i want to faint already.... yesterday ate soo much junk.... played with LG members until 4am..... telling ghost stories, scaring people.... woke up at 730am for the last session, until now i'm sick.... stomach ache and saw throat... LOL! and not enough sleep. but dont know why cannot sleep.

hopefully i can get enough rest till tonight, go church eat dinner, then go over to coastal sands thingy, the big hotel with boat on top one, go there celebrate the new year with all my relatives as they have booked 2 rooms for us to play in, really looking forward later.

ok. tired.

OK! i'm so happy today! even though i spent $400 today! LOL! and recently, my money is like a opened water tap! keep flowing! LOL! if i spend more, my mom gonna come and freeze me account! but i will always come up with a reason why she should invest in me! LOL! CAUSE I"M A GOOD INVESTMENT! LOL!

I'm happy cause i got myself a guitar! and a ukulele!!!!! WOOOHOOO! ukulele! it is super fun to play with it! LOVE IT! gonna learn all the love songs! LOL! romantic max! sing love songs to my food! LOL! i think i got a stronghold towards food! ok.

tomorrow is LG retreat! LOL! gonna talk so much crap to my whole LG before we sleep! cause i wanna see them laugh until they cry! and i love making people laugh! especially my LG MEMBERS! that time during YI camp, i talked so much crap for 1 hour 27 minutes after lights out, everyone was just listening to me and laughing at every sentence i said! LOL! God-given talent! but we got scolded for talking too much by the people who was patrolling that night! and won't be blogging much !

OH MAN! I REMEMBER THE NASI LEMAK IN CHANGI! SHIOK! gonna go there and enjoy again! and after this week, i need to start jogging already! if not, i'll become fatter!... and if i dont jog now, 10 years down the road, i'll REGRET! so i need to jog like 30 mins hopefully everyday next week..... ok.

gonna watch youtube people playing the ukulele ! LOL!

yo, so yea. just now watched "Little Fockers" with hanyang, isaac, leong, lester, shicheng and helio. yeap, it was hilarious! but not as hilarious as the previous meet the parent and meet the fockers.

And watched "Gullivers Travel" on sunday night with chin, seanravie, isaac, helio, anathan and calista. Another lame show!

The reason why i keep watching movies is because I NEED TO PAMPER MYSELF! HAHA! work so hard, of course must enjoy after that! that is why i'm giving myself sucha good treat! HAHA!

ok, so later, cause today is already tuesday! i'm gonna go get a guitar! range around $300-$400! wanna bring it to LG retreat! SOO EXCITED FOR IT! ok, so junde and ghims coming along to help me! HEHE! =DDD (triple chins!) HAHA!

LG retreat is on wednesday! WOOOHOOO! ok, thats all for now. CYA.

OUR THEMEMEMEMEEME!!! ME ME ME ME!!!! CMON! I WANNA BE RECHARGE! GOD, You take Your place in my life!!

(RE)+
Re(charge),Re(form),Re(fine),Re(cive),Re(new),Re(al),
Re(position),Re(ly),Re(view),Re(vere),Re(st),Re(lish),
Re(lax),Re(joice),Re(flect),Re(vive) & Re(member)

(Re)+ is theme for Kabod Young Adult retreat

yes... 'This is it(christmas edition)' camp has finally ended for me!!!! got christmas edition because need to stay in church for another day to prepare for the bash... so i had a 5 day 5 night camp! HAHA! but i came prepared, cause i have prepared for 7 days worth of shirts... can stay until next tuesday! LOL! knew something like that is gonna happen.

the camp was awesome! learnt so much stuffs from the camp! and one of the most important thing that i have learnt from this camp was about serving. And now, i have a different point of view in serving already, it's about an act of worship to God and most importantly, do not let satan rob off your joy in serving God!

well, so i came home at 230am this morning... after all the packing up and stuffs... plus all the previous sleepless night.... and also have to wake up so early in the morning. tired max. at least i manage to sleep for 10 hours today. wooohooo!

ok, christmas bash was seriously AWESOME! the story line was superb! a story within another story! nice one. AND i served for 4 sessions! plus all the rehearsal! SUPER like a deja vu! and every time after each skit, i quickly rush over to basement and find a place to have a 15mins power nap, cause i WAS TOO TIRED! not enough sleep! had alot of fun over the walkie talkie! keep talking rubbish! LOL! funny max! love it.

oh ya, i really wanna thank God from the bottom of my heart! cause without Him, i don't know how i manage to get all the strength to tahan until now! and every morning, i would cry out to God for strength! cause i was really really tired! and He answered me! moving on.

ok, gotta go watch youtube liao.

ok, so IM REARRY EXCITED FOR NOW! LOL! KEEP WATCHING MICHAEL PHELPS youtube documentaries and interviews! trying to get as much ideas as possible for the swimming pool games! LOL! soo funny! cause i'm acting as Michael Phelps, this is for your info.... LOL! it's one of the 3 judges on that day! LOL! and i think by the time you read this, it's already friday! or maybe saturday or maybe sunday, if you're in the camp!

....bought some cheap plain shirt, which matches my skin colour abit only... but seriously no time to find liao, so ya, the shirt is to draw out the abs muscles! LOL! cause i don't have it! LOL! and i think it would be very funny!

ok, so i'm very hungry now, tml gonna eat breakfast with desmond and my bro, then head over to rjc, hopefully i can tahan the night, and i think i have to start packing now.

camp tml.

woke up, went to church, went to rjc, play play play carry carry carry and being a public nuisance for the whole afternoon! LOL! fun joy and laughters among my lifegroup! HAHA! super public nuisance.

after that, went to bugis, bought 3 shirts, each $10! and it's nice! LOL! summore so cheap.... but just within 30 mins i bought 3 shirts without hesitating! wad a miracle! maybe i was just too tired.

i'm so gonna bring like loads of 10 dollar notes when i go to bugis street again! i wanna shop like mad! got super cheap and nice shoes, shirts, pants and most importantly, FOOD!

ok, sleeping soon, but need to pack bag... super lazy.

youtube time.

waaaa~~~ seriously, i did my best today, i carried till my hands are numb, almost fainted, but i didn't give up, i carried until i almost sprain my leg....T.T... so yea, last day of SGB.... love the free work-out. AND the free flow of food! LOL! ate around 11 days worth of food.... i gained 3kg.... SAD! but, i dont care. LOL! and i sweat like mad! my sweats just kept dripping.... like a broken pipe.

ok, so tml have to wake up and go over to church at 730am... to move media stuffs.... gonna sleep soon liao.

so deslen requested saving grace by planetshakers for praise and worship for lifegroup... the lyrics are great man! God, our saving grace! and i also felt that our lifegroup really needs to hold on to Jesus and never letting go! cause God have saved our soul and made us whole!

He came down just to bear on the cross as a human being, and it's seriously pain man, just imagine when a big nail goes through your legs and hand, your veins and nerve systems are totally messed up! super pain OK! i kept thinking how Jesus tahan-ed the pain! and the shame! wa.... Jesus is seriously our saviour! CMON! LIFEGROUP! LEONGGROUP RETREAT! WE ARE GONNA REFRESH! RENEW! RE RE RE RE! EVERYTHING RE! FOR 2011!

so i'm gonna keep on repeating saving grace for the next whole week! and pray for some other songs that's gonna stir up our LG! ok sleep. soon, after youtube.

chiong all the way liao! it's gonna be super funny when i think of the mascots and stuffs that i have to do in camp.... SUPER FUNNY!

day 3 games FTW! LOL! im gonna laugh at myself till i drop! super joke man~! and I'm excited for it! HAHA!

CMON BROWN TRIBE!! LET A SHOUT OF PRAISE! LOL! become planetshakers!

tml need to wake up at 6am again for BBSGB! SIAO ONE! 8am-10pm again.... hmm... monday need to wake up at 6am also, need to reach church by 730am, shift stuffs over to RJC.... work work work!

Commitments for this december: Boys' brigade, media, games com, YI camp logistics, piping and air mattresses, Xmas bash stage crew! WOOHOO!

but because some of them clashes with some, i do not have to do some of them.... but still, i think i have too many commitments.... everyday sleep at 1230-1am and wake up at 6am or 8am.... TIRED! BUT GOD IS MY STRENGTH WHEN I AM WEAK!

ok, just came home from BBHQ.... tiong bahru! madness... so far. ok, yesterday i stayed over at HQ, had alot of mosquito bites and alot of insects... hate it. BUT I GET TO MAKE FUNNY FRIENDS! EVEN MY OFFICERS ALSO FUNNY! HAHa! LOVE IT! TTMM! TO THE MAX MAN! sian tml last day....

ate alot man! so desmond and me planned to not go on saturday shift, because got church, so i'm gonna run on saturday morning! 5km or at least half an hour! burn all the calories and fats! then do sets of sit-ups and push-ups! chiong ar! ok. tired.

made friends at the bbsgb, it was fun! enjoy the time there making new friends! so funny! the officers and primers, joke whole day! fun ttm! ok, gonna bathe now, feeling so dirty all over, all the sweats, dust and dirt... good night.

wait wait, something that popped in my mind while i was day-dreaming today as i was partly slacking for the whole day. so yea, had the thoughts of traveling overseas every 6 months in the near future! HAHA! i wanna travel to many asia countries to try out their delicacies! except for insects-related food. wanna visit all the cool country with super nice sceneries! like new zealand, ireland, europe, vatican city! cause i wanna enjoy God's creation! HAHA! and wanna visit Israel! how cool to read the bible and get to really see what was written in the bible! first-hand! HAHA! soo cool! i cant wait to travel! hohoho!!~~~ and i wanna go back korea, take ship to japan! and catch fish while on the sea! eat the super fresh raw fish with chilli paste! WAAAA! cannot take it anymore! sashimi~ and i will go to fresh water river and order live salmon! eat on the spot! Q.Q

wa. sian hand pain, leg pain, back pain, carried so many bags which weighed around 7kg each.... super tiring! whole day training! like free gym! HAHA! so shiok! sweat like mad also, i think my sweat glands got tired of sweating, till it didn't know what to do. LOL! ok super tired.

day 1 already so tired. day 2 - half dead, day 3 - - loading loading loading.... LOL!. ok tired already! i had so much fun talking crap with the boys also! HAHA! they so cute! all sec 1s and 2s! HAHA! ok time to play with them tomorrow! woohoo!

dont know why wanna blog, cause i just wanna complain! soo tiring!

ok, on sunday went for filming for this coming Christmas bash! and it's gonna be EPIC MAN! while waiting for the filming crew, we played freezebee! and it's running one! super fun! like captains ball! wooohoo! ran like mad! after that, played soccer and then filmed till 2pm, then played soccer at 4pm, AGAIN!! played till like 6-7pm! super tiring! whole day running! ran till my leg full of blisters! and have sunburns! so went home slept quite early, 11++pm.

woke up today, went over to church to do christmas bash rehearsal! super tiring, did all the way till 11pm.... then now at home resting, anticipating the upcoming days! non-stop action!

tuesday to saturday! it's boys brigade Sharity gift box! it's from 8am to 10pm! i have to wake up at 6am.... and reach home at 11++pm.... and worse of all.... i need to wear full uniform to report! zzzz. tiring.

the next day, sunday all the way till friday, it's YI CAMP! CHIONG AR! woohoo!

saturday - it's christmas bash! God will provide the strength! i believe it!

ok, so i think i wont be able to blog this much liao. cya.

.... 5 alphabets to describe what i'm feeling now...... T-I-R-E-D! . . .

ok, so this morning was my last paper, can pass... BUT cannot score... SIANzation!

ended at 1130.... and wanted to meet alex again for gym one, but he last minute say he need to go somewhere.... so i didn't know what to do after that... didn't feel like going gym, cause feel super sad and lonely... so i went to school library and played bejeweled for more than 2 hours...LOL! this is a life of a boring person... after wasting my life away for more than 2 hours, i had the sudden urge to gym once again, after thinking about all the food i consumed for the pass 24 hours. oh man, the guilt was so unbearable! immediately, i went over to gym and jogged for 3km, sweat it out man! trained upper body also.

after gym, went to play soccer with the usuals ... sian, my leg wasn't ready yet, after resting for more than 2 months! AT LEAST I SCORED A GOAL! WAHAHAHA! Mission accomplished. MUCH!

After soccer, i thought that from next week onwards, all the way till next year, we'll be too busy that we'll miss narnia, and because of Mr gideon ren recommendation to catch it from facebook, we went to watch it... we = jiajun,desmond, shicheng, helio and me! 5 smelly boys in the movie theater !! LOL! even though we brought extra shirt....
OK! it was a super evangelistic movie! should have brought my friend along....

ok, thats all for now, i have to bathe and sleep soon and very soon, my King is coming.

AZLAN!

Extra info: oh ya, wanna hao lian abit, my 10KM timing is 1hour 6mins! not bad for a fat boy who first time run a 10km liao hor! WAHAHA! my next aim is 10KM in less than a hour.

sup. super tired today, woke up at 4am to study.... statistics, sounds like sadistic.... :/ ok, i'm really tired, last paper tomorrow.... gonna study soon... 4 down, 1 more tomorrow! CMON!

ok, so this afternoon went to cut my hair... a new hairdresser came to cut my hair... Sobs! i wanted the hairdresser whom usually attend to me to cut my hair one, but she was having her lunch.... so the new hairdresser came to me... and while she's cutting my hair halfway, she accidentally cut until my ear! i was shocked seh, she kept apologizing after that, cause my ear had a small cut and the blood didn't stop flowing, so she gave me tissues to stop the bleeding, and i thought to myself "people makes mistakes." so i just SUA.... i paid the money and went to eat, cause i was too hungry to care about my ear also. LOL!

Went home wanted to take a quick nap, cause i was so tired, and i put my alarm at 430pm, so that i got 1 hour to go down to fuel prayer meeting.... but the next thing i know, it was almost 6pm! LOL! i don't even remember waking up to off my alarm clock... my body automatically move to off the alarm clock, never even press the snooze button... just off it. LOL! ok.

Now i have a new hairstyle, abit weird leh, aiya but i dont really care ugly or not even though my mother kept complaining saying it's too ugly! I think that short is good enough for me, and it's for boys brigade. yada yada blah blah.

ok, time to study, i think i shall go gym tomorrow instead of airport... sorry isaac and daryl, i dont wanna waste my time. LOL!

so today, i did another paper, lol.... fail already, totally dont know how to do a 20 marks questions .... GG! fail liao. i think need to retest. sian.

ok, so today, went to the gym, learnt new ways in training my shoulder muscles! thanks to alex! thanks man, i can feel my shoulder muscles forming! AHAHA! wooo! i don't even know why i wanna train so hard for what, maybe next time can impress people... HEHE... LOL! and maybe because of all the Kpop idols, especially 2PM, they super fit and handsome seh! LOL!... it's call motivation, not gay... But now, i think i know why i train so hard liao already, so that i can eat more! and keep fit at the same time. LOL!

ok, tomorrow is a 2 hour graphic design test! WOOHOO! i love it! and because of a my good performance in this sketching module, i was some how being recommended by don't know who to do sketching for a moulding company... cause one of my lecturer told me that my attachment is gonna be sketching and design related! WOOHOO! SO EXCITED! maybe and maybe only, everyday can draw! and earn money at the same time! PRAISE GOD!

ok, thats all, i feel like eating and running another 10km, cause i just now ran 2km in the gym and it was like nothing like that liao. LOL! AI ZAI!

OH..... oh oh oh oh oh oh .... i'm getting bored to death, i hate studying so much! but it's so fun to fully understand the topics! contradicting much! AHAHA!

today i ate alot of food.... morning cai fan, afternoon cai fan and old chang kee sotongs (YUMS), and for dinner, my mother bought for me cai fan! HAHAHA! i'm going crazy! but i don't know why i wont get sick of it one. i think i got problem... i keep eating cai fan until my mother dont need to worry what to buy for me, default cai fan! HAHA!

Something random: i hate spending my parents money... but when it comes to food, i think it's okay to spend the money on food.... cause to me, food is always worth it, even though it's super expensive... !!! LOL! Got once, i spent $200 just on food within less than 2 weeks! LOL! crazy! but when you ask me to buy some other things that is not related to food, i'll consider quite awhile.... comparing with all the food i can eat... LOL! at least i got exercise to burn! ok. needa go study now.

Old Chang kee sounds like my full name, Goh Chang kee

Jogged 10km non-stop this morning! HAHA! wad a great accomplishment! summore it was my first time running 10km in my whole entire life! the furthest i ran non-stop was almost reaching 6km only! WOOHOO! i love running and all kinds of sports that requires running!

ok. so after the run, took a train and came home, cause i had headache all the way.... so slept from 1++ till 4++... and i tomorrow still got test... and i started practicing abit only... should go and study soon... after typing this post ba.

Actually now it's 630pm, i spent 1 hour plus watching all my subscription on youtube and one of them is on how to make an apple pie! WOW! i one day sure must bake that pie!!! needs skill for the crust! i like! haha. God gave me an interest to cook! So that i can bless and cook for my love ones! Amen.

Oh man, this december holidays are gonna drain me out totally man, 13th - full dress rehearsal for xmas bash. 14th to 18th - Boys' Brigade Sharity Gift Box. 19th to 20th - YI camp preparations. 21st to 24th - YI camp. 25th - Xmas BASh. 26th to 28th - lifegroup retreat..... all these are full day! oh mans. this is gonna be a busy HOLIDAY! HAHA! ok needa start study now!

Today was a brand new day and God was faithful in everything man! the air i breathe and so much things that He provided for me is never-ending. And i'm thankful for that. ok, so today i felt so much peace when i woke up, it was something that the world cannot provide and the Only One who can provide such peace is Jesus. seriously man.

This morning was school(wasn't fun at all), then ended school at 5, saw son of wil at dover mrt, talked to him abit then head over to jurong point(JP) to meet my secondary school mates. I reached there at 6pm, and the meeting is at 7pm, so i walked alone in jurong point for 1 hour aimlessly... never even take a look at the shops... LOL! ok so we met and went to FIG & OLIVE, ate the chicken chop and pasta. WA! the chicken chop is nice! tender, juicy with cheese and tomato paste. YUMS! LOL! had alot of great time catching up with secondary school mates... super miss the times we had in school... joking with teachers and the stupid things we did. sad. ok! next!

Last night as i was just merely reading and trying to understand the word, cause my sister wanted me to explain to her what the verse is about, then God began to pour out His glory once again and i started to tear in my room! Just because i begin to realized that the glory that God have is seriously unimaginable! lol, since young, i was already very slow in realizing stuffs, so actually i'm abit slow. So if you're trying to tell me something or what, please don't get angry, just give me time to understand the situation first, maybe sometimes i'll take around 1-6 months to realize it. HAHA! no joke.

ok. needa wake up super early tomorrow.... 7am at jiajun house, then go Singapore flyer.... for boys brigade, might be late for service because of the BB event. hmmm. goodnight.

I am sad. very sad... around this morning 3-4am my parents quarreled so bad that my dad made my mom cried, I saw that helplessness in her eyes. And I didn't know what to do, i just went to my bed and cried myself to sleep. It already breaks my heart to see that my parents are not saved yet. This has given me another reason why we should not get into a relationship at such a young age, because it is already so sad to break someone's heart, and there's so many relationships we need to handle first before getting a new one, examples like the relationships among our family members and etc...

I am already getting very worried for my sisters, i cannot bear to see their heart being broken by other guys next time.... argh, i'm really very sad, even swallowing my saliva is hard now...

Prayed and asked God why did He even allow this to happen, and I was reminded by what God told Joshua when he's gonna take over Israel, "Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go.” i know that God is gonna do something powerful in my family. I believe and I won't give up!

ok, for today, i went to gym, trained abit only, cause i need to conserve energy for this sunday 10km jog. ok, gonna do my tutorials now.

Just taught my brother maths.... WAH i tell you ar, i almost vomit blood... but as i was almost on the verge of blowing off, i begin to pray in my mind, and around 5 minutes later, i manage to keep my cool and i started to teach him again. thank God i have been moulded by Christ, imagine last time, i think my brother would hate maths forever! HAHA!

ok, so today, woke up almost half dead, cause i played bejeweled till 230am! HAHA! woke up at 830am, dragged myself to school. And if you just let me sit down anywhere for 30 secs without doing anything, i would fall into a deep sleep immediately! (if you know what i mean. ^^) Ended school at 12pm, went over to westmall to get boots for brigade, not bad ar, black on the outside....but inside red colour one! haHA! after that i had super much craving for ban mian! so without any hesitation, i went to get it. SADDEST THING = as i was searching for the egg yolk in my ban mian, i accidentally poke the yolk! and it broke! WA ! i tell you ar, my heart sank immediately... :( sobs.

went to bbss checked the air mattresses for yi camp, went over to prayer house for LG! PRAYED LIKE A G6! pray and pray ! seriously we want to see breakthroughs in my life, my family and my LG! ok, expect for more of God in yi camp, christmas bash and LG retreat! WAHAHAHA! ok. Tomorrow gonna go gym! train! and school starts at 2pm tml! HAHA! shiok ttm! okk. i realized i typed too much.