i want to faint already.... yesterday ate soo much junk.... played with LG members until 4am..... telling ghost stories, scaring people.... woke up at 730am for the last session, until now i'm sick.... stomach ache and saw throat... LOL! and not enough sleep. but dont know why cannot sleep.

hopefully i can get enough rest till tonight, go church eat dinner, then go over to coastal sands thingy, the big hotel with boat on top one, go there celebrate the new year with all my relatives as they have booked 2 rooms for us to play in, really looking forward later.

ok. tired.

OK! i'm so happy today! even though i spent $400 today! LOL! and recently, my money is like a opened water tap! keep flowing! LOL! if i spend more, my mom gonna come and freeze me account! but i will always come up with a reason why she should invest in me! LOL! CAUSE I"M A GOOD INVESTMENT! LOL!

I'm happy cause i got myself a guitar! and a ukulele!!!!! WOOOHOOO! ukulele! it is super fun to play with it! LOVE IT! gonna learn all the love songs! LOL! romantic max! sing love songs to my food! LOL! i think i got a stronghold towards food! ok.

tomorrow is LG retreat! LOL! gonna talk so much crap to my whole LG before we sleep! cause i wanna see them laugh until they cry! and i love making people laugh! especially my LG MEMBERS! that time during YI camp, i talked so much crap for 1 hour 27 minutes after lights out, everyone was just listening to me and laughing at every sentence i said! LOL! God-given talent! but we got scolded for talking too much by the people who was patrolling that night! and won't be blogging much !

OH MAN! I REMEMBER THE NASI LEMAK IN CHANGI! SHIOK! gonna go there and enjoy again! and after this week, i need to start jogging already! if not, i'll become fatter!... and if i dont jog now, 10 years down the road, i'll REGRET! so i need to jog like 30 mins hopefully everyday next week..... ok.

gonna watch youtube people playing the ukulele ! LOL!

yo, so yea. just now watched "Little Fockers" with hanyang, isaac, leong, lester, shicheng and helio. yeap, it was hilarious! but not as hilarious as the previous meet the parent and meet the fockers.

And watched "Gullivers Travel" on sunday night with chin, seanravie, isaac, helio, anathan and calista. Another lame show!

The reason why i keep watching movies is because I NEED TO PAMPER MYSELF! HAHA! work so hard, of course must enjoy after that! that is why i'm giving myself sucha good treat! HAHA!

ok, so later, cause today is already tuesday! i'm gonna go get a guitar! range around $300-$400! wanna bring it to LG retreat! SOO EXCITED FOR IT! ok, so junde and ghims coming along to help me! HEHE! =DDD (triple chins!) HAHA!

LG retreat is on wednesday! WOOOHOOO! ok, thats all for now. CYA.

OUR THEMEMEMEMEEME!!! ME ME ME ME!!!! CMON! I WANNA BE RECHARGE! GOD, You take Your place in my life!!

(RE)+
Re(charge),Re(form),Re(fine),Re(cive),Re(new),Re(al),
Re(position),Re(ly),Re(view),Re(vere),Re(st),Re(lish),
Re(lax),Re(joice),Re(flect),Re(vive) & Re(member)

(Re)+ is theme for Kabod Young Adult retreat

yes... 'This is it(christmas edition)' camp has finally ended for me!!!! got christmas edition because need to stay in church for another day to prepare for the bash... so i had a 5 day 5 night camp! HAHA! but i came prepared, cause i have prepared for 7 days worth of shirts... can stay until next tuesday! LOL! knew something like that is gonna happen.

the camp was awesome! learnt so much stuffs from the camp! and one of the most important thing that i have learnt from this camp was about serving. And now, i have a different point of view in serving already, it's about an act of worship to God and most importantly, do not let satan rob off your joy in serving God!

well, so i came home at 230am this morning... after all the packing up and stuffs... plus all the previous sleepless night.... and also have to wake up so early in the morning. tired max. at least i manage to sleep for 10 hours today. wooohooo!

ok, christmas bash was seriously AWESOME! the story line was superb! a story within another story! nice one. AND i served for 4 sessions! plus all the rehearsal! SUPER like a deja vu! and every time after each skit, i quickly rush over to basement and find a place to have a 15mins power nap, cause i WAS TOO TIRED! not enough sleep! had alot of fun over the walkie talkie! keep talking rubbish! LOL! funny max! love it.

oh ya, i really wanna thank God from the bottom of my heart! cause without Him, i don't know how i manage to get all the strength to tahan until now! and every morning, i would cry out to God for strength! cause i was really really tired! and He answered me! moving on.

ok, gotta go watch youtube liao.

ok, so IM REARRY EXCITED FOR NOW! LOL! KEEP WATCHING MICHAEL PHELPS youtube documentaries and interviews! trying to get as much ideas as possible for the swimming pool games! LOL! soo funny! cause i'm acting as Michael Phelps, this is for your info.... LOL! it's one of the 3 judges on that day! LOL! and i think by the time you read this, it's already friday! or maybe saturday or maybe sunday, if you're in the camp!

....bought some cheap plain shirt, which matches my skin colour abit only... but seriously no time to find liao, so ya, the shirt is to draw out the abs muscles! LOL! cause i don't have it! LOL! and i think it would be very funny!

ok, so i'm very hungry now, tml gonna eat breakfast with desmond and my bro, then head over to rjc, hopefully i can tahan the night, and i think i have to start packing now.

camp tml.

woke up, went to church, went to rjc, play play play carry carry carry and being a public nuisance for the whole afternoon! LOL! fun joy and laughters among my lifegroup! HAHA! super public nuisance.

after that, went to bugis, bought 3 shirts, each $10! and it's nice! LOL! summore so cheap.... but just within 30 mins i bought 3 shirts without hesitating! wad a miracle! maybe i was just too tired.

i'm so gonna bring like loads of 10 dollar notes when i go to bugis street again! i wanna shop like mad! got super cheap and nice shoes, shirts, pants and most importantly, FOOD!

ok, sleeping soon, but need to pack bag... super lazy.

youtube time.

waaaa~~~ seriously, i did my best today, i carried till my hands are numb, almost fainted, but i didn't give up, i carried until i almost sprain my leg....T.T... so yea, last day of SGB.... love the free work-out. AND the free flow of food! LOL! ate around 11 days worth of food.... i gained 3kg.... SAD! but, i dont care. LOL! and i sweat like mad! my sweats just kept dripping.... like a broken pipe.

ok, so tml have to wake up and go over to church at 730am... to move media stuffs.... gonna sleep soon liao.

so deslen requested saving grace by planetshakers for praise and worship for lifegroup... the lyrics are great man! God, our saving grace! and i also felt that our lifegroup really needs to hold on to Jesus and never letting go! cause God have saved our soul and made us whole!

He came down just to bear on the cross as a human being, and it's seriously pain man, just imagine when a big nail goes through your legs and hand, your veins and nerve systems are totally messed up! super pain OK! i kept thinking how Jesus tahan-ed the pain! and the shame! wa.... Jesus is seriously our saviour! CMON! LIFEGROUP! LEONGGROUP RETREAT! WE ARE GONNA REFRESH! RENEW! RE RE RE RE! EVERYTHING RE! FOR 2011!

so i'm gonna keep on repeating saving grace for the next whole week! and pray for some other songs that's gonna stir up our LG! ok sleep. soon, after youtube.

chiong all the way liao! it's gonna be super funny when i think of the mascots and stuffs that i have to do in camp.... SUPER FUNNY!

day 3 games FTW! LOL! im gonna laugh at myself till i drop! super joke man~! and I'm excited for it! HAHA!

CMON BROWN TRIBE!! LET A SHOUT OF PRAISE! LOL! become planetshakers!

tml need to wake up at 6am again for BBSGB! SIAO ONE! 8am-10pm again.... hmm... monday need to wake up at 6am also, need to reach church by 730am, shift stuffs over to RJC.... work work work!

Commitments for this december: Boys' brigade, media, games com, YI camp logistics, piping and air mattresses, Xmas bash stage crew! WOOHOO!

but because some of them clashes with some, i do not have to do some of them.... but still, i think i have too many commitments.... everyday sleep at 1230-1am and wake up at 6am or 8am.... TIRED! BUT GOD IS MY STRENGTH WHEN I AM WEAK!

ok, just came home from BBHQ.... tiong bahru! madness... so far. ok, yesterday i stayed over at HQ, had alot of mosquito bites and alot of insects... hate it. BUT I GET TO MAKE FUNNY FRIENDS! EVEN MY OFFICERS ALSO FUNNY! HAHa! LOVE IT! TTMM! TO THE MAX MAN! sian tml last day....

ate alot man! so desmond and me planned to not go on saturday shift, because got church, so i'm gonna run on saturday morning! 5km or at least half an hour! burn all the calories and fats! then do sets of sit-ups and push-ups! chiong ar! ok. tired.

made friends at the bbsgb, it was fun! enjoy the time there making new friends! so funny! the officers and primers, joke whole day! fun ttm! ok, gonna bathe now, feeling so dirty all over, all the sweats, dust and dirt... good night.

wait wait, something that popped in my mind while i was day-dreaming today as i was partly slacking for the whole day. so yea, had the thoughts of traveling overseas every 6 months in the near future! HAHA! i wanna travel to many asia countries to try out their delicacies! except for insects-related food. wanna visit all the cool country with super nice sceneries! like new zealand, ireland, europe, vatican city! cause i wanna enjoy God's creation! HAHA! and wanna visit Israel! how cool to read the bible and get to really see what was written in the bible! first-hand! HAHA! soo cool! i cant wait to travel! hohoho!!~~~ and i wanna go back korea, take ship to japan! and catch fish while on the sea! eat the super fresh raw fish with chilli paste! WAAAA! cannot take it anymore! sashimi~ and i will go to fresh water river and order live salmon! eat on the spot! Q.Q

wa. sian hand pain, leg pain, back pain, carried so many bags which weighed around 7kg each.... super tiring! whole day training! like free gym! HAHA! so shiok! sweat like mad also, i think my sweat glands got tired of sweating, till it didn't know what to do. LOL! ok super tired.

day 1 already so tired. day 2 - half dead, day 3 - - loading loading loading.... LOL!. ok tired already! i had so much fun talking crap with the boys also! HAHA! they so cute! all sec 1s and 2s! HAHA! ok time to play with them tomorrow! woohoo!

dont know why wanna blog, cause i just wanna complain! soo tiring!

ok, on sunday went for filming for this coming Christmas bash! and it's gonna be EPIC MAN! while waiting for the filming crew, we played freezebee! and it's running one! super fun! like captains ball! wooohoo! ran like mad! after that, played soccer and then filmed till 2pm, then played soccer at 4pm, AGAIN!! played till like 6-7pm! super tiring! whole day running! ran till my leg full of blisters! and have sunburns! so went home slept quite early, 11++pm.

woke up today, went over to church to do christmas bash rehearsal! super tiring, did all the way till 11pm.... then now at home resting, anticipating the upcoming days! non-stop action!

tuesday to saturday! it's boys brigade Sharity gift box! it's from 8am to 10pm! i have to wake up at 6am.... and reach home at 11++pm.... and worse of all.... i need to wear full uniform to report! zzzz. tiring.

the next day, sunday all the way till friday, it's YI CAMP! CHIONG AR! woohoo!

saturday - it's christmas bash! God will provide the strength! i believe it!

ok, so i think i wont be able to blog this much liao. cya.

.... 5 alphabets to describe what i'm feeling now...... T-I-R-E-D! . . .

ok, so this morning was my last paper, can pass... BUT cannot score... SIANzation!

ended at 1130.... and wanted to meet alex again for gym one, but he last minute say he need to go somewhere.... so i didn't know what to do after that... didn't feel like going gym, cause feel super sad and lonely... so i went to school library and played bejeweled for more than 2 hours...LOL! this is a life of a boring person... after wasting my life away for more than 2 hours, i had the sudden urge to gym once again, after thinking about all the food i consumed for the pass 24 hours. oh man, the guilt was so unbearable! immediately, i went over to gym and jogged for 3km, sweat it out man! trained upper body also.

after gym, went to play soccer with the usuals ... sian, my leg wasn't ready yet, after resting for more than 2 months! AT LEAST I SCORED A GOAL! WAHAHAHA! Mission accomplished. MUCH!

After soccer, i thought that from next week onwards, all the way till next year, we'll be too busy that we'll miss narnia, and because of Mr gideon ren recommendation to catch it from facebook, we went to watch it... we = jiajun,desmond, shicheng, helio and me! 5 smelly boys in the movie theater !! LOL! even though we brought extra shirt....
OK! it was a super evangelistic movie! should have brought my friend along....

ok, thats all for now, i have to bathe and sleep soon and very soon, my King is coming.

AZLAN!

Extra info: oh ya, wanna hao lian abit, my 10KM timing is 1hour 6mins! not bad for a fat boy who first time run a 10km liao hor! WAHAHA! my next aim is 10KM in less than a hour.

sup. super tired today, woke up at 4am to study.... statistics, sounds like sadistic.... :/ ok, i'm really tired, last paper tomorrow.... gonna study soon... 4 down, 1 more tomorrow! CMON!

ok, so this afternoon went to cut my hair... a new hairdresser came to cut my hair... Sobs! i wanted the hairdresser whom usually attend to me to cut my hair one, but she was having her lunch.... so the new hairdresser came to me... and while she's cutting my hair halfway, she accidentally cut until my ear! i was shocked seh, she kept apologizing after that, cause my ear had a small cut and the blood didn't stop flowing, so she gave me tissues to stop the bleeding, and i thought to myself "people makes mistakes." so i just SUA.... i paid the money and went to eat, cause i was too hungry to care about my ear also. LOL!

Went home wanted to take a quick nap, cause i was so tired, and i put my alarm at 430pm, so that i got 1 hour to go down to fuel prayer meeting.... but the next thing i know, it was almost 6pm! LOL! i don't even remember waking up to off my alarm clock... my body automatically move to off the alarm clock, never even press the snooze button... just off it. LOL! ok.

Now i have a new hairstyle, abit weird leh, aiya but i dont really care ugly or not even though my mother kept complaining saying it's too ugly! I think that short is good enough for me, and it's for boys brigade. yada yada blah blah.

ok, time to study, i think i shall go gym tomorrow instead of airport... sorry isaac and daryl, i dont wanna waste my time. LOL!

so today, i did another paper, lol.... fail already, totally dont know how to do a 20 marks questions .... GG! fail liao. i think need to retest. sian.

ok, so today, went to the gym, learnt new ways in training my shoulder muscles! thanks to alex! thanks man, i can feel my shoulder muscles forming! AHAHA! wooo! i don't even know why i wanna train so hard for what, maybe next time can impress people... HEHE... LOL! and maybe because of all the Kpop idols, especially 2PM, they super fit and handsome seh! LOL!... it's call motivation, not gay... But now, i think i know why i train so hard liao already, so that i can eat more! and keep fit at the same time. LOL!

ok, tomorrow is a 2 hour graphic design test! WOOHOO! i love it! and because of a my good performance in this sketching module, i was some how being recommended by don't know who to do sketching for a moulding company... cause one of my lecturer told me that my attachment is gonna be sketching and design related! WOOHOO! SO EXCITED! maybe and maybe only, everyday can draw! and earn money at the same time! PRAISE GOD!

ok, thats all, i feel like eating and running another 10km, cause i just now ran 2km in the gym and it was like nothing like that liao. LOL! AI ZAI!

OH..... oh oh oh oh oh oh .... i'm getting bored to death, i hate studying so much! but it's so fun to fully understand the topics! contradicting much! AHAHA!

today i ate alot of food.... morning cai fan, afternoon cai fan and old chang kee sotongs (YUMS), and for dinner, my mother bought for me cai fan! HAHAHA! i'm going crazy! but i don't know why i wont get sick of it one. i think i got problem... i keep eating cai fan until my mother dont need to worry what to buy for me, default cai fan! HAHA!

Something random: i hate spending my parents money... but when it comes to food, i think it's okay to spend the money on food.... cause to me, food is always worth it, even though it's super expensive... !!! LOL! Got once, i spent $200 just on food within less than 2 weeks! LOL! crazy! but when you ask me to buy some other things that is not related to food, i'll consider quite awhile.... comparing with all the food i can eat... LOL! at least i got exercise to burn! ok. needa go study now.

Old Chang kee sounds like my full name, Goh Chang kee

Jogged 10km non-stop this morning! HAHA! wad a great accomplishment! summore it was my first time running 10km in my whole entire life! the furthest i ran non-stop was almost reaching 6km only! WOOHOO! i love running and all kinds of sports that requires running!

ok. so after the run, took a train and came home, cause i had headache all the way.... so slept from 1++ till 4++... and i tomorrow still got test... and i started practicing abit only... should go and study soon... after typing this post ba.

Actually now it's 630pm, i spent 1 hour plus watching all my subscription on youtube and one of them is on how to make an apple pie! WOW! i one day sure must bake that pie!!! needs skill for the crust! i like! haha. God gave me an interest to cook! So that i can bless and cook for my love ones! Amen.

Oh man, this december holidays are gonna drain me out totally man, 13th - full dress rehearsal for xmas bash. 14th to 18th - Boys' Brigade Sharity Gift Box. 19th to 20th - YI camp preparations. 21st to 24th - YI camp. 25th - Xmas BASh. 26th to 28th - lifegroup retreat..... all these are full day! oh mans. this is gonna be a busy HOLIDAY! HAHA! ok needa start study now!

Today was a brand new day and God was faithful in everything man! the air i breathe and so much things that He provided for me is never-ending. And i'm thankful for that. ok, so today i felt so much peace when i woke up, it was something that the world cannot provide and the Only One who can provide such peace is Jesus. seriously man.

This morning was school(wasn't fun at all), then ended school at 5, saw son of wil at dover mrt, talked to him abit then head over to jurong point(JP) to meet my secondary school mates. I reached there at 6pm, and the meeting is at 7pm, so i walked alone in jurong point for 1 hour aimlessly... never even take a look at the shops... LOL! ok so we met and went to FIG & OLIVE, ate the chicken chop and pasta. WA! the chicken chop is nice! tender, juicy with cheese and tomato paste. YUMS! LOL! had alot of great time catching up with secondary school mates... super miss the times we had in school... joking with teachers and the stupid things we did. sad. ok! next!

Last night as i was just merely reading and trying to understand the word, cause my sister wanted me to explain to her what the verse is about, then God began to pour out His glory once again and i started to tear in my room! Just because i begin to realized that the glory that God have is seriously unimaginable! lol, since young, i was already very slow in realizing stuffs, so actually i'm abit slow. So if you're trying to tell me something or what, please don't get angry, just give me time to understand the situation first, maybe sometimes i'll take around 1-6 months to realize it. HAHA! no joke.

ok. needa wake up super early tomorrow.... 7am at jiajun house, then go Singapore flyer.... for boys brigade, might be late for service because of the BB event. hmmm. goodnight.

I am sad. very sad... around this morning 3-4am my parents quarreled so bad that my dad made my mom cried, I saw that helplessness in her eyes. And I didn't know what to do, i just went to my bed and cried myself to sleep. It already breaks my heart to see that my parents are not saved yet. This has given me another reason why we should not get into a relationship at such a young age, because it is already so sad to break someone's heart, and there's so many relationships we need to handle first before getting a new one, examples like the relationships among our family members and etc...

I am already getting very worried for my sisters, i cannot bear to see their heart being broken by other guys next time.... argh, i'm really very sad, even swallowing my saliva is hard now...

Prayed and asked God why did He even allow this to happen, and I was reminded by what God told Joshua when he's gonna take over Israel, "Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go.” i know that God is gonna do something powerful in my family. I believe and I won't give up!

ok, for today, i went to gym, trained abit only, cause i need to conserve energy for this sunday 10km jog. ok, gonna do my tutorials now.

Just taught my brother maths.... WAH i tell you ar, i almost vomit blood... but as i was almost on the verge of blowing off, i begin to pray in my mind, and around 5 minutes later, i manage to keep my cool and i started to teach him again. thank God i have been moulded by Christ, imagine last time, i think my brother would hate maths forever! HAHA!

ok, so today, woke up almost half dead, cause i played bejeweled till 230am! HAHA! woke up at 830am, dragged myself to school. And if you just let me sit down anywhere for 30 secs without doing anything, i would fall into a deep sleep immediately! (if you know what i mean. ^^) Ended school at 12pm, went over to westmall to get boots for brigade, not bad ar, black on the outside....but inside red colour one! haHA! after that i had super much craving for ban mian! so without any hesitation, i went to get it. SADDEST THING = as i was searching for the egg yolk in my ban mian, i accidentally poke the yolk! and it broke! WA ! i tell you ar, my heart sank immediately... :( sobs.

went to bbss checked the air mattresses for yi camp, went over to prayer house for LG! PRAYED LIKE A G6! pray and pray ! seriously we want to see breakthroughs in my life, my family and my LG! ok, expect for more of God in yi camp, christmas bash and LG retreat! WAHAHAHA! ok. Tomorrow gonna go gym! train! and school starts at 2pm tml! HAHA! shiok ttm! okk. i realized i typed too much.

wow, really impressed by the kids in junior master chefs, scramble eggs also can cook until soo nice! gonna try to make a perfect scramble egg also! WAHAHA!.

ok, since i finished one major report, and a group assignment, i gave myself a reward of watching 1 episode of junior master chef! HAHA! ok.

today was fun, but tiring, talk loads of crap with my classmate and influenced him to play bejeweled everyday! HAHA! if i can influence bejeweled into his life, i believe that i'll be able to influence Christ into his life! Amen.

ok, came back around 11pm from guitar lesson, teach a new batch of people how to play the guitar, God is good, all the time! and His love never fails!

wahahaha, need to bathe now.

so, came back from dad's ktv lounge, wasn't as bad as i expected, cause i think i watch too much drama, all the ktv lounge abit corrupted one.

ok, went there to see the lounge, it's seriously just like KBOX! LOL! just that it's more to the adult side, where they promote more beer than soft drinks. sang quite a number of up-to-date songs, like just the way you are, and some others with my sisters.... ok, praise GOD! amen.

time for reports....

... dad's gonna open a KTV lounge... have to attend the opening of it later, see his clients... don't know what to feel... it's good in a way that he will earn more money, but to me, it's bad in a way that it's not good morally... i kinda dont agree with it, very mixed feeling about it... gonna pray for God's hand to be upon this situation.

deadlines coming up, reports and projects piling up, thank God that i manage to finish my presentation on friday. it was good in a way that i got a B... since it's somehow a last minute work... LOL! I can talk really well OKAY! imagine putting in more effort, grade A liao! HAHA! imagine i work hard enough last time, i would become a billionaire already! LOL! full of rubbish.

ok, gonna do my reports and projects... 1 more week to test. and i got no confidence this sem... sobs.

*Wont You dance with me oh Lord, Lover of my soul.* wad a good song.

hmm. boring projects and presentation.... yawns... ok. I have always dream of having my own home with my own big kitchen to cook! amen. then ask all my friends to come and try my food! LOL! I dont even know why recently, i suddenly told yaode about it, and i feel like blogging about it. $50 per entry.

I have been keeping my own design of kitchen in my mind since secondary 3, i think it's already been almost up to 5 years already, and i'm not gonna give up this dream of mine, all the cooking stove, oven, grill, pots, pans, knives, sink, rubbish bin, fridge, baking stuffs and a small garden to keep all my herbs, maybe a balcony. It would be a L-shaped kitchen! HOW COOL IS THAT!

I am not planning to be a chef, it's too tiring, just wanna make cooking as one of my hobby.

projects pilling up, needa do reports and presentations, been coming home late, so not updating that much.

dawei! FOODHUNT AFTER YOUR As! HAHA! ok. come church ar. HHAAHAA.kk, need to do my presentation.

ok, today was great! i came home and get to taste zhenyi, my sister's cream cake, it was goooood~~ the after taste is superb! and zhenfang bought for me a iphone cover! limegreen! SO CHIO! LOL! and i like it very very much! it's like celebrating my birthday once again! HAHA! i thank God for such wonderful siblings, even though we sometimes would quarrel, and cannot agree on each other terms, we still love each other!

okay, last night(sunday night, monday morning) i dont know why i couldnt sleep well at all, kept waking up in sweats, woke up in the morning with a heavy heart.... kept asking God what is it, and most likely, it's for my family. so have to keep praying for them. ok.

today, 8am, at school, had colours for practical! SO FUN! HAHA! then the rest of the day boring already... then after that meet up with zara, hannah and jiajun to eat dinner, then me and jiajun had to teach them (alfred, siew sia and yu also came after that) guitar (it is for God and for brigade!), teach till 9pm,it was super tiring, but worth it as i love to play guitar non-stop! SO FUN! then after that went home play facebook, ok. goodnight.

Random: if there's 100 reasons to talk rubbish, tell me 1 reason not to talk about the bin.

HI! I need to start with a good intro so as to build that interest for readers, so i need to come up with something weird! please try not to rub your eyes too much! it would cause your eye skin to sag (i think so)! HOWS THAT FOR AN INTRO!

ok, today i woke up at 1037am! then went to meet jiajun to eat brunch! caifan! WOOHOO! lol. ok, so i went to settlers at SMU today, played for 6 hours, seriously energy draining stuffs, played too many bored(board) games. after that took bus back, reached home and watch tv with my sister.

OK highlight for today! My sister, zhenfang is seriously lame, you see her quiet quiet one ar, but actually she's lame DAO! She started a emotion conversation with me on msn(there's 2 laptops), and i replied something lame which she couldn't stop laughing after that, then after that she tried to be even funnier than me by starting a video call(webcam) with me! she did all these when i'm just beside her! i picked up and talked to the laptop instead of talking to her! LOL! oh man, you wont know how funny was it until you experience it yourself! HAHA!

I love God! And something i wanna rant below, because there's a cry within my heart! and i wanna type below! ok, here goes!

My life is slowly becoming mundane! too mundane! I'm slowly getting too used in asking God to answer all my of prayers and not listening to what He has to say to me.

My goal for this month: I got to be real to people, so that i can be real to my God! And Jesus, being a role model to follow, i have to submit to others so that i can build that relationship with them. It's oh-so-hard, but it's for His glory and not mine. OH MAN! i sound so serious and religious, but i'm just being real! This is to encourage and remind myself when i read back my posts.

Random: The word "BUS" and "HOUSE" links! because there's 2 alphabets are the same in the word, except for "B" and "H"! GOOD NIGHT!

woke up at 8am+++ went to expo, collect race pack. wasted almost 2 hours of my morning, just to collect it.

ok, today was a great! powerful sermon once again by pastor, ok, headache, not enough sleep. tomorrow gonna go settlers play board games with the boys! gonna sleep soon. too tired to type.

OK, today was ... i slept at 2am yesterday and i woke up at 8am..... just to do my 3-weeks formal report....and i started only a day before.... so i rushed like mad that till i thought i have to skip one lesson, but i manage to finish it in time. But i wanted to spend time with my sister, zhenfang who taught me how to make iphone ringtones, and since it's her holidays, i went to eat lunch with her, treat her dimsum! HAHA! and i skipped one of my lesson.... ok, had a great time fellowshipping with my sister, i do cherish her alot, and i treat her a drink! soya bean with big grass jelly! so it's like fake pearls! HAHA! cause my sister rearry love the bubble tea pearls alot! im so gonna learn how to make pearls for her! HAHA! ok.

and then went to school....3-5pm.... boring... then after that went over to NP to eat, wanted to eat the western food one, but it didn't open....and the japanese food was sold out... sad... so we went over to the alumni house to eat baked rice, it was gooooood! HAHA! then after that went over to prayer house for brigade meeting till 10pm. then walk over to blue market to eat dessert, since jiajun suddenly got some cravings! ok, came home watched all the youtube updated videos. then watched junior master chef till like 1:54am, then bathe! HOHO! now just typed finish this, and since it's 2am, i shall listen to 2AM songs! ok. good night.

NEED TO COLLECT RACE PACK LATER! need to wake up at 8am! to meet up with muxin, deslen and my brother! I"M SOO EXCITED FOR THE SHIRT!

Random: There's always a time for everything! And now, it's time to sleep.

I dont know why i wanna blog again.... maybe i'm rushing too last minute on my science report..... and i'm getting bored of typing the reports.... so i just wanna rant my life. ok. here goes.

this morning, woke up at 9am, snoozed till 910, did my quiet time with GOD! till 930! LOL! btw, what i typed above links with what i'm gonna say now... OK! i have to meet my friends at gym at 930am! LOLOLOL!! HAHA! and i just sms them that i'll be late. HOHO!

reached the gym at 1030am. i was 1 hour late.... but they all pang seh me, all go play badminton, so i was all alone in the gym, sick and flu. sobs, i even ran for 30 mins, which was 5.1km on the treadmill. I ALMOST FAINT! LOL! too giddy already... wanted to swim also, but. i was weak. so i just train my important arm muscles! i have my reasons to train my body, firstly was to eat more! secondly, is a secret. lastly, to eat more.

ok, so my lessons started at 2pm and ended at 5pm, highlight of the lessons, i couldn't stop shaking my legs! LOL! i enjoy shaking OKAY. after that went for prayer meeting, I TELL YOU AR! i love TO PRAY! VERY MUCH! I BELIEVE IN PRAYERS LOADS LOADS! i dont mind being a prayer warrior man. okay, im hungry.

after that, dinner, then udders, then home, then msn, then youtube, then facebook games, then i spent 2 hours making my ringtones! LOL! i love my sister, cause she taught me how to make iphone ringtones! and she's really pretty, i'll protect her with my life. ZHENFANG! HAHA! GOD LOVE YOU! SO DO i! HAHA!

ok, gonna rush my reports again, gonna go NP tml for dinner! HAHA! YAODE and I GONNA DO SOMETHING WEIRD TML! HAHA

Random: I got no time to pluck pandan leaves.

HIYA! sup peeps! today was my lifegroup outreach event, sad. no friends wanted to come with me... nvm ! i wont give up sharing the gospel to them!

ok, so last night, cheryl introduced a super super good show on twitter. which is call junior master chef on youtube. !!!! WA! at first, the junior, i thought it was those junior chefs age 18-25.... but guess what, no-no, their age was from 8-12!!! OMGOSH! LOL! I WAS SOO AWED BY THEIR COOKING STANDARDS THAT THAT! I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY! AIGOO! i cannot take it! too powerful! summore, someone at their age, that can cook really well, have LOADS OF CREATIVITY! super envy them. but also amazed and awed by God's creation! As i was watching on, my mouth kept opening, couldn't close it. LOL! and i would clap infront of my screen, as i was really impressed at their skills! OH MAN!

ok, so i watched the show till like 4am in the morning, and i was sick. so, i had to sleep. AND around 10am in the morning, i was awoken by a SMS sent from my friend who told me that he could not make it for the outreach.... SAD. ok, i wanted to go back to sleep actually, because i only slept for 6hours! but God told me to wake up and spend my time with Him, and i seriously couldn't sleep for the next 15 minutes, cause i really can feel that i had to spend time with God, and even the sun is shining brightly on my face! SO COOL! LOL! it's seriously worth it to start your day with God.

OK! after that, prepared myself for pitstop, a place to play board games. but in the morning, i went to eat breakfast with my parents. OH MAN! THEY ARE SOO GOOD TO ME THAT I REALLY WANNA THANK GOD FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART! that He gave me so much blessings. Amen. ok after that meet my lifegroup members and go over to clark key, i just dont get it, why they just dont pronounce it as clark kuay since it's clark quay.

ok, reach home at 730, mom cooked alot of food for me, amen. and watched the master chef show, and somne kpop dance, still wanna continue watching, and TML go gym and TRAIN !

Random: You might see me as some crazy person on the outside, but deep inside....I'm even CRAZIER ! HAHA!

OK! feeling much better already! but this morning, i feel so nauseous that i pon-ned 2hours of my class..... which was 8am-10am, SAD! my favouritest module! which is maths! SAD! aiya, but i was really sick.

so, i went to school at 1010am, just to eat my breakfast! CAIFAN! LOL! it was gooooood~~~~! but it is abit weird ar, sick also eat cai fan, in fact, i ate cai fan for almost every meal when im sick. LOL! SICK BUT STILL GOT GIANT APPETITE! blah blah blah~ until 6pm. actually halfway during the day, i couldn't take it anymore, i smsed desmond to bring me go see doctor after school.

FOR YOUR INFO, i dont like to waste money on medication because i cannot afford to lose so many plates of caifan, so i will try to be the doctor of my own, but this time, it was that serious. HEHEHE!

OK! as i was about to meet desmond, my mom called me to go imm to eat ichiban sushi! so, i didn't bother to see the doctor, just straight take another bus to imm! THIS IS HOW MUCH FOOD IS TO ME! MORE THAN MY HEALTH! lol! AND I PANGSEH DESMOND! LOL! THE SUSHI WAS SO MUCH BETTER THAN SAKAE! LOL! had great time walking around giant with my brother, sister and mother! SO FUN!

ok, after youtube and facebook games.... i felt much BETTER! but, you know how come i can get healed? it's not because of youtube and the games, it's because I PRAYED for healing! and guess what? GOD HEALED ME! AMEN TO THAT!

Random: seriously man, with the current technology, anyone can cook! just anyhow throw in the ingredients, and if it taste bad, just add MSG and all is well to go, the food sure taste good but, you dont know what is in the food! LOL!

OK! STILL SICK! AND ITS GETTING WORSE! BECAUSE NOW I CANNOT EVEN TASTE MY FOOD! EAT SO MUCH ALSO NO TASTE! ARGH GH GH GHAR HAR HA HA HA!

SIAN! i just took a flu medicine, start to feel drowzy already! spin my head right round right round now!

also got cough and keep sneezing, now my lungs already feeling very pain! ok, im gonna play bejeweled. CYA

Random: modnaR

ok, im seriously sick. not feeling well at all. from friday till now! soo sick. keep flu-ing.... ok! i need to pee now. have fun.

gonna gym later at 930am, since i start school at 2pm every thursday! HAHAHA! gonna run 5km and train my whole body from arms, to legs, then after that swim 10 laps = 500m! HAHAHA! gonna burn all the fats! so that i will be able to enjoy other food! WAHAHAHA! WHOOO! thats my main motivation to go and workout!

ok. today was ok-ok, i was so tired that my body was rejecting me from waking up, but, my spirit was willing to spend time with God! so i forced myself to wake up and pray and talk to God! which is super awesome! START your day with God! it's good! ok, needa pray for my family soon, goodnight . have fun . . .

random: just now i took the lift, a toddler and her mom was in the lift, as i look at the child, she was smiling at me! CALLING ME GEGE! LOL SO CUTE! i thought she called me KEKE! LOLOLOL! ok. nights.

monday was super fun! met jiajun desmond yaode and zara as they went to collect their pay at suntec city, then after that go and eat at astons! wow first time eating, ok ok la, so-so only.

then after that we went to watch megamind! while waiting for the show to start, we went to arcade and play the basketball thingy, so fun! LOL! MEGAMIND! MEGALAME! HOHO!
cya.

random facts: im hungry!

OK, so today played soccer in the morning, at least i scored a goal! and went to church to do lightings, and attended the 4 hours long seminar, which ended at 545pm, reach home around 7+... actually wanted to skip dinner one, and i walked pass a cai fan store and they sell all my favourite dishes, so i couldnt take it anymore and i went to buy it! OK! cya.

Random: Im crazy! and tired.

field Soccer later! very long nvr play field alrdy, hope to play well. ok thats all, later serving for some service, 130pm-530pm. ok. bye

Wow! WEE! HAHA! HOHO!

ok, today was a rearry tiring day for me, cause i slept only for 5 hours, and have to go to school from 8am-6pm.... so tiring... but after that, i went to help out at wilson aka son of wil's uncle gym. which is soo far from my house... tanjong pagar....

BUT! i get to try out herbal chicken! WOW! it tasted GOOD! HAHA! and the best thing was the peanut ice kachang! (Y)! and supper was chicken rice... FAT! BUT IT WAS TOTALLY WORTH TTM! HAHA! ok. thats all for today, im tired. time to play bejeweled! HAHA!

RAndom: I love to draw! if you dont believe me, take a look at my notes, full of drawings... HAHA!

So tired..... every night sleep at 3am just because i watch one piece back again..... yawns.... and the next morning wake up at 8am.... it has been happening since thursday till today.... and i ate alot recently, need to work out even more, so yea, must control myself liao, i seriously feel fatter after 3 days of non-stop eating..... but i seriously love food ttm.... saddddd. if only food can make me smarter, i'll be the smartest of them all. LOL! ok

Nothing to write anymore.

Random: i hate writing down stuffs, cause im just too lazy, haha!.

I JUST WANNA SHARE MY FAITH TO EVERYONE! During prayer meeting, i was asking God to give me the boldness to speak to my grandfather about my faith in Jesus Christ, and guess what? Read below.

Today, i went to visit my grandfather who stays just below my unit. He was sick from Saturday, so today i went to visit him, and as i begin to talk to him, God begin to prompt me to pray for my grandfather, i was hesitating like mad man! But i remember that if i take the first step of faith, God will definitely be with me! AND INDEED! My grandfather was open towards me as i begin to share! i showed him how much i love my family because Jesus love us too! And after that, I ask him whether i can pray for him, and he started telling me all his sickness! LOL! SO I PRAYED FOR HIM! and he told me that he felt much much better and from the looks of his face and after 5 days of sickness! PRAISE GOD ! HALLELUJAH! seriously! I obeyed God and He was with me! AMEN!

SEE remember about the prayer i made during prayer meeting about boldness. If you know my family background, buddhist, nuff said. And it was really hard for me, but I really thank God for answering my prayers!

OK! RANDOM TIME: We are called to be the light of the world, and light means colour! and only colour can be seen by the human eye through light! We cannot hide it! Even though visible light is a very small range of wave, just like us human, so small! but everyone can see it! SO YA!

Ran poly 50 today!!! HAHAHA! SOO FUN! RUN AND RUN AND RUN AND RUN! i love it!

I really thank God for sustaining my knee! seriously! without God i seriously can feel that my knee was gonna break any time! and i even prayed for stamina! and God provided soo much! ALL GLORY GOES TO GOD! AMEN!

ok. thats all, i'm tired.

Random: I have a really awesome mother who cleans up my room! and also for taking care of me! I LOVE HER TTMM! To the max man!

wa today is really, tired ttmm! tired to the max man! woke up at 7am, and i was late for practical for 40mins.... thank God i was allowed to continue in my practical! Im so not gonna be late already! PEK CHEK!

ok, i ended school at 11am. Went to gym, train alot on my triceps and shoulders, then abit of biceps, then spam training on my thigh muscles! SOOO TIRING! but it was worth it! after that, i went for a swim, swam for 10 laps....super tiring....

After gym, went to foodcourt 6, which is the furthest foodcourt from my school to eat some food! and i ate cai po! WOOHOO! nice.

ok, after that ate dinner with zara and desmond, then desmond study all the way till 8++++pm, went over to zara's grandma house to eat! LOL SUPPER! i was hungry, and i didn't want to waste food. LOL! it was worth it! when it comes to food.... it's gg man! LOL! ok. thats all for now.

Random: I'm running for POLY 50! OH MAN! soooo excited! ok. my leg gonna break apart!

wa! i very the full now! soo happy! my mom made spicy rice cake! i love korean food to the max man! TTMM! seriously love korean food! i can eat kimchi everyday, and i'm not kidding! i seriously can eat stuffs without getting sick.... most of the time, LOL! ok.

very full now! gonna watch planet shakers live performances, go youtube find! henry seeley is seriously anointed! amen! ok! I love my family! one reason is because they love food too! HAHAHA! ok.

Random: I went to gym and carried weights to train my shoulders, and it almost dislocate. HAHA! now very pain.

The song Just the way you are by Bruno Mars! is really good man! God created you! So you don't have to be so low on yourself!

i really wanna show my sister that she soo amazing just the way she is! Zhenfang! God gonna use you in a powerful way! Don't look down on yourself! God loves you! LOL! Cya.

Just a random thought: Wow, after watching hello baby (shinee version), i really want to have my son/daughter waking me up in the morning! SO CUTE! LOL! Now i somehow know how my dad sees me when i was younger last time. ok, bye.

Hi everyone, if anyone is there.... but i know! peijun you are there! LOL!

ok, i will try to revive my blog. since i got nothing better to do at home. Well.... many things have happened after i stopped blogging, cause i totally forgotten that i got a blog! so i didn't blog about the stuffs that happened. LOLOLOL! and cause it's too hard-working for me to blog. well,and thanks to pei jun! i remember that i have a blog, and also she encouraged me to blog, so ya, sup.

Ok, one of the big event that happened was mission trip to cambodia! really happening man! got to know more awesome people where i have learnt alot from them, if you wanna check them out, you can go to my facebook profile page and see their awesome faces! they are my team members! ok. i very lazy to type LOL!

i was soo touched by my sister today! she bought breakfast for me! =D! THANK YOU ZHENFANG! i had a unique breakfast today! cheese pancake and hot soya bean + pearl! and i burnt my tongue because who would drink hot drink with a big straw! summore got pearl inside! LOL! well, i'm still very grateful that my sister even bothered to buy for me breakfast! soo happy! i really appreciate it man!

ok, gonna try blogging everyday during this holiday, and maybe type more about mission trip, cause now i'm going to practice guitar and prepare for lg worship! HEHE!

Random fact about me: I rearry love the little children! Cause they are so easy-going! having sucha child-like faith! full of creativity and hope! where they never stop dreaming about their future! I SUPER LOVE KIDS! if anyone of you read this and need a child care taker, i dont mind! LOL! haha! ok. cya later aligators! LOL!

God knows all the boundaries in life man! Don't WORRY, just give your all to God! and you will be saved!

I am not ashamed of my God! Who loves and care for me! and He loves you too. Don't worry, His love and mercy is very real once you get serious with Him!

But you cannot think that your life will get better straight away, for our God sees all of us with holy love! That is why God wants to see our lives being holy and pleasing to Him, so sometimes we won't be very happy about the things that God allow situations to happen in life, where sometimes we won't get to really understand His ways, but after a while you will understand why God wants you to do this and not that, and you will thank God for keeping you safe in His boundaries and not to the world standards.

This was what i learnt for the latest sermon and last week bible study! Amen.

I'll try to revive this blog once again, hmmm. whether anyone will see, BUT I SEE YOU DAWEI! HAHA! hi.

okokok, hi, just wanna update you all on my life now, been listening to KPOP! AND I ENJOY IT VERY MUCH! OK FULLSTOP.

For my life, i am praying everyday now, talking to God, and being obedient to God now, and i can see that he is doing something in my life right now. PRAISE GOD, kk i'll sleep now.