My body clock is spoilt... been sleeping almost at 410am to 610am every morning-.-... and waking up in the afternoon, whole day is wasted. totally. hah!

well... fyp, projects, brigade, everything is pilling up real fast. gonna spend the next few days clearing everything! all the way! ahah!

And the next week is the start of 2012 already... dont really wanna see it coming... cause school's ending and army's coming! D:

ok, so my grandpa, aunties and cousins went over to bali on wednesday for the 3rd overseas vacation this holiday... T_T and i have missed all 3 of them... due to church commitments and fyp... and i have to take care of my aunt's hamsters! since she lives just 1 storey below me! haha! and i love animals! haha! went over to SPCA with the boys in BB on wednesday and played with the puppies and dogs over there! so fun!

See how good life the hamsters are! a big playground for them to run around! ok, headache now. #alotofevent. tired.

i like how pastor mark varughese preached in the special meetings! he speak with convictions and to the heart! learnt so much from it! the part which speak to my heart, the main goal = to spend time with God! POWER!

ok, i've spent hours looking at facebook photos from 9gag, they're somewhat funny yet true. And this is one of the photo which i think it relates to many people and even myself! i do that every night! LOL!

Yea~ i'm done with all the tests! and it is the final semester of my poly life! everything kinda pass by like a blink of an eye. i can still remember the times before entering to poly, my 'dream' was to enter poly just to get a laptop so that i can play dota forever and ever... LOL! (don't laugh, i was serious about this...LOL!)

Further elaboration on my dream: To stay in a 1-room flat, work as part - time waiter or something like that, go home and play dota till 3am every morning with my secondary school friends... LOL! That's it, simple. But i guess you can't survive like this in singapore, with everything increasing.

And i was also convicted that God has a better plan for me! LOL! so now, i'm currently just dreaming for more! haha!
ok, gonna watch some random youtube video! and i can't find my wallet! i lost it at home for 2 days already! kinda panic right now! HAHA!

Ok, so pastor celebrated his 42nd birthday, and these were the 42 cupcakes that i have baked and iced with zhenyi. Since 2 of my sister are from F&N, being taught under the same teacher and the fact that I couldn't ice nicely some of the alphabet, so... zhenyi have to help me! HAHA! it took me 4 hours to complete all these.

Well, i am quite upset about the fact that people (even sister nana thought it was just a random number... T_T) and didn't realize that it was planned to be 42 cupcakes T_T, but, thank God it was an even number and that it fit perfectly into the cake box! HAHA!

And this was the actual design that i actually wanted to ice on the cupcakes, which i have spent two nights, designing it, measuring it and making it accurate, 42 cupcakes, 6 by 7.

But after baking the cupcakes and putting them together, i realized that i didn't have the equipment and time to complete it. T_T sad... so i had to change the design.

One more thing! my bro just went to cambodia this afternoon for mission trip! So happy for him! gonna expect much testimonies from him! YAY! ok, study!

Ok, so in our lifegroup, newly named "adoration", shared about having that attitude of giving. So giving food is a form of blessing others for me, and i like to cook for people. baked these cupcakes for LG on wednesday.

I was also in-charge of food for this week LG too! So i cooked for the lifegroup! But it was quite a rush for me as i only had 20 mins to prepare the spaghetti and the chicken, as i spent 1hour+ baking the cupcakes... HAHA! so yea~ i like cooking. alot.

And as for this saturday worship experience, i am gonna bake 42 cupcakes for pastor daniel! it's his birthday! so yea! gonna bless pastor with all these cupcakes! Still trying to think of a design to ice the cupcakes... HAHA! nights.

so ya, recently, i've found a youtube channel which have 1000++ videos on various food shows! mainly jamie oliver and anthony bourdain! Both are my idols! haha! So yea, gonna have loads of sleepless night watching everything! HAHA!

Come to think of it, jamie oliver is one of my childhood idol! I've been watching his cooking shows for like almost 10 years already! really love the way he host on cooking shows and how he cook with his own unique personalities! I just enjoy watching him cook.

As for anothony bourdain, he's a chef-gourmet-writer. And i love watching his main series "anothony bourdain - no reservations" where he just goes around the globe eating delicacies and good food. NAISE~! haha!

Gonna watch one more episode and sleep soon! If you have nothing better to do or just love to watch food shows, you can subscribe to this guy on youtube - "kumquatsta"

And ya, tests are coming, have to memorize a lot of content. All the best. HOHO~!

ok, last week had poly 50! ran like a guy on drugs after some random person passed me half a can of red bull! haha! but seriously, red bull have so much sugar content that made me very high... haha. my team and i completed 50 laps! haha!

and this week was super busy for me... had alot of reports to do and was sick from sunday to tuesday, so it was quite tiring fer me. lifegroup, meetings, projects... would sleep at 2-3am every night... but hey! thank God i manage to complete everything! huuray!

so yea, my brother gonna go cambodia this december for mission trip! feel really happy for him! haha! gonna expect alot of breakthroughs for him in this trip as he step out of his comfort zone and share the gospel!!! :D and im gonna have a chance to drive my dads car again! send zhenhao to airport! haha! ok. rest.

Something that i really wanna talk about is when i read about how satan left the presence of God. And then it struck me that how scary it is to leave the presence of God. And come to think of it, God says in the bible that He is omnipresence, meaning that God is everywhere and everytime. He's with you and with me now. That feeling of peace, comfort, joy, full of confidence and love.

And now, imagine that God presence left you, how would you feel? For me, most probably, i will feel very insecure, full of fears, anger and my world would just crumble.... That is very very scary for me. PS: No wonder Jesus sweat blood as He thought about leaving the presence of God.

That is why i am so thankful from the bottom of my heart that God is with us always, even though sometimes we would complain and stuffs like how come God isn't there for us, but actually God is always there. ;)

Random thought of mine; suddenly have the strong urge to bake again, the feeling of create dough out of flour, butter and eggs. The feeling of folding dough to make it fluffy... like croissant! ARGH! I MUST BUY A ROLLING PIN AND A OVEN!

ok, last friday night, after discipleship at tampines ikea, we went to pasir ris park, i saw a long slide, got too excited, ran down a slide, lost my footing, EPIC MOMENT AND EVERYTHING WENT SLOW MOTION, fell and dislocated my shoulders...

I felt stupid after that... HAHA! seriously sad... because for army, i will surely get a down pes and i cant take napfa... :"( But Thank God i'm still in one piece. hehe :) <=== it looks like a bracket, but it's actually a sad face and a happy face respectively.

So this morning, went to try my dads car and drove zhenhao to school, IT WAS FUN TO THE MAX! cause there isn't any instructor around and auto is so much easier to drive than manual! HAHA! FUN.

ok, gonna drive tomorrow again. wahahaha

Shell slip soon now. Nites.

Something i wanna thank God about, I passed my TP today, which is yesterday, which is on thursday afternoon.

yay, i can send my mum to work and all of my siblings to school in the morning liaoz. I just like doing that, waking up early and sending them to school... haha.

*Prays really hard* If possible, my dad would help me arrange with my grandpa, so that i can drive grandpa's car most of the time. Can send lifegroup members (those who stays really far) home already~ hehe~

Very tired now... nights. :/

So yea... school started on monday and come to think of it, that morning was quite epic as it didn't felt like school have started at all... i was like wondering how come my phone alarm clock was ringing so early in the morning, and went back to sleep thinking that my phone had a glitch or what....

Thank God that the alarm clock rang again cause i have set-ted 3 alarms in my phone the night before as i had predicted something like this would happen... HAHA! and true enough! i have forgotten that i have school but the second alarm clock reminded me... and from here, i wanna thank God for giving me such a talent for being so good at predicting (sorry, boosting my ego here)... HAHA!

First week of school is definitely slack to the max! ok. Wanna learn how to cook hor fun, sweet n sour pork, and some other tze char dishes. like nice to eat only.. yay. nights.

Ok... mom's gonna go korea, jeju island, again next week....!!! ARGH! WHY MUST IT BE NEXT WEEK! I CANT GO!!!! cause school starts next week and i have alot of important things to do... WHY! I WANNA GO BACK TO KOREA FOR HOLIDAY SO BAD! WHY~!

The reasons why i wanna go back to korea is mainly because i've fallen in love with korea's culture, korea's all-you-can-eat korean BBQ + steamboats, kimchi, their metallic chopsticks + spoon, their dramas, their standard of living, their weather and to add on... kpop + sooyoung! HAHA! Korea is just... so beautiful. i was mesmerize about korea way before my craze about kpop... I <3 KOREA! HAHA! ya.

So yea, went back to take a look at the pictures taken 2 years ago... went with my mom, aunties and granddad... still can remember that in this photo, my mom was too cold that she had to go back to the hotel... HAHA! AW MAN~ the memories... T_T i wanna go back...

Aw well, i will surely go back to korea in the near future. ARGH! cant wait...

Ok, so last whole week was super hectic for me because of church set-up.... every night Keith and i will head down to church and set-up the lights from 9-10pm till 5am in the morning! sometimes even 730am in the morning! madness! and i will spent my whole morning sleeping... HAHA! ok.

So i had brigade retreat on friday night to sunday afternoon, had loads of fun, joy and laughter, bbq, and learnt loads of stuffs through it!

And for today, after ending brigade retreat in the afternoon, desmond, keith, kevin, mrchin, chester and i went over to Johor Bahru to eat TZE CHAR in the later evening! And i have just reached home!

And we ate loads and loads of food. SUPER SHIOK! My life was wrecked after eating it. HAHA!

6 of us ordered a super duper huge sugar cane drink each! it was really huuuuge! like a 2L jug drink! LOL!

The drink stall uncle gave us 2 straws each as the amount was actually meant for 2-4 person! MADNESS! but it was really good!

and now i shall go and watch my show, and then sleep... cause i am very tired now. nites.

I hate using MSGs to cook meals, i find it very unhealthy and a bit of no skill to cook when you use it... LOL (it's my own principal.) Because it spoils the fun of cooking.

Example: using MSG like chicken stock (powdered or liquid form) to make soup or some other dish taste better... it's just... like... a... shortcut.

I rather spend 1 hour making up the stock than to use those 'shortcut' method to cook... sorry if i offended anyone (cause i offended my mother after saying this...HAHA!) but i rearry feel that good food takes time to cook.

Cause to me, food = time.

So my mom got a wok from her mom!!! So-de-exciting-ya! I'll will surely get myself a wok next time!!! And so ya, i used the wok to fry beehoon and 2 types of fried rice, but i forgotten to take picture of the other fried rice cause i was too hungry... so only 1 photo of fried rice. hoho~! (yes, fried rice is a easy and fun dish! i feel that everyone should at least try frying their own rice once in their whole lifetime!)

Fried rice with ikan billis and sambal chilli:

Lesson learnt: Use lesser amount of chilli if not too spicy, more soy sauce next time and prepare a cup of cold water to let it slide down your throat.... LOL!

Fried beehoon:

Lesson learnt: Put more soy sauce and pepper, and never put your spatula at the side while taking photo of your beehoon... it's hideous...

Random aglio olio pasta with luncheon meat:

Lesson learnt: Try again. It taste horrible.

Ok, if you managed to read all the way to here. Congratulations. It's been a long time since i last post this long. haha. nights. i should be at desmond's house watching soccer, but lazy to go and tomorrow i have to go church and set up the lights from 11am all the way to evening. So ya, nights once again and all glory goes to God! hee!

ok! so today, i went down to queensway and ate 3 hotdog buns for my lunch! cause i really like it!

Last time i would always cancel some meetups with my friends just to travel down alone to eat their hotdog bun (once a week) ! thats how much i like it! haha!

Not just treating myself to hotdog buns for my birthday but also went to get new jogging shoes, a new set of strings for my guitar and a new guitar bag for my own birthday present! yay!

And desmond "baked" for me a birthday cake! i had steam egg as a birthday cake! (i got too greedy and too eager to taste the egg and forget to take photo of it first, so it's 1/4 gone... HAHA!)

thanks desmond.

OH~ IT"S MY BURSTDAY~! NAISE~ time to go eat buffet!

How can i ever forget my burstday when everyone on facebook is reminding me to have a happy birthday! LOL! LAWLSLOLROFLMAOCOPTER!


Well I can never forget that i once had pandan snowskin mooncakes for my birthday cake just because my dad forget about my birthday and last minute went to buy mooncake~ and i really enjoyed that moment. cause i really like to eat the pandan lotus paste. well i should go and buy myself one. HAH!

Anyways! thanks for the well wishes everyone, eat cai fan and be merry!

Ok.... as you can see, a new blogskin... i clicked try out the new interface and it changed almost everything... haha! well~ i kinda like it.

Yea, so i promised to post up the 2 dishes that i tried... it was quite a fail. And i only took 1 photo each cause i was too hungry and busy cooking, sorry for the bad quality.... but the meatball looks nice only...(boosting my own ego) HAHA! ok.

Lesson learnt: never pan-fry meatballs for too long. if not will char...

Lesson learnt: Get a less fatty bacon and it will taste nicer. (Sorry for the blur, my hands were shaking.. HAHA)
Actually i've fried beehoon the other day also, but lazy to upload from my new phone... HAHA!

OK... As you can see from the picture above, i got mesmerized by 4minute... their songs and personalities on variety shows~ especially jiyoon! haha! cause she can rap and sing, and i like her voice. This was the reason why i never update so much on my blog now...

Because i was a fanboy watching all of their variety shows and live performances~ and watching some other videos, like food shows, crazy comedies and loads of cool documentaries about anything and everything! HAHA! ok~ Good night and have fun!

Spamming youtube videos like theres no tomorrow ~ (Mostly watching korean variety shows, kpop and some other random comedy...)

Always watch till 3am in the morning... -.- ok, bye time to watch youtube again, shall update soon. gd night.

The exams are sooo close! i can smell the holidays! wooo~

And once the holiday starts, i shall workout everyday! chiong arH!

ok, maybe not everyday, just monday, wednesday, friday and sunday.

gonna try cooking some more stuffs at home during the holidays too, since i got more time! and i shall chase back my cartoon! one piece!

So... this morning i've cooked carbonara ... and it was ok... just that it wasn't salty enough... HAHA! fail. D: sadddd :((( triple chins

BUT I WILL NOT GIVE UP! I shall master the carbonara and move on!

Will post up the 2 bad-quality photos on the meatballs and carbonara some other day. Lazy to transfer the photos.

time to study for exams! ciaos.

boo ya!

Thanks to the 3 hours break on every monday, I've been jamming alot lately.... not the peanut butter jam kind but the jam on playing of the guitar and the singing of songs and drumming the drums and keying the keyboard and the bass... you get the point. HAHA! ok.

And because of all the jamming sessions, i'm really determined to get a few more guitars! and maybe a drum and a keyboard in the next few coming years! Hope my mom won't be angry with me ... HAHA! but i really like live musics! more onto punk rock and catchy tunes~

And i'm currently addicted to a british band call McFly~~(i prefer their last time songs in 2005... heh) they're very good live! much better than their recorded CDs! oh man~ spent like 2 days just kept on watching their videos live on youtube... yea. and some other bands like boys like girls, that genre.... ok. time to play some more guitars~

I like strumming and i lazy to pluck.

Today, i went to a warehouse that sells cheap cheap food located in some ulu part of lakeside with keith to get the food for tomorrow's event, and we bought alot of food...

I myself bought 500g of bacon for Carbonara and the leftover bacon can make sandwiches!
1kg of minced beef for meatballs and the leftovers for some random tomato sauce pasta!
Mozzarella cheese to bake with the random pasta, sandwiches, meatballs and carbonara!

I also bought honey mustard + 1kg worth of hotdogs for my family to enjoy! wahaha! crazy man! i was so excited when i shop for all the food!

Cant wait to cook! MUAHAHA!

I shall train for my Napfa tomorrow morning, time to maple! Good night!

Caught a flu bug on monday and have been restless for the whole week

and....

My Napfa test date is on the 20th of october = 2 more months to train....

Been training much harder since school re-opened.

This morning increased my pace and training reps already! But my diet still overwhelm my trainings... cant lose weight... HAHA! ok.

My goal for this month = lose 2kg, make beef meatball for zhenfang and try to cook the "perfect" beansprout! Heh.

Cooking the "perfect" beansprout means that you can't cook for too long, if not it will lose it's water content inside and become soft and soggy... must cook just nice! Crunchy and tasty! wahah!

ok, good buy.

Went to watch transformers on thursday right after FPM!



And today, I went to watch transformers again! wahaha! The reason why I watch the movie again was because it was my class outing(only 35% of the class present), so no choice... but this time, i slept at a few scenes in the movie... cause it was abit boring... HAHA! i would only wake up when there's action/fights taking place! love the graphics and fighting scenes! SUPER COOL! I like bumble bee's close combat skills and optimus prime new battle axe!

really had fun with them walking around orchard, playing pranks on each other and just doing rubbish! HAHA! fun fun.

and I realized when we are studying together, we will discuss about maple. But when we are playing maple, we discuss about our studies.... LOL!

ok.

okok, its been a long timeee since i last post... due to common tests, projects, case studies and maple....



yes... i started maple... LOL! and it was during the test period, managed to psycho almost the whole class to play maple! hehe! this is call class bonding! LOL! and somehow a method to de-stress!

ok, i shall go back and maple for a while more! TEEHEE! will be quite busy mapling. bye!

Today marks the first day of me letting more than 10 people into my house. Let alone having a steamboat... and i just got scolded by my mom because of the oil stench left behind from the grill+butter combo.... T_T

But still, thank God that everything else was good! it was good because God was in charge! and everyone was soo engrossed with the steamboat food that we have forgotten to take photos for the event... -.-

ok! have fun.

Ok, lets see. i got 3 weeks of school holidays.

1st week, i went to malaysia. 2nd week, time spent on FYP, church set up, watch movies and youtubes at home. i really like xmen.

so i left 1 more week before my mid semester tests starts.... i should start studying. hehe!

ok. thats all.

ok, Shop'n'Save got discount for Pink Dolphin - PD - inside joke)! HAHA! ok.

i saw the discount, i immediately bought 6 of these! WAHAHA kiasu to the max!! but i dont care cause its refreshingly good!

yes. i want to cook!

tomorrow gonna go church camp at JB till thursday. Hmm.

just went to eat kushinbo. it's naise! cannot stop eating. haha!

ok, so last night came home and watched youtube with zhenfang till 230am! zhenfang really got good sense of humour! i like!

cause she managed to kept me laughing for the whole night just by watching loads of variety shows! HAHA! 2 hours 32 minutes of youtube videos! SCARY! haha! and this morning, i woke up at 730am, went for cafe duty and i was the fryer! fried loads of chicken wings, nuggets, fish fillet!

and because of this, i was motivated to cook tomorrow's brunch for my mom, zhenfang and zhenhao! yay!

i really wanna try practice how to prepare carbonara! it's really nice!

ok. bye. will be back on thursday!

yoyo.

gonna go SP tomorrow at 10am to run and gym! and also to accompany my classmate where after that he will follow me to church.

PRAY WITH ME!

ok.

it's been awhile since i last did sit-ups for my gym session. so now, my stomach really hurts. do push-ups also hurts. And i cannot laugh that much for now! but yea.

Praise God for healing of my flu and fever last night! Jesus deserve all the glory and honor! I kept on praying for the whole day, cause i did not want give up on my prayers! cause there's power when i persevere in my prayers!

fyi: i was really really sick and giddy for the whole day! cause my body has very low immune system towards flu viruses! so once i got it, i'll be super weak and always will be sick for 4-7 days! but God healed me last night! Prayer works!

Victorious He is the One, Jesus! So glorious, so powerful!

Went to jog with my classmate just now and he showed me a new 5+++km route around SP! yesarh! can go jog already! the scenery quite nice!

As i was jogging with him, i begin to share my life testimony of how Jesus changed my life and how much praying have impacted me! And he being impacted, told me that he's gonna make time to come to visit my church! how cool is that! really wanna praise God for it man!

ok.

"One of those days Jesus went out to a mountainside to pray, and spent the night praying to God." - Luke 6:12

even Jesus! The Son of God! takes His time out just to pray to God! How much more should we take our time out to pray! and pray and pray!

i'm gonna start a prayer culture! cause i wanna see breakthroughs in my life!

one of them that really need a breakthrough is accountability! HAHA! cause I recognize that i'm very weak with accountability... at most send less than or just 5 sms a day (most are replies with my trademark "ya" and "ok").... always in my own world, day-dreaming and procrastinating! sometimes i realized i use my phone just for the mp3 only! hah!

ya ok.

something random.



ok, i'm in love with this drink since the start of school.... and this is the third bottle of the week already! haha! my mom is going crazy over my craze over pink dolphins, every time theres at least 2 bottles of pink dolphins in my room! HAHA!

but seriously i like. time to go back and rush my report.

ok, hi.

Friday - we had regional meeting, we did our easter outreach skit once again... and this time, i have lengthened the heartbeat dance by 2PM to around 1minute 34seconds! super epic! seriously like a funny only.

Saturday - had Kabod's BBQ! wooO! i literally just stood infont of the bbq pit and cook the food for about 2 hours non-stop!
i seriously love cooking! i dont mind standing inside a kitchen for more than 8 hours just keep on cooking and cooking!
One of my biggest passion is to cook liao.

Sunday - a day of rest.

Monday - woke up in the afternoon, went to have lunch with grandpa (its been 3 weeks since i last catch up with him... the most ironic thing is that i live just above him) but nevertheless, he was very happy to see me! we had ichiban sushi for lunch! HAHA! felt super blessed! and he gave me extra extra allowance! praise God! i'm blessed to be a blessing to others!
Took bus to school and while on the way to school, i was praising God and praying for my family, then God's presence was just so strong that i started tearing! i was like looking out of the window and wiping my tears! HAHA! really man! this is how real God is man!

"if my people, who are called by my name, will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven, and I will forgive their sin and will heal their land." - 2 chronicles 7:14

I like this verse alot! seriously, it's like the verse for me for this season! to humble myself to pray and seek God!

ok, i'm always out for the whole day, almost everyday, that is why i have no time to update... actually got time, but i was busy playing Pro Evolution Socccer every night till 1am... LOL! ok.

Hmm, many things happened. school, fyp, projects, soccer, gym, run, eat, sleep.

Something that really impacted me alot during dna class - I want a poor spirit that always hungry for God! That is where I'll be rich in His presence!

Work for the eternal, not the temporal.

hehehe~!!!! just got this game from my classmate this morning! shiock! gonna play it quite alot for naaaaow! k.

Just now had discipleship with BRX, leong, isaac, jiajun, shunji and desmond. Talk about baptism and how it would impact our community! powerful stuffs! tml's LG! excited!

gonna try cooking more food for myself again~ then after that i would cook for my family, because i always cook with just my imagination of how it would taste like and buy random ingredients! LOL! serious.. so dont really dare to cook on the spot for my family... LOL! fyi: i've cooked the black pepper chicken on monday just by watching loads of cooking shows and just came up with my own ingredients! hehe~! wanted to cook for myself first... but weiyan, zhenhao and zhenfang was at home... so just cook for them also lor.... to my surprise.... they really like it alot! cause it tasted like cajun chicken! like a pro only! HAHA! whew.

shall cook summore! dont not wanna waste my olive oil. kk. nights.

i must say that mango-flavoured yogurt + green apple jelly from frolick is very very nice! i like alot lot!~ top favourite yogurt immediately after one bite!~

So, had creative ministry on friday night, it was good man! teaches us to have that attitude in what we're serving!

Saturday morning, keith called me and asked me to take over him for lightings... was very reluctant at first, but suddenly i thought of what i've learnt the night before, so immediately, i changed my attitude and just went on to serve with the spirit of excellence! After both services, went over to coffeebean at railway mall with isaac, seanravie, BRX, peiru, deslen, jiajun, weiyan, jinshun, shicheng and yaode. had the 1 for 1 coffeebean drinks. After that, BRX drove us over to jurong west stadium to watch the election results till 3am! it was a good experience man!

Sunday morning... woke up at 8am... only 4 hours of sleep. BUT FOR SOCCER! MUST SACRIFICE ABIT SOMETIMES! haha! ok, after that, went home and couldn't think of anything to give my mother (because it was mothers day), so i realized i could pack my room... and it took me 5 hours to do it~ and my mum was super pleased about it! Went to watch soccer at desmond house till 2am and chelsea lost. sad. ok. after that weiyan came to stay over at my house.

Monday morning, i cooked brunch for zhenhao, zhenfang and weiyan. hehe~ it was nice man! black pepper chicken chop + egg... i realized i always use eggs when i cook... LOL! ok, went to run before DNA class. shiock! DNA was about spirit of excellence! GOGO! GO ZHENKE! wa... i typed quite long eh. hehe. nights.

I'm running alot alot alot lately, cause i wanna get good results for my napfa.... but this training has caused me to eat so much more cai fan.... hehe~ die. i think i should control my diet, lose weight first then can enjoy rice!

argh~! this is soo hard... how to control my diet 101.


and i spent more than $600 already, since the start of school... -.- what is this.... 70% of it went to food of course.... ggfied. i needa control! ok.

ok, so saturday, did lightings for service 2. couldnt do for service 1, cause i had to meet jiajun up for something in the morning, so zhaolun helped me program the lights and run it for service 1, i had to stand beside him so that i can use his program for the next service. hehe.



and after service 2, i have to bring zhenhao from church to NUH! cause he had a minor fractured index finger while playing soccer... the most ironic thing is that he wasn't the goal keeper ... -.- went to the children emergency corner and watched cartoons with him... but i want to complain! because the consultation fee was $95.50! super expensive = dont know how many cai fan sia!!! but i seriously felt like a father when i brought zhenhao there! HAHA! okok.

after that, went over to my grandpa house(just 1 storey downstairs my house only)! cause my aunt just moved in also! so i get to play with her super cute son! jaden (5 years old)! and he's super cute! i can play with him for hours non-stop! just carrying him and telling him stories! HAHA!


this is him, almost giving up on wrestling with me! and he tried to kick my leg... LOL! cannot stop laughing when im playing with him! ARGH! i want a son also! i wanna hug my son next time everyday i see him! i'm so gonna teach him how to cook, play guitar, soccer, ride bicycle and most importantly i want him to be a God-centered man! wahaha!

ok, sunday, had another debate(about euthanasia)! super interesting! after that went for my fifth driving lesson! the driving was smooth! and my driving instructor is one joker also! HAHA! after that went over to desmond's house to watch soccer... had 40 piece nuggets, shared among 5 persons. naise!

then today woke up at 1230pm... had lunch with family, then go over to NP's kismis field to play soccer, kabod vs. acts. then after that went over to novena... ate subway... and now at home typing this.

gonna watch youtube and play facebook already... nights. tml gonna go np's new canteen(munch) to eat their nasi something something with keith! woo! excited!

Just had discipleship at 8pm. and i have learnt alot just now.

i want a heart that gives! i want to bless others! I dont want to just keep on receiving, having that selfish intention to just want to gain and having the wrong motives coming to lifegroup! i want to be someone who gives cheerfully and bless others with what i have and what i can!

I want to pray and seek God even more! My heart will change for the better!

lol... this photo is the most epic one! brendan threw 2 pillow and chester took the photo! HAHA!

ok, quick quick type! cause i browsing through Gmarket naaaaow! HAHA! so many things i wanna buy! Gmarket FTW! everything so cheap! using desmond debit card to buy!

ok! last week good friday was our outreach event! we had to perform a musical skit! so ya, last week was super busy! everyday reach home quite late! either 1130pm/12am/1am! so yea, i had to perform as well... and one of the scene i danced to the song heartbeat by 2PM.... LOL! but just danced to the intro of it. it was epic! funny!

saturday didn't have to serve, so i brought my guitar along to play with desmond... end up teaching wanwai guitar. but it's aways fun to teach guitar! hehe~

ok, sermon was about community! we are called to encourage and build one another, and having that commitment for each other! we shall work towards that! ok.

sunday morning, played street soccer! finally can use my warrior shoe to play again! managed to score 2 goals... hmm, not bad la, since so long never play already! then afternoon had biblestudy, it was about abortion! seriously cool stuffs man! as we begin to debate and learn, we'll become curious and would want to seek for the truth and this is where the truth shall set you free! seriously, after this biblestudy, i realized how important that we have to always come back to the word of God and to always put our trust in God when truth collides! and at 630pm, i had my fourth driving lesson! yes! i can start a car with gear one smoothly already! now i left reversing and parking to learn, then i can book my TP already! hehe~ fun fun!

this morning, i woke up at 11pm! HAHA! cause my science practical lessons starts every alternate week! shiock - shockingly shiok! weee~ so had classes only from 2-4pm! after that went to gym and ran at SP track&field with my classmates! so fun to run with them! we will pass napfa together! gogogo! hehe~

nights! gmarket time!

ya ok. above picture: 4 udders icecream and one super nice waffle below! waaa... love it man~ i like the flour taste in waffles + together with chocolate and marshmallow~ best texture in mouth ever! yea! nice nice. hehe~ we had this after KPM on friday! kabod prayer meeting! powerful stuffs gonna happen in kabod man! guys! lets do this! every friday 730pm! come arh! and remember to save up for udders! we must feast after that! $7++ only for 2 scoops + waffle! food is always worth it! nuff said!

saturday, did 2 service again for lightings, impact live was me... i throw my image away just for entertainment... king of unglam! haha! -.- but i guess it was worth it, since alot of people say it's funny. so everyone happy can already! but really seriously, kudos to the impact live tv crew man~ filming is rearry rearry tiring! after filming from 330pm-7pm.... fatigue-ness hit me hard man... i had headaches and it was very hard for me to wake up for the next 3 days for my attachment... no joke.

oh ya, we went to play L4D2 after service! 4V4 at night! played till 11PM! haha! i finally conquered my fear in playing with zombies! HAHA! but i screamed quite a number of times when alot of zombies ran to me... cause weiyan complained i was screaming at his ear! hello... i really scared of horror movies and zombies... -.- even jiajun said it was a breakthrough for me to play L4D2! cause last time desmond and jiajun will try every means to make me play L4D.... -.-



and today was start of school.... morning practical class was cancelled! yes arh! hehe~ ok, so only had afternoon classes, ended at 4pm, went to SP track&field to run with classmates! oh ya, i wanna hao lian abit... i had the most stamina! HAHA! ran 9 rounds! 3 of my other classmates ran like only 3 rounds and they dieded already... summore i was the fattest/heaviest among them! HAHA! all the cai fan i ate really got use okay! so much carbo = alot of energy = can run like a machine! HAHA! ownage! haha! fun fun fun~ oh ya, today i also trained my arms, trained pull ups! nice man! ok.

nights.

ok set, planetshakers conference next year! awesome!

something random, i love marshmallows! especially bbq-ed ones! super nice! crispy on the outside and soft and chewy on the inside! type about it also saliva dripping! ok!

ok, flash forward! i gotta bathe and sleep already! fast fast.

Saturday morning, went down to church, programmed lights, did for 2 services, at night, had lifegroup outing! fun! everything with fries at holland village! nice nice! cheese burger! i love beef! then walked around there~ got alot of good icecream! the most unique one was 'cold rock'! it was a like a teppanyaki icecream! mix the toppings you choose and smashed it together with the icecream! cool max! ok! move on. reached home played facebook, watched youtube till 2-3am?

this morning, woke up at 10am... late for soccer training... overslept, went to meet jiajun for lunchfast before christian ethics, after that, slacked around church till 4pm, then went over to eat burger shack to celebrate junn yiow birthday! nice! burger again.... 6pm, went for my second driving lesson! fun! i improved tremendously! driving instructor was pleased with me! happy! hehe. like a pro only! ok. so after that, went to yaode house! say hi to his primary 3 sister! haha! i call her 'de yao'! funny! then she dont dare look at me sia, i feel like a scary guy. ok nvm. moving on, went to sim lim tower at around 10pm? find my dad, say hi to him! yaode followed, then we went to eat rochor tauhuay for supper! nniceeee! I LOVE HOW THE YOUTIAO BLENDS IN WITH THE TAUHUAY! SUPER NICE! since all the way there liao, just eat supper only! HAHA!...

i rearry rearry rearry lliokvee (combination of like and love!) bursting flavours in my mouth! so nice! hehe.

reached home at 12?

okok, nights, bath, mousehunt, watch youtube covers, i like how glee covers some songs with their voices! nice! ok.

i've been listening to Arden Cho cover - 'At the foot of the cross' and...


cover by Sam Tsui & Christina Grimme - 'just a dream'!! I like how the music suits the background of the video! and the melody and the powerful voices! nice!

HAHA! and yes. i've been playing facebook games ALOT lately... i can play like forever man! LOL! play until forget check hotmail.... my mails stacking up like some rubbish bin seh.... even my teacher emailed me and i never check, kena scolded.... HAHA! so it's play facebook! watch youtube and tweet like a tweety bird! AHA!

so yea, attachments have brought me to this state T_T no life !

And through this attachment, i've been eating yong tau foo for almost 5 weeks straight for lunch! non-stop! eat until the aunty knows what i want, noodle + kuay tiao and extra veggie! AHAHA! cause the cai fan queue forever super long! so ya. i also dont know why wont get sick of it one... HAHA! but i eat cai fan for dinner la! cannot betray cai fan. hehe.

ya.

ok i shall mousehunt again! HAHA!

Isaac's birthday, went to demsey to eat supper with some of the lg members.

so ya, today i had to serve 2 services for media lightings, so no time to 'surprise' and also didnt have the chance to write the birthday CARD for isaac! ARGH! my name and wishes not inside! ARGH~ nvm, isaac i dedicate this another half post for your birthday! here goes. side track = i look abit like a gay in the below photo! HAHA! ok ok, serious.



hey isaac, happy birthday! you know i dont really like to go out eat supper one (told you before wad 1 supper = 3 cai fan! HAHA), but for your birthday! i go! cause you are special to me! HAHA! mushy mushy~

thank you so much for sharing your faith stories to me which cause that spark in me last year! that was when i started to really pray for my family and you also saw what happened in my family! thanks man!

continue to let that fire in you to burn and influence the people around you like how you reignited the fire in me! cause udders to catch that fire also! RAWRALALAWALALA! HAHA! yea, dont give up!

nights.

today was enrollment 2011!! super happy about it! yes man! love it! serving the boys is always worth it! i always feel so much joy just by seeing their faces!

I really thank God for the boys' brigade, cause without this cca i wouldnt have known Christ, my lifegroup (which originated from BB also!) and so many God-centered friends ive made these year and how much ive grown spiritually!

and because my brother is also in our company, i'm very proud of him man... serious... i believe that he has the ability to raise up this whole batch of NCO council! GO ZHENHAO! your turn to rise!

ok! so i had japanese food for dinner at 9pm! and this picture above here was part of my dinner... it was one of the craziest dish i've ever eaten! even my aunt says i'm very adventurous! AHAHA!

ya, this morning woke up at 830, had breakfast with desmond, then went down to ngee ann kissme (kismis) field for soccer training! fun! play till 12pm and headed over to church for biblestudy! it was epic man! debate and stuffs will come up! woo! and it ended at 245-3+pm? and went over to rooftop (RT) for late lunch! CAIFAN! HAHAH! ok, then went over to jurong point to watch suckerpunch. cause weiyan jio-ed me. so ya, went to watch lor, IT SUCKED! I GOT SUCKER PUNCHED! HAHA! so went home at around 8pm, then i realized it was my aunt's bday, so they managed to psycho me to go eat dinner with them at some random japanese restuarant in chua chu kang.... cause they told me got good food! SO YA! ate till 10++! one dinner cost aroud $500+++... SIAO! LOL! how many caifan can i buy with it sia! HAHA! but my aunt paid, so yay!

nights.

Okay.... i got so bored of my job that i spent 1 whole hour smsing desmond, and he replied back the same. totally backwards and opposite. HAHA! my job = sucks my life.

OK! SO TODAY! i took half day leave for my final theory test! and I PASS MY FTT! I GOT FULL MARKS! hahaha!! i can be a traffic police already! LAW BY LAW! if you wanna learn the theory, i can teach yOU! yes you! if you wanna get a driving license! i'll teach you everything! HAHA!

i wanna drive a BMW! HAHA! cant wait man! drive around to eat! HAHA! ok, nights.

I love my family. ALOT. even though i have sucha strong asian culture = i love rice and dont show them that i love them, i really do. serious.

ok, super tired now... so i'll just quickly typed out what happened today and go sleep liao.

woke up at 4:30am, brought my soccer attire out (cause i promised desmond that if he wakes up at 430am with me, i'll follow him for the whole day! HAHA!) so he did... first thing at 430am, he smsed me... just click the picture to view it at a larger scale... the evidence... HAHA! 430am!



No link: and 410am is also very important! its a good timing to sleep! haha! just saying...

ok, so we went to changi by church van to send the Cambodia Mission Trippers off, then 8am, went to bedok for breakfast, had my cai fan... as usual! haha! went to church, then Funan the IT mall, then weiyan's house, then church again, this time follow weiyan, cause he had to bring some of the second batch of mission trippers over to changi, so to changi again, then go back church, then go over to somewhere around khatib to play soccer at 5pm! i played awhile only, like 15 mins... cause my legs are not that strong yet for full size field...I MUST IMPROVE AND OVERCOME MY PHOBIA OF PAST INJURIES!!! ARGH! then head back to church at 7+, had dinner.

reached home at around 10pm... blah blah, you have just spend like 3-4-5-6 minutes of your life reading what i've done for today! and another 4 seconds for this sentence! HAHA!

but i would like to thank you you for being so patient reading this post! AHAHA! cause today, it's super fun for me!

oh ya, as i see the mission trippers go pass the custom for cambodia, i do miss the times in mission trip... from changi airport to the plane to seeing us sharing Christ where salvation and revival took place... best moment EVAR! aww... good times good times.... HAHA!

I also miss the kids... i seriously love them, i find all kids are super creative! they have no worries! full of fresh ideas baking out from their heads! just wanting to try everything! not afraid of failing! and they accept everyone for who they are! no matter how you look or how much physical disabilities you have! LOVE THEM!

ok! shall go and sleep now. nights. tired =O...

ok, i'm trying to be random here. so this picture is my school logo. hehe. LOL! abit no link.

ok short post. one thing. tomorrow morning, i sure cannot wake up one...haha! just reached home, time check 1am. and i need to bathe now... sianz. i hate to work.... so boring, so mundane! it gives me another reason why i should try my best to aim for retirement and travel around the world! wahahaha! thinking of ways to start a business now... hehe~ nights.

This cute boiboi above is call cheng hwee! he's a sweet talker! just like me.... HAHA! LOL! and i like to play with him in the camp, cause we have the same interest! :)



And this boi above here is my favouritest! he super cute! i like him, ALOT! everything also play with me! and his voice is super high pitch! HAHA! fun fun. i love them.

ok, my heart is really with the boys. seriously. i see them not knowing christ, it just breaks my heart... i really want to see their lives being transform and getting impact by Christ! I really have to depend on God so much more!

and something i've learnt from this camp which really struck me alot, its during fire drill, where we just asked one boy to wake 32 boys up but everyone was so tired and just couldnt wake up. it was so heart-breaking for me as i see him trying to wake everyone up and all of them were like, not believing in what he's saying about there's a fire going on! if real fire how? they will get burnt alive leh!

it's just like us, christian, really desperate and wanting to see people coming to know Christ! where we dont even want to see them being burn by the 'fire' for eternity! as their life are doomed! and there's so much disbelief! where they would not want to believe in what we're saying, and just want to continue sleeping! and before they know it... they will get burn by the 'fire'!

i just started tearing when i see that situation! I really want to see salvation in the boys life!

nights, tml attachment.

Ok, last blog for this week before I go for the brigade march camp! Woohooo!

So, it's really tiring, first time having a proper job ever in my whole life, true story, I never work before, cause I don't need the money for now as I only spend the money on food.... And honestly, I hate the working life ttm... So boring! Sit in office and rot! I rather go out and sweat it out! It's super energy draining, go home sure tired out one... Thats the reason why I never blog. And I had to study for my Basic Theory Test!

Yesterday was the BTT, I was almost late for the test la! Ran like 700meters to the bbdc! And my leg cramped halfway during the test! LOL! oh ya, I want to haolian abit, I got 49/50! So easy! Actually can get full marks one, cause I know what question I wrong, but I lazy change answer, so heck, just put as wrong... LOL!

Ok! I have to pack my bag now! Might post another one on Sunday! See how tired am I! So excited to camp with the Bb boys!!! Sec ones ! Here I come! Wahaha~ abit like pedophile... Bye

So yea... I'm having attachment now... Blogging in the office. Nothing to do. Just learning the basics of what the company is doing and stuffs... The safety precautions... Yada yada blah blah blah. Quality assurance!

Ok. So I didn't blog for the past few days because of post exam sickness (I had a bad headache, cough and flu!!) seriously sick! LOL! I studied for 2 whole weeks non-stop leh! Background info: I have never study for more than 1 week from primary school onwards. Don't ask me how I pass all my exams. I don't know either... LOL! I don't even have a pencil box till I reach poly year 2 leh. Breakthrough!

Even my siblings were amazed by how I can even go to poly... Cause I don't even pack my bag, let alone looking at my textbooks or study at home. I only like to bring a calculator and a pen around me everywhere I go just to solve maths questions! That's how much I love maths. Ok 1 hour have passed since working time.... Still got around 7 more hours to go!

Oh ya, my workplace have this huge canteen with 9 foodstalls! It's there for me to conquer within this whole 6 weeks! Yay!

Cya!

YES! i've just finished this whole Korean Drama series dream high! it's funny! and nice! haha! ok.

FREEDOM~!!!! yes! i've finish my exams today! went to my lecturer's house to eat-cum-celebrate his birthday! then go over to changi with my classmates to send Lynette off to UK! wahaha! shiok only! 6 weeks in UK! envy much! ok. tired. sleep. tml serving 2 service, need to rest.

ok, 6 burgers for half price! cheap! and fat! haha!

so... last exam on friday... just watched finish man utd vs chelsea. scary~ chelsea won btw.

ok, had 2 major exams for the past few days that why never update. at least my next paper is on friday, so can chillax abit. hehe~ so just now went to watch the movie "Unknown" with jiajun, isaac, weiyan and desmond, so much twist to the story!~ make me think so much while watching it... already think so much for my exams. nvm.

tired. shall sleep.

ZHA JIANG MIAN! ARGH! i must eat this! cause while studying, my friend dapao-ed this over to the study table and eat! so i told myself that i must have this next week! ARGH!

ok, so maths was okay! i overcame the paper! wahaha! and today, friday morning, i was supposed to meet seanravie and jiajun at 830 at bukit batok mac to study one, but the night before, i watched my KDRAMA, DREAM HIGH! till 3am... so i couldnt wake up in the morning. in the end, had to send them a sms to meet at 930 instead! AHAHA! studied abit only, was just anticipating for the macvalue lunch only! MACSPICY DOUBLE! MY FAV!

then walked to school, go for parade, followed the boys for rock-climbing, made alot of new friends with the sec 1s! the boys are super cute and funny! after that, went to kabod prayer meeting! IT WAS AWESOME! CAUSE IT WAS SPIRIT-LED! POWERFUL STUFFS! prayed till 9pm.

came home, talked with my ex-classmates till 2am... LOL! talked so much rubbish. i miss them. loads. cause we last time always get scolded together just because of the amount of rubbish we talked in class! HAHA!

SIAN ! 3 more papers to GO! MUST CHIONG! TML! go church cafe study with jiajun all the way till service starts.... nights.

OK! as you can see, i've been practicing maths for 2 days non-stop already! 2 more days to my maths exams! so 4 days full of practicing maths! i wanna get distinction for this module! Reason: i love maths. seriously love maths. serious.

So i'm still practicing maths! integrations and differentiations! best! i like! love! ok. and tml, i have to wake up at 8am just to go over to sembawang to study! just because my "brudder" (lynette) is lazy to come over to SP to meet up, so i have to squeeze with all the working peeps in the MRT all the way to sembawang just to teach her the math problems.... so yea, on the brighter side: i can go over to sembawang to try out their food there! OH MAN! think about it already makes me feel oh so hungry! ok, practice again!

I'm soo gonna get this shoe! Adizero! it's super light! and it looks super nice! WAHAHA! i wanna run like mad! even though i'm fat, i love running! i have to run so that i can eat more cai fan! WAHAHA!



But i just bought this running shoe... it's quite good. cause it's stable and comfortable to run with it! it's orange! and i love running ttm! but now my shin is injured.... cant wait for my leg to be healed! i wanna run again!

ok, need to sleep early and go school to study at 8am tml! hope i can wake up.... nights.

Gonna wake up early later and go over to JP and buy ingredients for carbonara and pan fried salmon! CANT WAIT! super excited about it! WHAHAAHAHA! i wanna cook so bad! Cook for my family!