so ya, recently, i've found a youtube channel which have 1000++ videos on various food shows! mainly jamie oliver and anthony bourdain! Both are my idols! haha! So yea, gonna have loads of sleepless night watching everything! HAHA!

Come to think of it, jamie oliver is one of my childhood idol! I've been watching his cooking shows for like almost 10 years already! really love the way he host on cooking shows and how he cook with his own unique personalities! I just enjoy watching him cook.

As for anothony bourdain, he's a chef-gourmet-writer. And i love watching his main series "anothony bourdain - no reservations" where he just goes around the globe eating delicacies and good food. NAISE~! haha!

Gonna watch one more episode and sleep soon! If you have nothing better to do or just love to watch food shows, you can subscribe to this guy on youtube - "kumquatsta"

And ya, tests are coming, have to memorize a lot of content. All the best. HOHO~!

ok, last week had poly 50! ran like a guy on drugs after some random person passed me half a can of red bull! haha! but seriously, red bull have so much sugar content that made me very high... haha. my team and i completed 50 laps! haha!

and this week was super busy for me... had alot of reports to do and was sick from sunday to tuesday, so it was quite tiring fer me. lifegroup, meetings, projects... would sleep at 2-3am every night... but hey! thank God i manage to complete everything! huuray!

so yea, my brother gonna go cambodia this december for mission trip! feel really happy for him! haha! gonna expect alot of breakthroughs for him in this trip as he step out of his comfort zone and share the gospel!!! :D and im gonna have a chance to drive my dads car again! send zhenhao to airport! haha! ok. rest.

Something that i really wanna talk about is when i read about how satan left the presence of God. And then it struck me that how scary it is to leave the presence of God. And come to think of it, God says in the bible that He is omnipresence, meaning that God is everywhere and everytime. He's with you and with me now. That feeling of peace, comfort, joy, full of confidence and love.

And now, imagine that God presence left you, how would you feel? For me, most probably, i will feel very insecure, full of fears, anger and my world would just crumble.... That is very very scary for me. PS: No wonder Jesus sweat blood as He thought about leaving the presence of God.

That is why i am so thankful from the bottom of my heart that God is with us always, even though sometimes we would complain and stuffs like how come God isn't there for us, but actually God is always there. ;)

Random thought of mine; suddenly have the strong urge to bake again, the feeling of create dough out of flour, butter and eggs. The feeling of folding dough to make it fluffy... like croissant! ARGH! I MUST BUY A ROLLING PIN AND A OVEN!