL! ok. tired. soon to sleep, just now played guitar at prayer house with my LG mates, teaching them guitar, our LG gonna be filled with worship leaders! w00ts! zai!

super excited! anticipating so much for this thursday gym! finally can sweat it out! and feel the muskles burn! LOL! must make it nice for people to sleep on! hehe.

Its an old song but the lyrics zai. Summore sing it in Korean language. more charismatic! LOL!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SJ-n91O5DfE&feature=related

Super Junior - group of idol boys who are all Christians! They're blessed, most big idol group cannot make it this big because of the big input the company needs to invest.

ok, i realized the hotel name was marina bay sands hotel... 6 star hotel! super big! and fun to play.... swam on top of the hotel! the wind was strong and the water was freezing mad! played with my cousins till like 4-5am! and i got a bad cold. Went home rest whole day till 7+pm....

ok, while i was resting halfway, i slept. And i had a very weird and scary dream, i dreamt that people around me were being forced to commit suicide by other people, and all of them were the people in my community, they have not known Christ yet, i was on the verge of breaking down, see-ing all of them dying in front of me.

It was one of the dreams i do not want to dream any more, but God told me it's the reality, the scene where people forcing other people to commit suicide is like now in our society, people are facing so much stress and wanting to fit in, so they tried so many ways to meet those people expectations. Which in turn, not being their self. Their lives are being control and scarred! So much more to relate in this dream.

Thank God i was awoken by Debra Lim MSN conversation!~ if not i would see all of them die beside me and i will just break down crying. Woke up in sweats. SCARY~.

ok, school is starting tml, i have to start my reports. God bless you.

i want to faint already.... yesterday ate soo much junk.... played with LG members until 4am..... telling ghost stories, scaring people.... woke up at 730am for the last session, until now i'm sick.... stomach ache and saw throat... LOL! and not enough sleep. but dont know why cannot sleep.

hopefully i can get enough rest till tonight, go church eat dinner, then go over to coastal sands thingy, the big hotel with boat on top one, go there celebrate the new year with all my relatives as they have booked 2 rooms for us to play in, really looking forward later.

ok. tired.

OK! i'm so happy today! even though i spent $400 today! LOL! and recently, my money is like a opened water tap! keep flowing! LOL! if i spend more, my mom gonna come and freeze me account! but i will always come up with a reason why she should invest in me! LOL! CAUSE I"M A GOOD INVESTMENT! LOL!

I'm happy cause i got myself a guitar! and a ukulele!!!!! WOOOHOOO! ukulele! it is super fun to play with it! LOVE IT! gonna learn all the love songs! LOL! romantic max! sing love songs to my food! LOL! i think i got a stronghold towards food! ok.

tomorrow is LG retreat! LOL! gonna talk so much crap to my whole LG before we sleep! cause i wanna see them laugh until they cry! and i love making people laugh! especially my LG MEMBERS! that time during YI camp, i talked so much crap for 1 hour 27 minutes after lights out, everyone was just listening to me and laughing at every sentence i said! LOL! God-given talent! but we got scolded for talking too much by the people who was patrolling that night! and won't be blogging much !

OH MAN! I REMEMBER THE NASI LEMAK IN CHANGI! SHIOK! gonna go there and enjoy again! and after this week, i need to start jogging already! if not, i'll become fatter!... and if i dont jog now, 10 years down the road, i'll REGRET! so i need to jog like 30 mins hopefully everyday next week..... ok.

gonna watch youtube people playing the ukulele ! LOL!

yo, so yea. just now watched "Little Fockers" with hanyang, isaac, leong, lester, shicheng and helio. yeap, it was hilarious! but not as hilarious as the previous meet the parent and meet the fockers.

And watched "Gullivers Travel" on sunday night with chin, seanravie, isaac, helio, anathan and calista. Another lame show!

The reason why i keep watching movies is because I NEED TO PAMPER MYSELF! HAHA! work so hard, of course must enjoy after that! that is why i'm giving myself sucha good treat! HAHA!

ok, so later, cause today is already tuesday! i'm gonna go get a guitar! range around $300-$400! wanna bring it to LG retreat! SOO EXCITED FOR IT! ok, so junde and ghims coming along to help me! HEHE! =DDD (triple chins!) HAHA!

LG retreat is on wednesday! WOOOHOOO! ok, thats all for now. CYA.

OUR THEMEMEMEMEEME!!! ME ME ME ME!!!! CMON! I WANNA BE RECHARGE! GOD, You take Your place in my life!!

(RE)+
Re(charge),Re(form),Re(fine),Re(cive),Re(new),Re(al),
Re(position),Re(ly),Re(view),Re(vere),Re(st),Re(lish),
Re(lax),Re(joice),Re(flect),Re(vive) & Re(member)

(Re)+ is theme for Kabod Young Adult retreat

yes... 'This is it(christmas edition)' camp has finally ended for me!!!! got christmas edition because need to stay in church for another day to prepare for the bash... so i had a 5 day 5 night camp! HAHA! but i came prepared, cause i have prepared for 7 days worth of shirts... can stay until next tuesday! LOL! knew something like that is gonna happen.

the camp was awesome! learnt so much stuffs from the camp! and one of the most important thing that i have learnt from this camp was about serving. And now, i have a different point of view in serving already, it's about an act of worship to God and most importantly, do not let satan rob off your joy in serving God!

well, so i came home at 230am this morning... after all the packing up and stuffs... plus all the previous sleepless night.... and also have to wake up so early in the morning. tired max. at least i manage to sleep for 10 hours today. wooohooo!

ok, christmas bash was seriously AWESOME! the story line was superb! a story within another story! nice one. AND i served for 4 sessions! plus all the rehearsal! SUPER like a deja vu! and every time after each skit, i quickly rush over to basement and find a place to have a 15mins power nap, cause i WAS TOO TIRED! not enough sleep! had alot of fun over the walkie talkie! keep talking rubbish! LOL! funny max! love it.

oh ya, i really wanna thank God from the bottom of my heart! cause without Him, i don't know how i manage to get all the strength to tahan until now! and every morning, i would cry out to God for strength! cause i was really really tired! and He answered me! moving on.

ok, gotta go watch youtube liao.

ok, so IM REARRY EXCITED FOR NOW! LOL! KEEP WATCHING MICHAEL PHELPS youtube documentaries and interviews! trying to get as much ideas as possible for the swimming pool games! LOL! soo funny! cause i'm acting as Michael Phelps, this is for your info.... LOL! it's one of the 3 judges on that day! LOL! and i think by the time you read this, it's already friday! or maybe saturday or maybe sunday, if you're in the camp!

....bought some cheap plain shirt, which matches my skin colour abit only... but seriously no time to find liao, so ya, the shirt is to draw out the abs muscles! LOL! cause i don't have it! LOL! and i think it would be very funny!

ok, so i'm very hungry now, tml gonna eat breakfast with desmond and my bro, then head over to rjc, hopefully i can tahan the night, and i think i have to start packing now.

camp tml.

woke up, went to church, went to rjc, play play play carry carry carry and being a public nuisance for the whole afternoon! LOL! fun joy and laughters among my lifegroup! HAHA! super public nuisance.

after that, went to bugis, bought 3 shirts, each $10! and it's nice! LOL! summore so cheap.... but just within 30 mins i bought 3 shirts without hesitating! wad a miracle! maybe i was just too tired.

i'm so gonna bring like loads of 10 dollar notes when i go to bugis street again! i wanna shop like mad! got super cheap and nice shoes, shirts, pants and most importantly, FOOD!

ok, sleeping soon, but need to pack bag... super lazy.

youtube time.

waaaa~~~ seriously, i did my best today, i carried till my hands are numb, almost fainted, but i didn't give up, i carried until i almost sprain my leg....T.T... so yea, last day of SGB.... love the free work-out. AND the free flow of food! LOL! ate around 11 days worth of food.... i gained 3kg.... SAD! but, i dont care. LOL! and i sweat like mad! my sweats just kept dripping.... like a broken pipe.

ok, so tml have to wake up and go over to church at 730am... to move media stuffs.... gonna sleep soon liao.

so deslen requested saving grace by planetshakers for praise and worship for lifegroup... the lyrics are great man! God, our saving grace! and i also felt that our lifegroup really needs to hold on to Jesus and never letting go! cause God have saved our soul and made us whole!

He came down just to bear on the cross as a human being, and it's seriously pain man, just imagine when a big nail goes through your legs and hand, your veins and nerve systems are totally messed up! super pain OK! i kept thinking how Jesus tahan-ed the pain! and the shame! wa.... Jesus is seriously our saviour! CMON! LIFEGROUP! LEONGGROUP RETREAT! WE ARE GONNA REFRESH! RENEW! RE RE RE RE! EVERYTHING RE! FOR 2011!

so i'm gonna keep on repeating saving grace for the next whole week! and pray for some other songs that's gonna stir up our LG! ok sleep. soon, after youtube.

chiong all the way liao! it's gonna be super funny when i think of the mascots and stuffs that i have to do in camp.... SUPER FUNNY!

day 3 games FTW! LOL! im gonna laugh at myself till i drop! super joke man~! and I'm excited for it! HAHA!

CMON BROWN TRIBE!! LET A SHOUT OF PRAISE! LOL! become planetshakers!

tml need to wake up at 6am again for BBSGB! SIAO ONE! 8am-10pm again.... hmm... monday need to wake up at 6am also, need to reach church by 730am, shift stuffs over to RJC.... work work work!

Commitments for this december: Boys' brigade, media, games com, YI camp logistics, piping and air mattresses, Xmas bash stage crew! WOOHOO!

but because some of them clashes with some, i do not have to do some of them.... but still, i think i have too many commitments.... everyday sleep at 1230-1am and wake up at 6am or 8am.... TIRED! BUT GOD IS MY STRENGTH WHEN I AM WEAK!

ok, just came home from BBHQ.... tiong bahru! madness... so far. ok, yesterday i stayed over at HQ, had alot of mosquito bites and alot of insects... hate it. BUT I GET TO MAKE FUNNY FRIENDS! EVEN MY OFFICERS ALSO FUNNY! HAHa! LOVE IT! TTMM! TO THE MAX MAN! sian tml last day....

ate alot man! so desmond and me planned to not go on saturday shift, because got church, so i'm gonna run on saturday morning! 5km or at least half an hour! burn all the calories and fats! then do sets of sit-ups and push-ups! chiong ar! ok. tired.

made friends at the bbsgb, it was fun! enjoy the time there making new friends! so funny! the officers and primers, joke whole day! fun ttm! ok, gonna bathe now, feeling so dirty all over, all the sweats, dust and dirt... good night.

wait wait, something that popped in my mind while i was day-dreaming today as i was partly slacking for the whole day. so yea, had the thoughts of traveling overseas every 6 months in the near future! HAHA! i wanna travel to many asia countries to try out their delicacies! except for insects-related food. wanna visit all the cool country with super nice sceneries! like new zealand, ireland, europe, vatican city! cause i wanna enjoy God's creation! HAHA! and wanna visit Israel! how cool to read the bible and get to really see what was written in the bible! first-hand! HAHA! soo cool! i cant wait to travel! hohoho!!~~~ and i wanna go back korea, take ship to japan! and catch fish while on the sea! eat the super fresh raw fish with chilli paste! WAAAA! cannot take it anymore! sashimi~ and i will go to fresh water river and order live salmon! eat on the spot! Q.Q

wa. sian hand pain, leg pain, back pain, carried so many bags which weighed around 7kg each.... super tiring! whole day training! like free gym! HAHA! so shiok! sweat like mad also, i think my sweat glands got tired of sweating, till it didn't know what to do. LOL! ok super tired.

day 1 already so tired. day 2 - half dead, day 3 - - loading loading loading.... LOL!. ok tired already! i had so much fun talking crap with the boys also! HAHA! they so cute! all sec 1s and 2s! HAHA! ok time to play with them tomorrow! woohoo!

dont know why wanna blog, cause i just wanna complain! soo tiring!

ok, on sunday went for filming for this coming Christmas bash! and it's gonna be EPIC MAN! while waiting for the filming crew, we played freezebee! and it's running one! super fun! like captains ball! wooohoo! ran like mad! after that, played soccer and then filmed till 2pm, then played soccer at 4pm, AGAIN!! played till like 6-7pm! super tiring! whole day running! ran till my leg full of blisters! and have sunburns! so went home slept quite early, 11++pm.

woke up today, went over to church to do christmas bash rehearsal! super tiring, did all the way till 11pm.... then now at home resting, anticipating the upcoming days! non-stop action!

tuesday to saturday! it's boys brigade Sharity gift box! it's from 8am to 10pm! i have to wake up at 6am.... and reach home at 11++pm.... and worse of all.... i need to wear full uniform to report! zzzz. tiring.

the next day, sunday all the way till friday, it's YI CAMP! CHIONG AR! woohoo!

saturday - it's christmas bash! God will provide the strength! i believe it!

ok, so i think i wont be able to blog this much liao. cya.

.... 5 alphabets to describe what i'm feeling now...... T-I-R-E-D! . . .

ok, so this morning was my last paper, can pass... BUT cannot score... SIANzation!

ended at 1130.... and wanted to meet alex again for gym one, but he last minute say he need to go somewhere.... so i didn't know what to do after that... didn't feel like going gym, cause feel super sad and lonely... so i went to school library and played bejeweled for more than 2 hours...LOL! this is a life of a boring person... after wasting my life away for more than 2 hours, i had the sudden urge to gym once again, after thinking about all the food i consumed for the pass 24 hours. oh man, the guilt was so unbearable! immediately, i went over to gym and jogged for 3km, sweat it out man! trained upper body also.

after gym, went to play soccer with the usuals ... sian, my leg wasn't ready yet, after resting for more than 2 months! AT LEAST I SCORED A GOAL! WAHAHAHA! Mission accomplished. MUCH!

After soccer, i thought that from next week onwards, all the way till next year, we'll be too busy that we'll miss narnia, and because of Mr gideon ren recommendation to catch it from facebook, we went to watch it... we = jiajun,desmond, shicheng, helio and me! 5 smelly boys in the movie theater !! LOL! even though we brought extra shirt....
OK! it was a super evangelistic movie! should have brought my friend along....

ok, thats all for now, i have to bathe and sleep soon and very soon, my King is coming.

AZLAN!

Extra info: oh ya, wanna hao lian abit, my 10KM timing is 1hour 6mins! not bad for a fat boy who first time run a 10km liao hor! WAHAHA! my next aim is 10KM in less than a hour.

sup. super tired today, woke up at 4am to study.... statistics, sounds like sadistic.... :/ ok, i'm really tired, last paper tomorrow.... gonna study soon... 4 down, 1 more tomorrow! CMON!

ok, so this afternoon went to cut my hair... a new hairdresser came to cut my hair... Sobs! i wanted the hairdresser whom usually attend to me to cut my hair one, but she was having her lunch.... so the new hairdresser came to me... and while she's cutting my hair halfway, she accidentally cut until my ear! i was shocked seh, she kept apologizing after that, cause my ear had a small cut and the blood didn't stop flowing, so she gave me tissues to stop the bleeding, and i thought to myself "people makes mistakes." so i just SUA.... i paid the money and went to eat, cause i was too hungry to care about my ear also. LOL!

Went home wanted to take a quick nap, cause i was so tired, and i put my alarm at 430pm, so that i got 1 hour to go down to fuel prayer meeting.... but the next thing i know, it was almost 6pm! LOL! i don't even remember waking up to off my alarm clock... my body automatically move to off the alarm clock, never even press the snooze button... just off it. LOL! ok.

Now i have a new hairstyle, abit weird leh, aiya but i dont really care ugly or not even though my mother kept complaining saying it's too ugly! I think that short is good enough for me, and it's for boys brigade. yada yada blah blah.

ok, time to study, i think i shall go gym tomorrow instead of airport... sorry isaac and daryl, i dont wanna waste my time. LOL!

so today, i did another paper, lol.... fail already, totally dont know how to do a 20 marks questions .... GG! fail liao. i think need to retest. sian.

ok, so today, went to the gym, learnt new ways in training my shoulder muscles! thanks to alex! thanks man, i can feel my shoulder muscles forming! AHAHA! wooo! i don't even know why i wanna train so hard for what, maybe next time can impress people... HEHE... LOL! and maybe because of all the Kpop idols, especially 2PM, they super fit and handsome seh! LOL!... it's call motivation, not gay... But now, i think i know why i train so hard liao already, so that i can eat more! and keep fit at the same time. LOL!

ok, tomorrow is a 2 hour graphic design test! WOOHOO! i love it! and because of a my good performance in this sketching module, i was some how being recommended by don't know who to do sketching for a moulding company... cause one of my lecturer told me that my attachment is gonna be sketching and design related! WOOHOO! SO EXCITED! maybe and maybe only, everyday can draw! and earn money at the same time! PRAISE GOD!

ok, thats all, i feel like eating and running another 10km, cause i just now ran 2km in the gym and it was like nothing like that liao. LOL! AI ZAI!

OH..... oh oh oh oh oh oh .... i'm getting bored to death, i hate studying so much! but it's so fun to fully understand the topics! contradicting much! AHAHA!

today i ate alot of food.... morning cai fan, afternoon cai fan and old chang kee sotongs (YUMS), and for dinner, my mother bought for me cai fan! HAHAHA! i'm going crazy! but i don't know why i wont get sick of it one. i think i got problem... i keep eating cai fan until my mother dont need to worry what to buy for me, default cai fan! HAHA!

Something random: i hate spending my parents money... but when it comes to food, i think it's okay to spend the money on food.... cause to me, food is always worth it, even though it's super expensive... !!! LOL! Got once, i spent $200 just on food within less than 2 weeks! LOL! crazy! but when you ask me to buy some other things that is not related to food, i'll consider quite awhile.... comparing with all the food i can eat... LOL! at least i got exercise to burn! ok. needa go study now.

Old Chang kee sounds like my full name, Goh Chang kee

Jogged 10km non-stop this morning! HAHA! wad a great accomplishment! summore it was my first time running 10km in my whole entire life! the furthest i ran non-stop was almost reaching 6km only! WOOHOO! i love running and all kinds of sports that requires running!

ok. so after the run, took a train and came home, cause i had headache all the way.... so slept from 1++ till 4++... and i tomorrow still got test... and i started practicing abit only... should go and study soon... after typing this post ba.

Actually now it's 630pm, i spent 1 hour plus watching all my subscription on youtube and one of them is on how to make an apple pie! WOW! i one day sure must bake that pie!!! needs skill for the crust! i like! haha. God gave me an interest to cook! So that i can bless and cook for my love ones! Amen.

Oh man, this december holidays are gonna drain me out totally man, 13th - full dress rehearsal for xmas bash. 14th to 18th - Boys' Brigade Sharity Gift Box. 19th to 20th - YI camp preparations. 21st to 24th - YI camp. 25th - Xmas BASh. 26th to 28th - lifegroup retreat..... all these are full day! oh mans. this is gonna be a busy HOLIDAY! HAHA! ok needa start study now!

Today was a brand new day and God was faithful in everything man! the air i breathe and so much things that He provided for me is never-ending. And i'm thankful for that. ok, so today i felt so much peace when i woke up, it was something that the world cannot provide and the Only One who can provide such peace is Jesus. seriously man.

This morning was school(wasn't fun at all), then ended school at 5, saw son of wil at dover mrt, talked to him abit then head over to jurong point(JP) to meet my secondary school mates. I reached there at 6pm, and the meeting is at 7pm, so i walked alone in jurong point for 1 hour aimlessly... never even take a look at the shops... LOL! ok so we met and went to FIG & OLIVE, ate the chicken chop and pasta. WA! the chicken chop is nice! tender, juicy with cheese and tomato paste. YUMS! LOL! had alot of great time catching up with secondary school mates... super miss the times we had in school... joking with teachers and the stupid things we did. sad. ok! next!

Last night as i was just merely reading and trying to understand the word, cause my sister wanted me to explain to her what the verse is about, then God began to pour out His glory once again and i started to tear in my room! Just because i begin to realized that the glory that God have is seriously unimaginable! lol, since young, i was already very slow in realizing stuffs, so actually i'm abit slow. So if you're trying to tell me something or what, please don't get angry, just give me time to understand the situation first, maybe sometimes i'll take around 1-6 months to realize it. HAHA! no joke.

ok. needa wake up super early tomorrow.... 7am at jiajun house, then go Singapore flyer.... for boys brigade, might be late for service because of the BB event. hmmm. goodnight.

I am sad. very sad... around this morning 3-4am my parents quarreled so bad that my dad made my mom cried, I saw that helplessness in her eyes. And I didn't know what to do, i just went to my bed and cried myself to sleep. It already breaks my heart to see that my parents are not saved yet. This has given me another reason why we should not get into a relationship at such a young age, because it is already so sad to break someone's heart, and there's so many relationships we need to handle first before getting a new one, examples like the relationships among our family members and etc...

I am already getting very worried for my sisters, i cannot bear to see their heart being broken by other guys next time.... argh, i'm really very sad, even swallowing my saliva is hard now...

Prayed and asked God why did He even allow this to happen, and I was reminded by what God told Joshua when he's gonna take over Israel, "Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go.” i know that God is gonna do something powerful in my family. I believe and I won't give up!

ok, for today, i went to gym, trained abit only, cause i need to conserve energy for this sunday 10km jog. ok, gonna do my tutorials now.

Just taught my brother maths.... WAH i tell you ar, i almost vomit blood... but as i was almost on the verge of blowing off, i begin to pray in my mind, and around 5 minutes later, i manage to keep my cool and i started to teach him again. thank God i have been moulded by Christ, imagine last time, i think my brother would hate maths forever! HAHA!

ok, so today, woke up almost half dead, cause i played bejeweled till 230am! HAHA! woke up at 830am, dragged myself to school. And if you just let me sit down anywhere for 30 secs without doing anything, i would fall into a deep sleep immediately! (if you know what i mean. ^^) Ended school at 12pm, went over to westmall to get boots for brigade, not bad ar, black on the outside....but inside red colour one! haHA! after that i had super much craving for ban mian! so without any hesitation, i went to get it. SADDEST THING = as i was searching for the egg yolk in my ban mian, i accidentally poke the yolk! and it broke! WA ! i tell you ar, my heart sank immediately... :( sobs.

went to bbss checked the air mattresses for yi camp, went over to prayer house for LG! PRAYED LIKE A G6! pray and pray ! seriously we want to see breakthroughs in my life, my family and my LG! ok, expect for more of God in yi camp, christmas bash and LG retreat! WAHAHAHA! ok. Tomorrow gonna go gym! train! and school starts at 2pm tml! HAHA! shiok ttm! okk. i realized i typed too much.

wow, really impressed by the kids in junior master chefs, scramble eggs also can cook until soo nice! gonna try to make a perfect scramble egg also! WAHAHA!.

ok, since i finished one major report, and a group assignment, i gave myself a reward of watching 1 episode of junior master chef! HAHA! ok.

today was fun, but tiring, talk loads of crap with my classmate and influenced him to play bejeweled everyday! HAHA! if i can influence bejeweled into his life, i believe that i'll be able to influence Christ into his life! Amen.

ok, came back around 11pm from guitar lesson, teach a new batch of people how to play the guitar, God is good, all the time! and His love never fails!

wahahaha, need to bathe now.

so, came back from dad's ktv lounge, wasn't as bad as i expected, cause i think i watch too much drama, all the ktv lounge abit corrupted one.

ok, went there to see the lounge, it's seriously just like KBOX! LOL! just that it's more to the adult side, where they promote more beer than soft drinks. sang quite a number of up-to-date songs, like just the way you are, and some others with my sisters.... ok, praise GOD! amen.

time for reports....

... dad's gonna open a KTV lounge... have to attend the opening of it later, see his clients... don't know what to feel... it's good in a way that he will earn more money, but to me, it's bad in a way that it's not good morally... i kinda dont agree with it, very mixed feeling about it... gonna pray for God's hand to be upon this situation.

deadlines coming up, reports and projects piling up, thank God that i manage to finish my presentation on friday. it was good in a way that i got a B... since it's somehow a last minute work... LOL! I can talk really well OKAY! imagine putting in more effort, grade A liao! HAHA! imagine i work hard enough last time, i would become a billionaire already! LOL! full of rubbish.

ok, gonna do my reports and projects... 1 more week to test. and i got no confidence this sem... sobs.

*Wont You dance with me oh Lord, Lover of my soul.* wad a good song.

hmm. boring projects and presentation.... yawns... ok. I have always dream of having my own home with my own big kitchen to cook! amen. then ask all my friends to come and try my food! LOL! I dont even know why recently, i suddenly told yaode about it, and i feel like blogging about it. $50 per entry.

I have been keeping my own design of kitchen in my mind since secondary 3, i think it's already been almost up to 5 years already, and i'm not gonna give up this dream of mine, all the cooking stove, oven, grill, pots, pans, knives, sink, rubbish bin, fridge, baking stuffs and a small garden to keep all my herbs, maybe a balcony. It would be a L-shaped kitchen! HOW COOL IS THAT!

I am not planning to be a chef, it's too tiring, just wanna make cooking as one of my hobby.

projects pilling up, needa do reports and presentations, been coming home late, so not updating that much.

dawei! FOODHUNT AFTER YOUR As! HAHA! ok. come church ar. HHAAHAA.kk, need to do my presentation.

ok, today was great! i came home and get to taste zhenyi, my sister's cream cake, it was goooood~~ the after taste is superb! and zhenfang bought for me a iphone cover! limegreen! SO CHIO! LOL! and i like it very very much! it's like celebrating my birthday once again! HAHA! i thank God for such wonderful siblings, even though we sometimes would quarrel, and cannot agree on each other terms, we still love each other!

okay, last night(sunday night, monday morning) i dont know why i couldnt sleep well at all, kept waking up in sweats, woke up in the morning with a heavy heart.... kept asking God what is it, and most likely, it's for my family. so have to keep praying for them. ok.

today, 8am, at school, had colours for practical! SO FUN! HAHA! then the rest of the day boring already... then after that meet up with zara, hannah and jiajun to eat dinner, then me and jiajun had to teach them (alfred, siew sia and yu also came after that) guitar (it is for God and for brigade!), teach till 9pm,it was super tiring, but worth it as i love to play guitar non-stop! SO FUN! then after that went home play facebook, ok. goodnight.

Random: if there's 100 reasons to talk rubbish, tell me 1 reason not to talk about the bin.

HI! I need to start with a good intro so as to build that interest for readers, so i need to come up with something weird! please try not to rub your eyes too much! it would cause your eye skin to sag (i think so)! HOWS THAT FOR AN INTRO!

ok, today i woke up at 1037am! then went to meet jiajun to eat brunch! caifan! WOOHOO! lol. ok, so i went to settlers at SMU today, played for 6 hours, seriously energy draining stuffs, played too many bored(board) games. after that took bus back, reached home and watch tv with my sister.

OK highlight for today! My sister, zhenfang is seriously lame, you see her quiet quiet one ar, but actually she's lame DAO! She started a emotion conversation with me on msn(there's 2 laptops), and i replied something lame which she couldn't stop laughing after that, then after that she tried to be even funnier than me by starting a video call(webcam) with me! she did all these when i'm just beside her! i picked up and talked to the laptop instead of talking to her! LOL! oh man, you wont know how funny was it until you experience it yourself! HAHA!

I love God! And something i wanna rant below, because there's a cry within my heart! and i wanna type below! ok, here goes!

My life is slowly becoming mundane! too mundane! I'm slowly getting too used in asking God to answer all my of prayers and not listening to what He has to say to me.

My goal for this month: I got to be real to people, so that i can be real to my God! And Jesus, being a role model to follow, i have to submit to others so that i can build that relationship with them. It's oh-so-hard, but it's for His glory and not mine. OH MAN! i sound so serious and religious, but i'm just being real! This is to encourage and remind myself when i read back my posts.

Random: The word "BUS" and "HOUSE" links! because there's 2 alphabets are the same in the word, except for "B" and "H"! GOOD NIGHT!

woke up at 8am+++ went to expo, collect race pack. wasted almost 2 hours of my morning, just to collect it.

ok, today was a great! powerful sermon once again by pastor, ok, headache, not enough sleep. tomorrow gonna go settlers play board games with the boys! gonna sleep soon. too tired to type.

OK, today was ... i slept at 2am yesterday and i woke up at 8am..... just to do my 3-weeks formal report....and i started only a day before.... so i rushed like mad that till i thought i have to skip one lesson, but i manage to finish it in time. But i wanted to spend time with my sister, zhenfang who taught me how to make iphone ringtones, and since it's her holidays, i went to eat lunch with her, treat her dimsum! HAHA! and i skipped one of my lesson.... ok, had a great time fellowshipping with my sister, i do cherish her alot, and i treat her a drink! soya bean with big grass jelly! so it's like fake pearls! HAHA! cause my sister rearry love the bubble tea pearls alot! im so gonna learn how to make pearls for her! HAHA! ok.

and then went to school....3-5pm.... boring... then after that went over to NP to eat, wanted to eat the western food one, but it didn't open....and the japanese food was sold out... sad... so we went over to the alumni house to eat baked rice, it was gooooood! HAHA! then after that went over to prayer house for brigade meeting till 10pm. then walk over to blue market to eat dessert, since jiajun suddenly got some cravings! ok, came home watched all the youtube updated videos. then watched junior master chef till like 1:54am, then bathe! HOHO! now just typed finish this, and since it's 2am, i shall listen to 2AM songs! ok. good night.

NEED TO COLLECT RACE PACK LATER! need to wake up at 8am! to meet up with muxin, deslen and my brother! I"M SOO EXCITED FOR THE SHIRT!

Random: There's always a time for everything! And now, it's time to sleep.

I dont know why i wanna blog again.... maybe i'm rushing too last minute on my science report..... and i'm getting bored of typing the reports.... so i just wanna rant my life. ok. here goes.

this morning, woke up at 9am, snoozed till 910, did my quiet time with GOD! till 930! LOL! btw, what i typed above links with what i'm gonna say now... OK! i have to meet my friends at gym at 930am! LOLOLOL!! HAHA! and i just sms them that i'll be late. HOHO!

reached the gym at 1030am. i was 1 hour late.... but they all pang seh me, all go play badminton, so i was all alone in the gym, sick and flu. sobs, i even ran for 30 mins, which was 5.1km on the treadmill. I ALMOST FAINT! LOL! too giddy already... wanted to swim also, but. i was weak. so i just train my important arm muscles! i have my reasons to train my body, firstly was to eat more! secondly, is a secret. lastly, to eat more.

ok, so my lessons started at 2pm and ended at 5pm, highlight of the lessons, i couldn't stop shaking my legs! LOL! i enjoy shaking OKAY. after that went for prayer meeting, I TELL YOU AR! i love TO PRAY! VERY MUCH! I BELIEVE IN PRAYERS LOADS LOADS! i dont mind being a prayer warrior man. okay, im hungry.

after that, dinner, then udders, then home, then msn, then youtube, then facebook games, then i spent 2 hours making my ringtones! LOL! i love my sister, cause she taught me how to make iphone ringtones! and she's really pretty, i'll protect her with my life. ZHENFANG! HAHA! GOD LOVE YOU! SO DO i! HAHA!

ok, gonna rush my reports again, gonna go NP tml for dinner! HAHA! YAODE and I GONNA DO SOMETHING WEIRD TML! HAHA

Random: I got no time to pluck pandan leaves.

HIYA! sup peeps! today was my lifegroup outreach event, sad. no friends wanted to come with me... nvm ! i wont give up sharing the gospel to them!

ok, so last night, cheryl introduced a super super good show on twitter. which is call junior master chef on youtube. !!!! WA! at first, the junior, i thought it was those junior chefs age 18-25.... but guess what, no-no, their age was from 8-12!!! OMGOSH! LOL! I WAS SOO AWED BY THEIR COOKING STANDARDS THAT THAT! I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY! AIGOO! i cannot take it! too powerful! summore, someone at their age, that can cook really well, have LOADS OF CREATIVITY! super envy them. but also amazed and awed by God's creation! As i was watching on, my mouth kept opening, couldn't close it. LOL! and i would clap infront of my screen, as i was really impressed at their skills! OH MAN!

ok, so i watched the show till like 4am in the morning, and i was sick. so, i had to sleep. AND around 10am in the morning, i was awoken by a SMS sent from my friend who told me that he could not make it for the outreach.... SAD. ok, i wanted to go back to sleep actually, because i only slept for 6hours! but God told me to wake up and spend my time with Him, and i seriously couldn't sleep for the next 15 minutes, cause i really can feel that i had to spend time with God, and even the sun is shining brightly on my face! SO COOL! LOL! it's seriously worth it to start your day with God.

OK! after that, prepared myself for pitstop, a place to play board games. but in the morning, i went to eat breakfast with my parents. OH MAN! THEY ARE SOO GOOD TO ME THAT I REALLY WANNA THANK GOD FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART! that He gave me so much blessings. Amen. ok after that meet my lifegroup members and go over to clark key, i just dont get it, why they just dont pronounce it as clark kuay since it's clark quay.

ok, reach home at 730, mom cooked alot of food for me, amen. and watched the master chef show, and somne kpop dance, still wanna continue watching, and TML go gym and TRAIN !

Random: You might see me as some crazy person on the outside, but deep inside....I'm even CRAZIER ! HAHA!

OK! feeling much better already! but this morning, i feel so nauseous that i pon-ned 2hours of my class..... which was 8am-10am, SAD! my favouritest module! which is maths! SAD! aiya, but i was really sick.

so, i went to school at 1010am, just to eat my breakfast! CAIFAN! LOL! it was gooooood~~~~! but it is abit weird ar, sick also eat cai fan, in fact, i ate cai fan for almost every meal when im sick. LOL! SICK BUT STILL GOT GIANT APPETITE! blah blah blah~ until 6pm. actually halfway during the day, i couldn't take it anymore, i smsed desmond to bring me go see doctor after school.

FOR YOUR INFO, i dont like to waste money on medication because i cannot afford to lose so many plates of caifan, so i will try to be the doctor of my own, but this time, it was that serious. HEHEHE!

OK! as i was about to meet desmond, my mom called me to go imm to eat ichiban sushi! so, i didn't bother to see the doctor, just straight take another bus to imm! THIS IS HOW MUCH FOOD IS TO ME! MORE THAN MY HEALTH! lol! AND I PANGSEH DESMOND! LOL! THE SUSHI WAS SO MUCH BETTER THAN SAKAE! LOL! had great time walking around giant with my brother, sister and mother! SO FUN!

ok, after youtube and facebook games.... i felt much BETTER! but, you know how come i can get healed? it's not because of youtube and the games, it's because I PRAYED for healing! and guess what? GOD HEALED ME! AMEN TO THAT!

Random: seriously man, with the current technology, anyone can cook! just anyhow throw in the ingredients, and if it taste bad, just add MSG and all is well to go, the food sure taste good but, you dont know what is in the food! LOL!

OK! STILL SICK! AND ITS GETTING WORSE! BECAUSE NOW I CANNOT EVEN TASTE MY FOOD! EAT SO MUCH ALSO NO TASTE! ARGH GH GH GHAR HAR HA HA HA!

SIAN! i just took a flu medicine, start to feel drowzy already! spin my head right round right round now!

also got cough and keep sneezing, now my lungs already feeling very pain! ok, im gonna play bejeweled. CYA

Random: modnaR

ok, im seriously sick. not feeling well at all. from friday till now! soo sick. keep flu-ing.... ok! i need to pee now. have fun.

gonna gym later at 930am, since i start school at 2pm every thursday! HAHAHA! gonna run 5km and train my whole body from arms, to legs, then after that swim 10 laps = 500m! HAHAHA! gonna burn all the fats! so that i will be able to enjoy other food! WAHAHAHA! WHOOO! thats my main motivation to go and workout!

ok. today was ok-ok, i was so tired that my body was rejecting me from waking up, but, my spirit was willing to spend time with God! so i forced myself to wake up and pray and talk to God! which is super awesome! START your day with God! it's good! ok, needa pray for my family soon, goodnight . have fun . . .

random: just now i took the lift, a toddler and her mom was in the lift, as i look at the child, she was smiling at me! CALLING ME GEGE! LOL SO CUTE! i thought she called me KEKE! LOLOLOL! ok. nights.

monday was super fun! met jiajun desmond yaode and zara as they went to collect their pay at suntec city, then after that go and eat at astons! wow first time eating, ok ok la, so-so only.

then after that we went to watch megamind! while waiting for the show to start, we went to arcade and play the basketball thingy, so fun! LOL! MEGAMIND! MEGALAME! HOHO!
cya.

random facts: im hungry!

OK, so today played soccer in the morning, at least i scored a goal! and went to church to do lightings, and attended the 4 hours long seminar, which ended at 545pm, reach home around 7+... actually wanted to skip dinner one, and i walked pass a cai fan store and they sell all my favourite dishes, so i couldnt take it anymore and i went to buy it! OK! cya.

Random: Im crazy! and tired.

field Soccer later! very long nvr play field alrdy, hope to play well. ok thats all, later serving for some service, 130pm-530pm. ok. bye

Wow! WEE! HAHA! HOHO!

ok, today was a rearry tiring day for me, cause i slept only for 5 hours, and have to go to school from 8am-6pm.... so tiring... but after that, i went to help out at wilson aka son of wil's uncle gym. which is soo far from my house... tanjong pagar....

BUT! i get to try out herbal chicken! WOW! it tasted GOOD! HAHA! and the best thing was the peanut ice kachang! (Y)! and supper was chicken rice... FAT! BUT IT WAS TOTALLY WORTH TTM! HAHA! ok. thats all for today, im tired. time to play bejeweled! HAHA!

RAndom: I love to draw! if you dont believe me, take a look at my notes, full of drawings... HAHA!

So tired..... every night sleep at 3am just because i watch one piece back again..... yawns.... and the next morning wake up at 8am.... it has been happening since thursday till today.... and i ate alot recently, need to work out even more, so yea, must control myself liao, i seriously feel fatter after 3 days of non-stop eating..... but i seriously love food ttm.... saddddd. if only food can make me smarter, i'll be the smartest of them all. LOL! ok

Nothing to write anymore.

Random: i hate writing down stuffs, cause im just too lazy, haha!.

I JUST WANNA SHARE MY FAITH TO EVERYONE! During prayer meeting, i was asking God to give me the boldness to speak to my grandfather about my faith in Jesus Christ, and guess what? Read below.

Today, i went to visit my grandfather who stays just below my unit. He was sick from Saturday, so today i went to visit him, and as i begin to talk to him, God begin to prompt me to pray for my grandfather, i was hesitating like mad man! But i remember that if i take the first step of faith, God will definitely be with me! AND INDEED! My grandfather was open towards me as i begin to share! i showed him how much i love my family because Jesus love us too! And after that, I ask him whether i can pray for him, and he started telling me all his sickness! LOL! SO I PRAYED FOR HIM! and he told me that he felt much much better and from the looks of his face and after 5 days of sickness! PRAISE GOD ! HALLELUJAH! seriously! I obeyed God and He was with me! AMEN!

SEE remember about the prayer i made during prayer meeting about boldness. If you know my family background, buddhist, nuff said. And it was really hard for me, but I really thank God for answering my prayers!

OK! RANDOM TIME: We are called to be the light of the world, and light means colour! and only colour can be seen by the human eye through light! We cannot hide it! Even though visible light is a very small range of wave, just like us human, so small! but everyone can see it! SO YA!

Ran poly 50 today!!! HAHAHA! SOO FUN! RUN AND RUN AND RUN AND RUN! i love it!

I really thank God for sustaining my knee! seriously! without God i seriously can feel that my knee was gonna break any time! and i even prayed for stamina! and God provided soo much! ALL GLORY GOES TO GOD! AMEN!

ok. thats all, i'm tired.

Random: I have a really awesome mother who cleans up my room! and also for taking care of me! I LOVE HER TTMM! To the max man!

wa today is really, tired ttmm! tired to the max man! woke up at 7am, and i was late for practical for 40mins.... thank God i was allowed to continue in my practical! Im so not gonna be late already! PEK CHEK!

ok, i ended school at 11am. Went to gym, train alot on my triceps and shoulders, then abit of biceps, then spam training on my thigh muscles! SOOO TIRING! but it was worth it! after that, i went for a swim, swam for 10 laps....super tiring....

After gym, went to foodcourt 6, which is the furthest foodcourt from my school to eat some food! and i ate cai po! WOOHOO! nice.

ok, after that ate dinner with zara and desmond, then desmond study all the way till 8++++pm, went over to zara's grandma house to eat! LOL SUPPER! i was hungry, and i didn't want to waste food. LOL! it was worth it! when it comes to food.... it's gg man! LOL! ok. thats all for now.

Random: I'm running for POLY 50! OH MAN! soooo excited! ok. my leg gonna break apart!

wa! i very the full now! soo happy! my mom made spicy rice cake! i love korean food to the max man! TTMM! seriously love korean food! i can eat kimchi everyday, and i'm not kidding! i seriously can eat stuffs without getting sick.... most of the time, LOL! ok.

very full now! gonna watch planet shakers live performances, go youtube find! henry seeley is seriously anointed! amen! ok! I love my family! one reason is because they love food too! HAHAHA! ok.

Random: I went to gym and carried weights to train my shoulders, and it almost dislocate. HAHA! now very pain.

The song Just the way you are by Bruno Mars! is really good man! God created you! So you don't have to be so low on yourself!

i really wanna show my sister that she soo amazing just the way she is! Zhenfang! God gonna use you in a powerful way! Don't look down on yourself! God loves you! LOL! Cya.

Just a random thought: Wow, after watching hello baby (shinee version), i really want to have my son/daughter waking me up in the morning! SO CUTE! LOL! Now i somehow know how my dad sees me when i was younger last time. ok, bye.

Hi everyone, if anyone is there.... but i know! peijun you are there! LOL!

ok, i will try to revive my blog. since i got nothing better to do at home. Well.... many things have happened after i stopped blogging, cause i totally forgotten that i got a blog! so i didn't blog about the stuffs that happened. LOLOLOL! and cause it's too hard-working for me to blog. well,and thanks to pei jun! i remember that i have a blog, and also she encouraged me to blog, so ya, sup.

Ok, one of the big event that happened was mission trip to cambodia! really happening man! got to know more awesome people where i have learnt alot from them, if you wanna check them out, you can go to my facebook profile page and see their awesome faces! they are my team members! ok. i very lazy to type LOL!

i was soo touched by my sister today! she bought breakfast for me! =D! THANK YOU ZHENFANG! i had a unique breakfast today! cheese pancake and hot soya bean + pearl! and i burnt my tongue because who would drink hot drink with a big straw! summore got pearl inside! LOL! well, i'm still very grateful that my sister even bothered to buy for me breakfast! soo happy! i really appreciate it man!

ok, gonna try blogging everyday during this holiday, and maybe type more about mission trip, cause now i'm going to practice guitar and prepare for lg worship! HEHE!

Random fact about me: I rearry love the little children! Cause they are so easy-going! having sucha child-like faith! full of creativity and hope! where they never stop dreaming about their future! I SUPER LOVE KIDS! if anyone of you read this and need a child care taker, i dont mind! LOL! haha! ok. cya later aligators! LOL!

God knows all the boundaries in life man! Don't WORRY, just give your all to God! and you will be saved!

I am not ashamed of my God! Who loves and care for me! and He loves you too. Don't worry, His love and mercy is very real once you get serious with Him!

But you cannot think that your life will get better straight away, for our God sees all of us with holy love! That is why God wants to see our lives being holy and pleasing to Him, so sometimes we won't be very happy about the things that God allow situations to happen in life, where sometimes we won't get to really understand His ways, but after a while you will understand why God wants you to do this and not that, and you will thank God for keeping you safe in His boundaries and not to the world standards.

This was what i learnt for the latest sermon and last week bible study! Amen.

I'll try to revive this blog once again, hmmm. whether anyone will see, BUT I SEE YOU DAWEI! HAHA! hi.

okokok, hi, just wanna update you all on my life now, been listening to KPOP! AND I ENJOY IT VERY MUCH! OK FULLSTOP.

For my life, i am praying everyday now, talking to God, and being obedient to God now, and i can see that he is doing something in my life right now. PRAISE GOD, kk i'll sleep now.

HAHAHA! lol! i forget about my blog! LOLOLOLOL!SO HEYa...i bet nobody come and see this blog liao. but nvm i blog for my own entertainment... this is what i have been doing for the past feek weeks in class=>talking rubbish, laugh out loud, study, rubbish, chat, joke about people.....cause school just started....AND I'm going for MY OPERATION ON 22nd of dec!!! i want PLAY SOCCER!
operation on my LEG! RIGHT knee!!! ACL TORN!!! go youtube watch what is the acl ligament...CYa

No link: I love to talk rubbish and forget about my blog. i am a left handed guy. with a right leg torn.