LOL! i just love my family! my dad is one of the most funniest guy i've ever met in my entire life! When he just open his mouth and comment on stuffs, i'll laugh my head off! He's a good joker! My mom, she's a joker too, but she's super childish. Even though she keeps nagging, i still love her as my mother. Cause she really love us alot, even though she don't show it, i can feel it! HAHA!

I have 2 sister and 1 brother, but i'm biased. I seriously dote alot on my younger sister, zhenfang! I will really protect her with my life, and i will do anything just to make her happy! serious. HAHA!

And this morning was cafe duty, woke up and saw the weather, raining. It gave me a million reasons not to come out of my bed! But, as i lay on my bed for the next 30 mins, i saw zhenfang coming out of the room. FYI: i dont close my room door, cause i wanna protect my sister as she sleeps just opposite my room (weird logic, but i feel secure like this! HAHA!)

ok, so because of her, i got out of my bed, washed up and took a cab down to church with her. I was so happy! cause 1 year back, she's a non-believer who don't even want to talk about Jesus. BUT LOOK AT HER NOW! serving her first ever ministry in cafe duty, even though it's just one day, I'm really grateful to serve alongside with her!
Cause our LG have combined for this cafe duty!

I really wanna thank God for revealing the problems that was hindering my sister, zhenfang, as i prayed for her every night! which made me took up the first step to help her with her problems and shared Christ to her! The joy of seeing my family member coming to know Christ. Unspeakable! Left my parents and my older sister, zhenyi! God use me! YAY!

So today rained, soccer cancelled, but my LG went to fico and played soccer! but 1 hour = $70! NOT WORTH ! Tml shall go down to NP and have lunch with yaode, then head over to church to play soccer!

Ok, so i really love my lifegroup! everyone! they're like my second family! we share our lives and our problems, we pray for each other, we encourage one another, we love each other.

i was really going crazy...yier! on friday... one reason is because of 'polymer night' cause i was in charge of the whole layout of the hall, sitting arrangement and the food... LOL! stress. but at the end, everything went smoothly, praise God!

Another reason is because i had 2 test in the morning... where i gave up statistics, and i felt that i can score for that, it mad me even more emotional for the whole day...

But the main reason was because my mom and dad quarreled super early in the morning (5am) once again... this time, it was super bad, cause it was so loud that my siblings were awaken by my parents, but everyone stayed in their room and dare not to come out and just listening to their quarrels... that situation affected my whole day, i was so emo for the whole day that i didn't speak much, all my classmates tried encouraging me, but i was on the verge of going crazyier already, almost let out a loud cry! hah.

Reached home at 11+pm, internet's not working, so i took the opportunity to pray and worship God for the whole night, closed my door, and started praying and worshiping God! worshiped till i sleep man! Awesome!

Info: My mom's working day shift (childcare center), my dad's working afternoon and night shifts (thanks to his KTV lounge which cause him to reach home at 4+am every day...) Lack of communication = fail = quarrel every morning (4-5am exercise).

I'm just relying on God and persistent in prayers! Young Adults, prepare for another awesome testimony from me! HAHA!

Need to do cafe duty later, nights!

I HAD THIS FOR BREAKFAST!!! FROG LEG PORRIDGE! YUMS! LOL!

Ok, so i supposed to meet my friend for gym at 930am, but i woke up at 925am, due to some unforeseen circumstances, youtube. LOL!

So i rush out of my house at around 10am, took the lift, and guess what, i bumped into my grandfather! the chances was like one in a million! Even though we live in the same condo block and he lives just below my unit, my grandpa always goes out in the morning till night time, 5am-8pm, he's a very busy man... LOL!

But today, he wanted to go see the doctor and have forgotten to bring down his particulars, so what a small world. Actually, it's just that Singapore is small... cut the long story short, my grandpa offered to fetch me to school and also go for breakfast! SO THATS HOW I HAVE FROG LEG PORRIDGE FOR BREAKFAST! YAY! HAHA!

Went to gym, ran 40 mins non-stop, shiok ttm, i love running. and train abit of every 'ceps' on my arms, follow-up-ed with my friend, new life! praise God! went for fpm! prayed for both YA and YI! EGGCITING! HAHA! ok "man v. food" time!

I found the motivation to slim down already! I need to play more! And i need to be fast! Which is to lose weight = run faster = better performance = more soccer tactics!

NIGHTS!

BMW 7 Series~ my dream car~ *.* I like sedan cars, it's biggg~ comfortable~ and the engine is smooth~ woohoo~ (and i like what they write in the poster above, super funny!)



And my future kitchen will be something like this! But maybe much bigger~ and nicer~ must see what kind of house i stay in. And must consider the renovation cost. Cause i recently heard that my uncle just renovate his house for $300,000++!!! MADNESS! soo expensive! i am not that crazy, but still abit crazy. LOL!

So yea, happy about my dreams, chiong presentation! and tomorrow gonna play soccer with PD and the rest! Gd night.

YES! WHAT AN AWESOME DAY IT IS TODAY! cause God has made it! wow! SUCH peace that God gave from last night.... was AWESOME!!

The assurance that God gave me, His presence was so intense and strong last night as i begin to pray and seek God, the peace that i have cannot be given from the world. I prayed till i sensed a breakthrough. Awesome time with GOD! WOOHOO!

POSITIVE THINKING!

Ok, i'm feeling very very bad right now... bad news after bad news... my grandpa is losing his memory, my sister not doing so well, my mum and dad quarrels every night, I'm having 1 presentation, 2 projects and 4 tests next week, i can't get into the website to research on my presentation, i have not enough sleep... and the list goes on and on... But God sees all these problems as nothing! Cause my GOD IS BIG! Not the problems!

I have been feeling very negative about myself for the whole day, even up till now, just because i have not been praying so much for the whole week and sometimes dont even pray at all, i let my tiredness and circumstances took over me. WHAT IS THIS? WHY HAVE I LOST THE FIRE?! THE PASSION!



I want to be desperate once again for GOD! i want the kind of desperateness like how someone is drowning and is desperately grasping for air! I WANT THAT KIND OF DESPERATENESS! Gonna pray and seek God, till i sense a breakthrough! Good night.

LOVE THIS TV SHOW! "Man Vs. WIld" Starring Bear Grylls! He is really GOOD MAN! His fitness and his mentality level! ZAI! (Y) i would chase every episode last time! but after like 10 episodes, i stopped liao, cause it's like the same things leh... it's either jungle, forest or some mountain.... quite boring after a while. and i was lazy... HAHA!



AND NOW! I'm currently chasing a food show call 'MAN VS FOOD!' on youtube! LOL! Like some parody of Man Vs. Wild! This show is about a guy going around buffet restaurant, eating huge portion of food! Taking up food challenges that would put him up into the hall of fame! JUST LOOK AT THE AMOUNT HE EATS BELOW! LOL! crazy! but most of the food he eats, looks really delicious! YUM YUM! HAHA!



ok, so today was awesome! it's been like 4-5 years since i last had LG at someone's house! And isaac manage to open up his house for us to have LG! NEW ENVIRONMENT! SUPER FUN! KABOD IS HEADING TOWARDS A PRAYERFUL CULTURE! AMEN! super eggcited!

Tomorrow gonna, run 5km + gym! TONE MY MUSKLES! HAHA! and at the same time incubate my friends! IT'S fruitful! and HEALTHY! WAHAHAHA!

Sian, i also realized that cai fan is very oily... i was blinded for dont know how long... have to cut down liao... if i rearry wanna slim down. Hmmm, BUT! it's a super balanced meal! got meat and veges... HAHA! WOOHOO! dont care!

WOW! I suddenly got cravings for roti john!! the mayonnaise, sweet chilli, beef and the onions! YUMS! ok.

so i slept at 3+am in the morning, as you can see from my previous post... and i had to wake up at 730am.... i was zombified in school... but i was looking forward to lunch and dinner! LOL! and when it was lunch time, i suddenly had so much joy in me that i told my friends that it felt like i'm the happiest kid on earth! HAHA! and i rush off to eat... leaving my twitter account on in my friend's laptop... so my friend helped me tweet that im the happiest kid on earth! HAHA! funny.

had dinner with jiajun and zara... then head over to prayer house to teach the brigade people guitar... and bryan is improving very fast! you have to see who's the teacher~ hehe~! the lesson ended at 9pm.

while walking back home, we bumped into pastor daniel and the rest of the soccer peeps along the al almeen road there... and pastor slapped me on my arm (it hurts!) cause i didn't see him infront of me... again. HAHA! The other time was when he was across the road, where he waved at me, and i didn't see him... and he shouted a loud "OI!" i was shocked.... HAHA! sorry ar pastor, i don't like to wear specs...

it's not i wanna dao... it's because i couldnt recognize as i cant see clearly! (so if you have read this, next time just say hi to me or call my name!) i surely will say hi back one!

ok. tomorrow 8am school. nights

ok, i saw this at prayer house while i was teaching bryan guitar last week... LOL! Matthias! and his family! WOOHOO! he's a fun little guy. hope they're doing well over at Cambodia! *click picture to enlarge it*

ok, just came back from desmond house after watching the soccer match. i'm very tired right now, cause later need to go school at 8am. SO EARLY! HAHA! zombified ftw!

shall update more tomorrow, too tired. gd night.

the japanese version of char siew! (sweet and salty chickin!) click image to view it larger! just look at the meat! sure super tender and sweet! all the sweet sauce in it! OH MANS! runnyrunny made this chickin!

hehehehe. i have been skypee-ing with bryan for the whole week! LOL! gay much. but i seriously prefer talking than typing, i hate typing... so mafan. and my engrish bery bery bad! serious. LOL!

everyday i'll talk with bryan till 1-2am seh. our calls is like 3-4 hours long, just talking and watching youtube together, LOL! just keep commenting on every video we watch. gonna go bryan house and cook some runnyrunny's food recipe after chinese new year! super fun to cook! HAHA! slowly influencing and gonna teach bryan how to cook ! HAHA! and teach him guitar! SUPER EGGCITED!

but, i'm having attachments this coming holiday, 5 weeks... how to find time to cook seh.

gonna jog in the morning later, need to lose the fats! so that i can afford to eat more! HAHA! ok. super hungry now, keep watching cooking shows. LOL!

Beef Wellington! this is the dish i must try! by hook or by crook! maybe, i'll try making it on my own too! ARGH! why am i so hungry nao! wrong timing to be hungry! i should stop looking at food and start doing all my work! ok.

ok, my friend see me eat cai fan until he buay tahan, to an extend where he pulls me away from the store while i was queuing up for it! HAHA! super funny! but, i love dishes that i can choose on my own! i dont like standard food.... and i won't get sick of food so easily! i'm a faithful cai fan eater! HAHA!

tomorrow gonna go gym and train my body! and burn off the amount i ate for the past week. LOL! treadmill is my favourite equipment in the gym! i would spend 30 mins on it! it's super boring, but it maintains my pace and it trains me mentally!

HAHA! just for laughs! mrchin the dork! HAHA! this photo was quite a while in my phone liao, i just saw it! HAHA! it was after our cafe duty!

ok, so today, i manage psycho-ed my teacher to end 1 hour earlier in class! LOL! so i went to NP to eat dinner with bryan, didn't know keith, yaode, peiru and jinshun were there too. But, the more the merrier! CANTEEN 2 the western food is nice! portion is huge! HAHA! SHIOK! gonna conquer NP canteen's food! then go over to SIM! WOOOHOOO!

so we slacked around NP, planned LG with bryan, THEN AFTER THAT WE WENT TO TAKE THE HANDICAPPED LIFT! it was super funny! it was supposed for 1 person only, in the end, bryan, yaode, jinshun and i took the lift! it was slow and funny at the same time!

ok! a few more youtube videos then i sleep liao. good nights.

WAHAHA! i'm so touched~ i think it's because my classmate saw my tweet about "writing encouragement card is from the heart, not from the mind." And guess what. Today, SHE WROTE TO ME AN ENCOURAGEMENT CARD! and wanted to play angel and mortal with me... 2 person only. play what seh. LOL! but i really like the purple envelope! cause it matches with my purple gatsby (it's super chio)! gonna carry it around with me in my bag!

First time receiving an encouragement card from a female classmate in my entire 19 years! first time! LOL! thanks ar Eva. God bless you! HAHA!

You can click on the image to enlarge the picture! it will become super big! enjoy the purpleness!

Gonna go NP tomorrow after school to eat dinner with bryan and plan for LifeGroup this coming wednesday! COME ON KABOD! WE NEED TO CHANGE OUR MINDSET LIAO!! CAUSE WE ARE CALLED TO BE LIGHT OF THE WORLD.

i'm very hungry now. tml gonna enjoy all my meals! HAHA! nights.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ae-qoFPINCc

Nice ttm, janice and sonia! they are good at harmonizing songs! beautiful face and voice! especially sonia~ the one who plays the guitar~ AWE~! And they post 10 days after my burstday last year! where it's the first time i have cai fan as a birthday cake! HAHA! wad link. above is the link.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lio0YbTi87g&feature=related

This was one of my favourite cover by boyceavenue! I was super amazed by how he can keep constant with the drum beat! i was fascinated for like 3 months! LOL! cause i was still learning guitar that time, and playing another instrument was a very hard task for me. Awww it bring backs memory! LOL! i remember signing up a youtube account just because of this song! LOL! 2nd june 2008!

I like how they design this youtube shirt! Saw this in bukit timah shopping center, the shop beside the bubble-tea shop! God wants you to be saved! seriously!

ok, i'll try to put in pictures for every post just to make it not boring. cause got someone complain. dont know who but the initials are D and L. and it rhymes with auntie. but only 1 photo per post, max. lazy to wait for it to upload.

today played soccer all the way to 2pm. went home sleep, then my mom cooked spicy rice cake for dinner! KOREAN FOOD FTW! HAHA! then watch youtube like for the whole night.

ok, time for reports.

I am really touched by Daniel's words just now in mac while we're HTHT-ing. I almost break into tears la! seriously, he was my first disciple whom i worked so much on! Seeing him grow so much in Christ, i seriously didn't know that i made such a huge impact in his life until i read his encouragement card. I cried and smile at the same time as i read his encouragements. Cause i knew that it was from his heart! and i really love him as a brother! this is serious. and i'm not gay.

After reading his encouragement card, i went to read back some of the 2010 cards, I really begin to appreciate the people around me liao! I love my LG more and more now! Praise God!

And ya, recently, i keep watching jamie oliver on youtube! I'm a big fan of him since young! i like seeing him cook so passionately! ok, super hungry now, need to sleep, later soccer!

Almost everyone in my class says that i'm weird. Cause i look at and talk so much on food rather than on girls... meaning, i observe food more than girls... LOL! What's wrong with that?! It's just that i would get really excited when it comes to food. Therefore, I concluded that my friends rate girls, i rate food.

I still don't get it why is that weird... but i know that i don't really talk to girls.

My aunties, uncles , and even my father thinks i'm gay... cause they keep saying these to me 'so old already still no girlfriend' and 'why you don't talk about girls like your other cousins?'... what rubbish. LOL.

It's not that I hate them or what, it's just that I don't know what to talk about when i'm with them... but I have improved alot already hor! Last time during secondary school, i really hate talking to girls. Whenever in a group, if a girl comes to join the chat or what, my face will change and i'll try to not talk anymore, because i don't feel comfortable with them. LOL! Don't believe, you ask desmond, he really understand me. Maybe because of the kabod culture, all guys. lol.

Sorry if i offend you, but 3-4 years back, i was told that girls are also part of the body of Christ. Even sunil! my ex-lifegroup leader also couldn't take it! Cause i influence my clique to somehow become "anti-girls" LOL! And he taught me how to interact with girls and some other basic manners, where he calls it "dating facts 101." LOL!

So now, i will try my very best and treat every girl that i talk to like my own sister/aunties. that's how i interact now! HAHA!

ok, i felt much better after ranting.

ok, so today i actually woke up at 9am... I was late... SO WAS MY FRIEND! LOL! in the end, we started gym at 1030am... there were only the 2 of us, the rest got something else on... girlfriend and stuffs...

ok. After being deprived of gym for 3 weeks, i still manage to run 30mins non-stop! summore with increasing speed! even though my knee hurts abit... but for the rest of the workout, my body nua-ed all the way! LOL! there wasnt any stamina or strength... so yea, train abit nia, just to warm up my arm muscles!

after that, my friend and i met Gideon Ren and John Lin for lunch...they come for the open house, and we ate SUBWAY! woohoo! and all of us begin to incubate my friend! wow~ i was so excited! he was so interested in our church! Gonna pray and invite him to church for this sat service!~ Amen!

so ya, gonna sleep soon, tml 8am-5pm! after that go ngee ann eat with keith dinner then go over to island creamery for desserts! then go over to church and program the lightings for worship experience! .

ok. so i just realized that my whole family are all loners, even myself!! LOL! after school straight come back home, we either sleep, watch tv, watch youtube/online dramas or just study.... LOL! seriously no life.... and for me, i always come home and straight take a nap! then sure must wake up by 8pm one! just to have my dinner! i hate missing out meals!

I think i should spend more time with my classmates... they need to know JESUS! what was i doing for the past 1.5 years...

nvm, i shall spend more time with them, and that is why i'm gonna wake up at 830am tomorrow just to go gym with them! actually dont feel like going so early one.... cause my class starts at 2PM!.... crazy peeps. well. ok.

LOL! i created sucha a big hooohaa in facebook... the VIRTUAL POWER! LOL! just spam some rubbish and promote SP! ok, gotta sleep soon.

While day-dreaming on the bus this early morning.... i suddenly had a very strong urge to....

BUY A LEFT HANDED GUITAR! cause it's cool and unique! most importantly, i'm left handed! nuff said. Maybe a $200 one.

Serious! and when i'm serious, i'll get it done, no matter how. LOL! but with integrity! BUT i know jiajun sure won't believe me one. LOL!

ok, FOR today. i got nothing much to say about it.... except for 1 lecturer, i seriously think that he possesses supernatural human powers. Cause the moment he starts to speak, everyone's head starts to feel very very heavy, no joke! and some of us even begin to see images around the classroom! is like everyone was in a state of confusion! what kind of supernatural power is that?!

zombified! thanks to youtube kpop live videos and some other funny videos and facebook games! LOL! addict. ok sleep soon.

this week and next week very busy like a bee~! LOL~ collecting honey!

well, since open house is this week and next week is JAE, i'm somehow in charge of abit for my course.... such commitments. madness! The school outreach committee. LOL!

Reaching out singapore for my course! LOL! ok. tired. soon to sleep, just now played guitar at prayer house with my LG mates, teaching them guitar, our LG gonna be filled with worship leaders! w00ts! zai!

super excited! anticipating so much for this thursday gym! finally can sweat it out! and feel the muskles burn! LOL! must make it nice for people to sleep on! hehe.

Its an old song but the lyrics zai. Summore sing it in Korean language. more charismatic! LOL!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SJ-n91O5DfE&feature=related

Super Junior - group of idol boys who are all Christians! They're blessed, most big idol group cannot make it this big because of the big input the company needs to invest.

ok, i realized the hotel name was marina bay sands hotel... 6 star hotel! super big! and fun to play.... swam on top of the hotel! the wind was strong and the water was freezing mad! played with my cousins till like 4-5am! and i got a bad cold. Went home rest whole day till 7+pm....

ok, while i was resting halfway, i slept. And i had a very weird and scary dream, i dreamt that people around me were being forced to commit suicide by other people, and all of them were the people in my community, they have not known Christ yet, i was on the verge of breaking down, see-ing all of them dying in front of me.

It was one of the dreams i do not want to dream any more, but God told me it's the reality, the scene where people forcing other people to commit suicide is like now in our society, people are facing so much stress and wanting to fit in, so they tried so many ways to meet those people expectations. Which in turn, not being their self. Their lives are being control and scarred! So much more to relate in this dream.

Thank God i was awoken by Debra Lim MSN conversation!~ if not i would see all of them die beside me and i will just break down crying. Woke up in sweats. SCARY~.

ok, school is starting tml, i have to start my reports. God bless you.