Sing a little louder.

 

There will be days where you will feel like crap. There will be days where you feel like the sadness that you have inside of you cannot be overcome. There will be days where the depression in you seems impossible to remove. There will be days where you feel hopeless in your addictions and strongholds. There will be days where you find yourself unable to carry on.

Why not just sing a little louder than all these unbelief? Just a little louder. 

Once you start singing louder than your unbelief, you will start to see faith rising up in you.

Learn how to raise a hallelujah in your heart. You will overcome.

"Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong." - 2 Corinthians 12:8-10

Thankful. Grateful. Beyond words.

For those who cared about my wellbeing and constantly checking up on me, thank you. I appreciate you. And I’m sorry if I chose to not meet up. I do have some reasons. Oh yes, it’s been awhile since I last updated. 

Here’s an update on my life. 

Life wasn’t that simple for me. Went through many ups and downs but I guess that makes us grow. 

Earlier this year, I told myself I didn’t want to care about anything on this earth anymore but somehow God managed to draw me towards Him. And I’ve managed to join a cell/life group that spurred me to grow closer to God. 

So now, I’ve been spending about 1-2 hours walking around XiaoGuilin spending time with God. It’s literally my daily walk with God. And by walking daily, physically and mentally, it helped me to deal with my anxiety issues and my seemingly uncontrollable emotions. I’ve began to appreciate the birds of the air and the nature that God have created for us to admire.

It’s a daily revelation of His creation and my awe for God just can’t stop. Some days I would wake up at 5am just to rush out and spend time with God.

Once again, Thank you. Thankful for those who have kept me in their prayers, I really felt that I was covered by prayers as I spent my time with God. Your prayers were answered and I can vouch that. Because it’s only God who can change my heart of stone to a heart of flesh.

So to end this post, a verse to share, it’s a verse that I will hold on to as long as I can - when difficulties or storms in my life. I will not stop rejoicing, praying and lastly, learning how to give thanks and recognise that God is in every circumstance and He is the rock on which I will stand.

Rejoice always, pray without ceasing, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you. - 1 Thessalonians 5:16-18 (ESV)