I am sad. very sad... around this morning 3-4am my parents quarreled so bad that my dad made my mom cried, I saw that helplessness in her eyes. And I didn't know what to do, i just went to my bed and cried myself to sleep. It already breaks my heart to see that my parents are not saved yet. This has given me another reason why we should not get into a relationship at such a young age, because it is already so sad to break someone's heart, and there's so many relationships we need to handle first before getting a new one, examples like the relationships among our family members and etc...

I am already getting very worried for my sisters, i cannot bear to see their heart being broken by other guys next time.... argh, i'm really very sad, even swallowing my saliva is hard now...

Prayed and asked God why did He even allow this to happen, and I was reminded by what God told Joshua when he's gonna take over Israel, "Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go.” i know that God is gonna do something powerful in my family. I believe and I won't give up!

ok, for today, i went to gym, trained abit only, cause i need to conserve energy for this sunday 10km jog. ok, gonna do my tutorials now.