yup. ya. yes. back from AH. super sad............dont feel like typing . but . yes.


k, the doctor said that most likely a ligament tear......ACL-dot know what is that, but it's a ligament that cannot recover by itself, need to go for an operation. T_T super sad right now, cause that ligament supports my knee cap and i couldn't play any "high risk" sports anymore, including soccer. unless i go for the operation, if not my knee cap is super loose and any game i play, mostly my leg will just give way and go to the other side. haaaiiizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

Even worst is that, when i ask the doctor whether if i can play soccer after making my thigh muscles strong enuf to support my leg and play safely, he said nope, then i asked how long will this injury last, he said might be forever. When i heard this, my heart sank....... i dont know what to say..... cant play soccer for a life time... wa i really super sad now. maybe tomorrow i'll be better. I got to have positive attitude which will determine my altitude.