i've been listening to Arden Cho cover - 'At the foot of the cross' and...


cover by Sam Tsui & Christina Grimme - 'just a dream'!! I like how the music suits the background of the video! and the melody and the powerful voices! nice!

HAHA! and yes. i've been playing facebook games ALOT lately... i can play like forever man! LOL! play until forget check hotmail.... my mails stacking up like some rubbish bin seh.... even my teacher emailed me and i never check, kena scolded.... HAHA! so it's play facebook! watch youtube and tweet like a tweety bird! AHA!

so yea, attachments have brought me to this state T_T no life !

And through this attachment, i've been eating yong tau foo for almost 5 weeks straight for lunch! non-stop! eat until the aunty knows what i want, noodle + kuay tiao and extra veggie! AHAHA! cause the cai fan queue forever super long! so ya. i also dont know why wont get sick of it one... HAHA! but i eat cai fan for dinner la! cannot betray cai fan. hehe.

ya.

ok i shall mousehunt again! HAHA!

Isaac's birthday, went to demsey to eat supper with some of the lg members.

so ya, today i had to serve 2 services for media lightings, so no time to 'surprise' and also didnt have the chance to write the birthday CARD for isaac! ARGH! my name and wishes not inside! ARGH~ nvm, isaac i dedicate this another half post for your birthday! here goes. side track = i look abit like a gay in the below photo! HAHA! ok ok, serious.



hey isaac, happy birthday! you know i dont really like to go out eat supper one (told you before wad 1 supper = 3 cai fan! HAHA), but for your birthday! i go! cause you are special to me! HAHA! mushy mushy~

thank you so much for sharing your faith stories to me which cause that spark in me last year! that was when i started to really pray for my family and you also saw what happened in my family! thanks man!

continue to let that fire in you to burn and influence the people around you like how you reignited the fire in me! cause udders to catch that fire also! RAWRALALAWALALA! HAHA! yea, dont give up!

nights.

today was enrollment 2011!! super happy about it! yes man! love it! serving the boys is always worth it! i always feel so much joy just by seeing their faces!

I really thank God for the boys' brigade, cause without this cca i wouldnt have known Christ, my lifegroup (which originated from BB also!) and so many God-centered friends ive made these year and how much ive grown spiritually!

and because my brother is also in our company, i'm very proud of him man... serious... i believe that he has the ability to raise up this whole batch of NCO council! GO ZHENHAO! your turn to rise!

ok! so i had japanese food for dinner at 9pm! and this picture above here was part of my dinner... it was one of the craziest dish i've ever eaten! even my aunt says i'm very adventurous! AHAHA!

ya, this morning woke up at 830, had breakfast with desmond, then went down to ngee ann kissme (kismis) field for soccer training! fun! play till 12pm and headed over to church for biblestudy! it was epic man! debate and stuffs will come up! woo! and it ended at 245-3+pm? and went over to rooftop (RT) for late lunch! CAIFAN! HAHAH! ok, then went over to jurong point to watch suckerpunch. cause weiyan jio-ed me. so ya, went to watch lor, IT SUCKED! I GOT SUCKER PUNCHED! HAHA! so went home at around 8pm, then i realized it was my aunt's bday, so they managed to psycho me to go eat dinner with them at some random japanese restuarant in chua chu kang.... cause they told me got good food! SO YA! ate till 10++! one dinner cost aroud $500+++... SIAO! LOL! how many caifan can i buy with it sia! HAHA! but my aunt paid, so yay!

nights.

Okay.... i got so bored of my job that i spent 1 whole hour smsing desmond, and he replied back the same. totally backwards and opposite. HAHA! my job = sucks my life.

OK! SO TODAY! i took half day leave for my final theory test! and I PASS MY FTT! I GOT FULL MARKS! hahaha!! i can be a traffic police already! LAW BY LAW! if you wanna learn the theory, i can teach yOU! yes you! if you wanna get a driving license! i'll teach you everything! HAHA!

i wanna drive a BMW! HAHA! cant wait man! drive around to eat! HAHA! ok, nights.

I love my family. ALOT. even though i have sucha strong asian culture = i love rice and dont show them that i love them, i really do. serious.

ok, super tired now... so i'll just quickly typed out what happened today and go sleep liao.

woke up at 4:30am, brought my soccer attire out (cause i promised desmond that if he wakes up at 430am with me, i'll follow him for the whole day! HAHA!) so he did... first thing at 430am, he smsed me... just click the picture to view it at a larger scale... the evidence... HAHA! 430am!



No link: and 410am is also very important! its a good timing to sleep! haha! just saying...

ok, so we went to changi by church van to send the Cambodia Mission Trippers off, then 8am, went to bedok for breakfast, had my cai fan... as usual! haha! went to church, then Funan the IT mall, then weiyan's house, then church again, this time follow weiyan, cause he had to bring some of the second batch of mission trippers over to changi, so to changi again, then go back church, then go over to somewhere around khatib to play soccer at 5pm! i played awhile only, like 15 mins... cause my legs are not that strong yet for full size field...I MUST IMPROVE AND OVERCOME MY PHOBIA OF PAST INJURIES!!! ARGH! then head back to church at 7+, had dinner.

reached home at around 10pm... blah blah, you have just spend like 3-4-5-6 minutes of your life reading what i've done for today! and another 4 seconds for this sentence! HAHA!

but i would like to thank you you for being so patient reading this post! AHAHA! cause today, it's super fun for me!

oh ya, as i see the mission trippers go pass the custom for cambodia, i do miss the times in mission trip... from changi airport to the plane to seeing us sharing Christ where salvation and revival took place... best moment EVAR! aww... good times good times.... HAHA!

I also miss the kids... i seriously love them, i find all kids are super creative! they have no worries! full of fresh ideas baking out from their heads! just wanting to try everything! not afraid of failing! and they accept everyone for who they are! no matter how you look or how much physical disabilities you have! LOVE THEM!

ok! shall go and sleep now. nights. tired =O...

ok, i'm trying to be random here. so this picture is my school logo. hehe. LOL! abit no link.

ok short post. one thing. tomorrow morning, i sure cannot wake up one...haha! just reached home, time check 1am. and i need to bathe now... sianz. i hate to work.... so boring, so mundane! it gives me another reason why i should try my best to aim for retirement and travel around the world! wahahaha! thinking of ways to start a business now... hehe~ nights.

This cute boiboi above is call cheng hwee! he's a sweet talker! just like me.... HAHA! LOL! and i like to play with him in the camp, cause we have the same interest! :)



And this boi above here is my favouritest! he super cute! i like him, ALOT! everything also play with me! and his voice is super high pitch! HAHA! fun fun. i love them.

ok, my heart is really with the boys. seriously. i see them not knowing christ, it just breaks my heart... i really want to see their lives being transform and getting impact by Christ! I really have to depend on God so much more!

and something i've learnt from this camp which really struck me alot, its during fire drill, where we just asked one boy to wake 32 boys up but everyone was so tired and just couldnt wake up. it was so heart-breaking for me as i see him trying to wake everyone up and all of them were like, not believing in what he's saying about there's a fire going on! if real fire how? they will get burnt alive leh!

it's just like us, christian, really desperate and wanting to see people coming to know Christ! where we dont even want to see them being burn by the 'fire' for eternity! as their life are doomed! and there's so much disbelief! where they would not want to believe in what we're saying, and just want to continue sleeping! and before they know it... they will get burn by the 'fire'!

i just started tearing when i see that situation! I really want to see salvation in the boys life!

nights, tml attachment.

Ok, last blog for this week before I go for the brigade march camp! Woohooo!

So, it's really tiring, first time having a proper job ever in my whole life, true story, I never work before, cause I don't need the money for now as I only spend the money on food.... And honestly, I hate the working life ttm... So boring! Sit in office and rot! I rather go out and sweat it out! It's super energy draining, go home sure tired out one... Thats the reason why I never blog. And I had to study for my Basic Theory Test!

Yesterday was the BTT, I was almost late for the test la! Ran like 700meters to the bbdc! And my leg cramped halfway during the test! LOL! oh ya, I want to haolian abit, I got 49/50! So easy! Actually can get full marks one, cause I know what question I wrong, but I lazy change answer, so heck, just put as wrong... LOL!

Ok! I have to pack my bag now! Might post another one on Sunday! See how tired am I! So excited to camp with the Bb boys!!! Sec ones ! Here I come! Wahaha~ abit like pedophile... Bye

So yea... I'm having attachment now... Blogging in the office. Nothing to do. Just learning the basics of what the company is doing and stuffs... The safety precautions... Yada yada blah blah blah. Quality assurance!

Ok. So I didn't blog for the past few days because of post exam sickness (I had a bad headache, cough and flu!!) seriously sick! LOL! I studied for 2 whole weeks non-stop leh! Background info: I have never study for more than 1 week from primary school onwards. Don't ask me how I pass all my exams. I don't know either... LOL! I don't even have a pencil box till I reach poly year 2 leh. Breakthrough!

Even my siblings were amazed by how I can even go to poly... Cause I don't even pack my bag, let alone looking at my textbooks or study at home. I only like to bring a calculator and a pen around me everywhere I go just to solve maths questions! That's how much I love maths. Ok 1 hour have passed since working time.... Still got around 7 more hours to go!

Oh ya, my workplace have this huge canteen with 9 foodstalls! It's there for me to conquer within this whole 6 weeks! Yay!

Cya!

YES! i've just finished this whole Korean Drama series dream high! it's funny! and nice! haha! ok.

FREEDOM~!!!! yes! i've finish my exams today! went to my lecturer's house to eat-cum-celebrate his birthday! then go over to changi with my classmates to send Lynette off to UK! wahaha! shiok only! 6 weeks in UK! envy much! ok. tired. sleep. tml serving 2 service, need to rest.

ok, 6 burgers for half price! cheap! and fat! haha!

so... last exam on friday... just watched finish man utd vs chelsea. scary~ chelsea won btw.

ok, had 2 major exams for the past few days that why never update. at least my next paper is on friday, so can chillax abit. hehe~ so just now went to watch the movie "Unknown" with jiajun, isaac, weiyan and desmond, so much twist to the story!~ make me think so much while watching it... already think so much for my exams. nvm.

tired. shall sleep.

ZHA JIANG MIAN! ARGH! i must eat this! cause while studying, my friend dapao-ed this over to the study table and eat! so i told myself that i must have this next week! ARGH!

ok, so maths was okay! i overcame the paper! wahaha! and today, friday morning, i was supposed to meet seanravie and jiajun at 830 at bukit batok mac to study one, but the night before, i watched my KDRAMA, DREAM HIGH! till 3am... so i couldnt wake up in the morning. in the end, had to send them a sms to meet at 930 instead! AHAHA! studied abit only, was just anticipating for the macvalue lunch only! MACSPICY DOUBLE! MY FAV!

then walked to school, go for parade, followed the boys for rock-climbing, made alot of new friends with the sec 1s! the boys are super cute and funny! after that, went to kabod prayer meeting! IT WAS AWESOME! CAUSE IT WAS SPIRIT-LED! POWERFUL STUFFS! prayed till 9pm.

came home, talked with my ex-classmates till 2am... LOL! talked so much rubbish. i miss them. loads. cause we last time always get scolded together just because of the amount of rubbish we talked in class! HAHA!

SIAN ! 3 more papers to GO! MUST CHIONG! TML! go church cafe study with jiajun all the way till service starts.... nights.

OK! as you can see, i've been practicing maths for 2 days non-stop already! 2 more days to my maths exams! so 4 days full of practicing maths! i wanna get distinction for this module! Reason: i love maths. seriously love maths. serious.

So i'm still practicing maths! integrations and differentiations! best! i like! love! ok. and tml, i have to wake up at 8am just to go over to sembawang to study! just because my "brudder" (lynette) is lazy to come over to SP to meet up, so i have to squeeze with all the working peeps in the MRT all the way to sembawang just to teach her the math problems.... so yea, on the brighter side: i can go over to sembawang to try out their food there! OH MAN! think about it already makes me feel oh so hungry! ok, practice again!

I'm soo gonna get this shoe! Adizero! it's super light! and it looks super nice! WAHAHA! i wanna run like mad! even though i'm fat, i love running! i have to run so that i can eat more cai fan! WAHAHA!



But i just bought this running shoe... it's quite good. cause it's stable and comfortable to run with it! it's orange! and i love running ttm! but now my shin is injured.... cant wait for my leg to be healed! i wanna run again!

ok, need to sleep early and go school to study at 8am tml! hope i can wake up.... nights.

Gonna wake up early later and go over to JP and buy ingredients for carbonara and pan fried salmon! CANT WAIT! super excited about it! WHAHAAHAHA! i wanna cook so bad! Cook for my family!

So.... mom and dad quarreled again. it was very bad, my mom cried, it breaks my heart. I cant do anything about it, but to just console her, keep on praying and trust God. I realized i have this burden in my heart for my family. i got to stand up and do something about it. I need to keep on seeking and praying and be sensitive to the Holy Spirit.
Well, it's not easy, but i know i have a BIG GOD!

Ok, need to sleep early, cause i have to wake up super early, have discipleship in the morning, go down to church to program the lightings for 2 services. gonna be very tiring. but it's for God! nights.

ok, so just now we had our first LG tze char! there isn't any LG this week cause of regional meeting this friday. so we had this dinner to incubate the new comer! and kabod has another breakthrough! not just 1 but 2 girls have joined our LG! HAHA! ok.

so after that, walk around westmall, slacked at udders. And while everyone was slacking at udders, i quickly went down to shop n save to buy olive oil! WAHAHA! cause i never buy olive oil before! and so i'm super excited! so the first step to cook for my family is to buy oil! HAHA!

I'm so gonna spend all my ang bao money on food and cooking only! WAHAHA! ok, time to watch youtube and play facebook!

ok, this is IU. and she's really a good singer! and ya, still kpop... HAHA! and im falling in love with her voice already! been listening to her song non-stop! oh mans~ love her voice~!

But no one can beat sooyoung! cause no matter what, she'll always be the best! WAHAHA! I'm a bit biased.

ok, so this morning, did my 2 credit module test... can pass, but cannot score... super sad and no mood to talk... but later in the afternoon, graphic mould was easy!~ sure can get full marks! so overall, i'm still happy!

yea, i'm super excited now! cause i have already planned with zhenyi to cook on sunday for our family! i'll invest on olive oil! and i have planned to cook carbonara for everyone! and zhenyi will clean up! LOL! no la, she'll come up with her own dish also, then we'll clean up together! YES! EXCITED!

Can't wait to cook on sun! so excited until cannot sleep sia! LOL! kk, gonna watch more cooking shows!

ONE PIECE is seriously nice to watch! theres around 480+ episodes! almost reaching the 500 mark! seriously enjoying the show! hahaha! i'm addicted to it!

ok, so today had my final presentation for this sem! it was great! whew. then after that studied till 2pm, went soccer ... and someone kicked my shin ... now it's swollen like mad! cannot stop laughing at the swell~ cause it's not normal for someone to swell so much! HAHA! ok.

tomorrow have 2 exams! 30% and 25%! stress! YAY!

I know how to make this! it looks super nice and it's super sweet to make it as a gift! Hint: just melt the dark and white chocolate! HAHA!

yea, it's valentine day, and i'm just preparing to learn how to make valentine's stuffs for my future. HEHE! but for now, i'm not gonna care about getting a date for valentine day (just preparing for it! HAHA!) Its not that i do not want it or what, its because I have this strong belief system to not get too attached to someone cause it'll affect studies and stuffs and it's super unfair to my future partner.

For those who doesnt agree, please do not get offended by this, it's just my own opinion.

So yea, settled your relationships with your family, friends, the ones close to you first before getting a new one!

And i know of this love which i can always depend on, and this love is Jesus Christ. We sin against Him yet He still chooses to love us so much. I thank God for the love and grace that He gave! God's love is unconditional man! It's the love that the world cannot give!

ok, time to sleep. God bless.

So here's my cutesttothemax cousin(in my own opinion), Jayden! I took a picture of him while he's watching power ranger on youtube last night! if you can recognize, he's the one with me in the picture above this blog! Oh, i realized he's wearing the same shirt from the picture taken 2 years ago! HAHA!

And last night, he asked me how to spell 'heart'... cause he's remembering it for valentine's day for his 4 year old girlfriend in school! HAHA! SO CUTE! And he's 5. HAHAHA! funny.

Another thing that proves that he's super cute:

Me:'how do you spell your mummy's name?'
Jayden :'M U M M Y!'
Me:'how do you spell your maid's name:SITI?
Jayden :'I know! C T!'
LOL!:D How cute! ^^

HAHA!

So this morning, woke up at 830am just for discipleship with isaac and jiajun! Where zhicheng, our LG leader is discipling us. EXCITING MAX! Then i went over to church and program the lights... and served for both YA service 1 and 2... it was tiring, but it's for God! It's a privilege to serve man! YAY!

Went to shicheng's house and watch man united play against man city. I personally hoped that man city would win, so that Chelsea got a chance to reach top of the table! HAHA! but, i have to accept the fact that rooney scored a super nice goal! unbelievable man! super nice over-the-head kick!

ok. time to study for exams and research on my projects! busy week ahead!

Chants *Ba Chor mee~ ba chor mee~ ba chor mee~* HAHA! FYI: it's minced pork noodles.

My mom bought ba chor mee for supper! so my supper was superb! haha!

At first, i was reluctant to eat it as my body cannot afford to eat supper(cause i'm fat.) AND i went gym this morning! worked out so much just to lose weight but i thought to myself... it will be a waste if my mom were to throw it away... so... I have no choice but to eat it! HAHA!

wa~ i trained so hard today la, jog so fast~ train my arm~ do so much squats~ train almost every part of my body, and almost every part of my body feels like jelly now! HAHA! BUT i like the pain! cause i know muskles are forming! HAHA!

AND I got my attachment(recommended by lecturer!) It's located around west coast that area! and i heard that my attachment will be some sort of sketching, drawing and designing stuffs that kind! WA! shiok! super excited! But it will burn out my whole holidays... march to april... cannot go overseas with my grandpa... I REALLY WANNA TRAVEL! ARGH!

ok! time to study for my test tomorrow!

Happy birthday Choi SooYoung! 10th February 1990! LOL! i cannot forget her birthday siol. oh ya, it's her day today and look what is trending in singapore from twitter now - Choi Sooyoung! HAHA! And i started kpop because of her also. ok. bye.

ok, so recently, i've been watching this Korean drama call 'dream high!' and i am still chasing the episodes! which have caused me to have sleepless nights.... the reason why i watch it's because they have quite a number of Kpop artist acting in it!

So today, i was sad about Chelsea lost... that i ponned school. LOL! no la, i was just really tired and lazy to go for a 2 hour class only... so in the afternoon, i played soccer with pd + church peeps. And at night, i went for creative ministry discipleship! AWESOME STUFF! and if God says so! i will go!

On sunday, i had to wake up at 7am, go down to church and fix some lighting problem.... after that, played soccer from 9:30am to 1:30pm! MADNESS! 4 hours of soccer! played until i had sunburn! Then watch movie at night (FYI: i have watched 3 movies within a week)! went to shi cheng's house, we played mahjong till 12am and after that, watched chelsea suffered a lost. and walked 20+mins home, dead tired.

Something i picked up from the discipleship: God doesn't want your talents or what you can do for him. God wants your time.

ok, i did a cover of 'just the way you are' with 2 of my cutest cousins, age 5 and 7! LOL! didn't know that people at their age, would listen to Bruno Mars! LOL!

It happened like this, I was just picking up my guitar and started playing 'just the way you are' and i didn't know that it would triggered my cousins, they were super excited! LOL! and i have been playing that song from 12am-1am... non-stop, cause they kept requesting me to play the song... and they would sing and dance with me! LOL!

ok, tml i'll have to serve YI service lightings, so i'll miss YA service... sad. but still i'm serving God! ok, time to sleep. soon. youtube first.

ok, had day 1 of CNY, tiring... but really glad to see all my family coming together and celebrate!



(BTW, i asked my cousin to stand on the chair, she's not that tall!)
I was so touched when my 11 year old cousin, Chloe, said she have bought for me a SNSD poster, so that i can paste on my wall! HAHA! Cause last time, i told chloe that i really like one of the SNSD member, Choi Soo Young ....



maybe other day then post about Sooyoung (she's a christian, jaeson ma is her pastor)... i scared stumble people only. LOL! One point that attracts me - she loves food! (i dont mind cooking for her!) HAHA! and I just find her very attractive, especially her cheeks. I dont know why... but she was one of the reason why i wanted to slim down and go to gym! LAME! i was dreaming big and was a really big fanboy of sooyoung! LOL! ok stop here.

I dont really talk about girls, so ya, abit weird for me. And i dont wanna waste my time thinking about girls. stopped long ago from stalking sooyoung... LOL!

Think about what God can do in your life man!

So, this afternoon, i was chatting with all my auntie's maid, and they asked me whether i got girlfriend anot (didn't know maids can flirt too)... LOL! but i just told them that no and i still have to go through army, but they still insist me to get one. Even my relatives are rushing me, cause most of my older cousin are "ahead" of me... WHAT LOGIC.

ok, youtube time.

YES! I'm soo gonna eat abalone for this year! SOO EGGCITED FOR IT! HAHA!

Yesterday was our LifeGroup reunion dinner! But before that, i went to play soccer with the church peeps... super tiring, played for full 2 hours... and i never score any goal... sian. After that, isaac, keith, yaode and i managed to ask john to fetch us to alfred's house! but we're all sweaty and smelly! sorry john. HAHA!

ok, so after that we had our LG dinner! then mahjong all the way! LOL! NO LIFE! WOOHOO!

so ya, I'll be seeing alot alot of steamboats for the next 3-5 days? YAY!

LOL! i just love my family! my dad is one of the most funniest guy i've ever met in my entire life! When he just open his mouth and comment on stuffs, i'll laugh my head off! He's a good joker! My mom, she's a joker too, but she's super childish. Even though she keeps nagging, i still love her as my mother. Cause she really love us alot, even though she don't show it, i can feel it! HAHA!

I have 2 sister and 1 brother, but i'm biased. I seriously dote alot on my younger sister, zhenfang! I will really protect her with my life, and i will do anything just to make her happy! serious. HAHA!

And this morning was cafe duty, woke up and saw the weather, raining. It gave me a million reasons not to come out of my bed! But, as i lay on my bed for the next 30 mins, i saw zhenfang coming out of the room. FYI: i dont close my room door, cause i wanna protect my sister as she sleeps just opposite my room (weird logic, but i feel secure like this! HAHA!)

ok, so because of her, i got out of my bed, washed up and took a cab down to church with her. I was so happy! cause 1 year back, she's a non-believer who don't even want to talk about Jesus. BUT LOOK AT HER NOW! serving her first ever ministry in cafe duty, even though it's just one day, I'm really grateful to serve alongside with her!
Cause our LG have combined for this cafe duty!

I really wanna thank God for revealing the problems that was hindering my sister, zhenfang, as i prayed for her every night! which made me took up the first step to help her with her problems and shared Christ to her! The joy of seeing my family member coming to know Christ. Unspeakable! Left my parents and my older sister, zhenyi! God use me! YAY!

So today rained, soccer cancelled, but my LG went to fico and played soccer! but 1 hour = $70! NOT WORTH ! Tml shall go down to NP and have lunch with yaode, then head over to church to play soccer!

Ok, so i really love my lifegroup! everyone! they're like my second family! we share our lives and our problems, we pray for each other, we encourage one another, we love each other.

i was really going crazy...yier! on friday... one reason is because of 'polymer night' cause i was in charge of the whole layout of the hall, sitting arrangement and the food... LOL! stress. but at the end, everything went smoothly, praise God!

Another reason is because i had 2 test in the morning... where i gave up statistics, and i felt that i can score for that, it mad me even more emotional for the whole day...

But the main reason was because my mom and dad quarreled super early in the morning (5am) once again... this time, it was super bad, cause it was so loud that my siblings were awaken by my parents, but everyone stayed in their room and dare not to come out and just listening to their quarrels... that situation affected my whole day, i was so emo for the whole day that i didn't speak much, all my classmates tried encouraging me, but i was on the verge of going crazyier already, almost let out a loud cry! hah.

Reached home at 11+pm, internet's not working, so i took the opportunity to pray and worship God for the whole night, closed my door, and started praying and worshiping God! worshiped till i sleep man! Awesome!

Info: My mom's working day shift (childcare center), my dad's working afternoon and night shifts (thanks to his KTV lounge which cause him to reach home at 4+am every day...) Lack of communication = fail = quarrel every morning (4-5am exercise).

I'm just relying on God and persistent in prayers! Young Adults, prepare for another awesome testimony from me! HAHA!

Need to do cafe duty later, nights!

I HAD THIS FOR BREAKFAST!!! FROG LEG PORRIDGE! YUMS! LOL!

Ok, so i supposed to meet my friend for gym at 930am, but i woke up at 925am, due to some unforeseen circumstances, youtube. LOL!

So i rush out of my house at around 10am, took the lift, and guess what, i bumped into my grandfather! the chances was like one in a million! Even though we live in the same condo block and he lives just below my unit, my grandpa always goes out in the morning till night time, 5am-8pm, he's a very busy man... LOL!

But today, he wanted to go see the doctor and have forgotten to bring down his particulars, so what a small world. Actually, it's just that Singapore is small... cut the long story short, my grandpa offered to fetch me to school and also go for breakfast! SO THATS HOW I HAVE FROG LEG PORRIDGE FOR BREAKFAST! YAY! HAHA!

Went to gym, ran 40 mins non-stop, shiok ttm, i love running. and train abit of every 'ceps' on my arms, follow-up-ed with my friend, new life! praise God! went for fpm! prayed for both YA and YI! EGGCITING! HAHA! ok "man v. food" time!

I found the motivation to slim down already! I need to play more! And i need to be fast! Which is to lose weight = run faster = better performance = more soccer tactics!

NIGHTS!

BMW 7 Series~ my dream car~ *.* I like sedan cars, it's biggg~ comfortable~ and the engine is smooth~ woohoo~ (and i like what they write in the poster above, super funny!)



And my future kitchen will be something like this! But maybe much bigger~ and nicer~ must see what kind of house i stay in. And must consider the renovation cost. Cause i recently heard that my uncle just renovate his house for $300,000++!!! MADNESS! soo expensive! i am not that crazy, but still abit crazy. LOL!

So yea, happy about my dreams, chiong presentation! and tomorrow gonna play soccer with PD and the rest! Gd night.

YES! WHAT AN AWESOME DAY IT IS TODAY! cause God has made it! wow! SUCH peace that God gave from last night.... was AWESOME!!

The assurance that God gave me, His presence was so intense and strong last night as i begin to pray and seek God, the peace that i have cannot be given from the world. I prayed till i sensed a breakthrough. Awesome time with GOD! WOOHOO!

POSITIVE THINKING!

Ok, i'm feeling very very bad right now... bad news after bad news... my grandpa is losing his memory, my sister not doing so well, my mum and dad quarrels every night, I'm having 1 presentation, 2 projects and 4 tests next week, i can't get into the website to research on my presentation, i have not enough sleep... and the list goes on and on... But God sees all these problems as nothing! Cause my GOD IS BIG! Not the problems!

I have been feeling very negative about myself for the whole day, even up till now, just because i have not been praying so much for the whole week and sometimes dont even pray at all, i let my tiredness and circumstances took over me. WHAT IS THIS? WHY HAVE I LOST THE FIRE?! THE PASSION!



I want to be desperate once again for GOD! i want the kind of desperateness like how someone is drowning and is desperately grasping for air! I WANT THAT KIND OF DESPERATENESS! Gonna pray and seek God, till i sense a breakthrough! Good night.

LOVE THIS TV SHOW! "Man Vs. WIld" Starring Bear Grylls! He is really GOOD MAN! His fitness and his mentality level! ZAI! (Y) i would chase every episode last time! but after like 10 episodes, i stopped liao, cause it's like the same things leh... it's either jungle, forest or some mountain.... quite boring after a while. and i was lazy... HAHA!



AND NOW! I'm currently chasing a food show call 'MAN VS FOOD!' on youtube! LOL! Like some parody of Man Vs. Wild! This show is about a guy going around buffet restaurant, eating huge portion of food! Taking up food challenges that would put him up into the hall of fame! JUST LOOK AT THE AMOUNT HE EATS BELOW! LOL! crazy! but most of the food he eats, looks really delicious! YUM YUM! HAHA!



ok, so today was awesome! it's been like 4-5 years since i last had LG at someone's house! And isaac manage to open up his house for us to have LG! NEW ENVIRONMENT! SUPER FUN! KABOD IS HEADING TOWARDS A PRAYERFUL CULTURE! AMEN! super eggcited!

Tomorrow gonna, run 5km + gym! TONE MY MUSKLES! HAHA! and at the same time incubate my friends! IT'S fruitful! and HEALTHY! WAHAHAHA!

Sian, i also realized that cai fan is very oily... i was blinded for dont know how long... have to cut down liao... if i rearry wanna slim down. Hmmm, BUT! it's a super balanced meal! got meat and veges... HAHA! WOOHOO! dont care!

WOW! I suddenly got cravings for roti john!! the mayonnaise, sweet chilli, beef and the onions! YUMS! ok.

so i slept at 3+am in the morning, as you can see from my previous post... and i had to wake up at 730am.... i was zombified in school... but i was looking forward to lunch and dinner! LOL! and when it was lunch time, i suddenly had so much joy in me that i told my friends that it felt like i'm the happiest kid on earth! HAHA! and i rush off to eat... leaving my twitter account on in my friend's laptop... so my friend helped me tweet that im the happiest kid on earth! HAHA! funny.

had dinner with jiajun and zara... then head over to prayer house to teach the brigade people guitar... and bryan is improving very fast! you have to see who's the teacher~ hehe~! the lesson ended at 9pm.

while walking back home, we bumped into pastor daniel and the rest of the soccer peeps along the al almeen road there... and pastor slapped me on my arm (it hurts!) cause i didn't see him infront of me... again. HAHA! The other time was when he was across the road, where he waved at me, and i didn't see him... and he shouted a loud "OI!" i was shocked.... HAHA! sorry ar pastor, i don't like to wear specs...

it's not i wanna dao... it's because i couldnt recognize as i cant see clearly! (so if you have read this, next time just say hi to me or call my name!) i surely will say hi back one!

ok. tomorrow 8am school. nights

ok, i saw this at prayer house while i was teaching bryan guitar last week... LOL! Matthias! and his family! WOOHOO! he's a fun little guy. hope they're doing well over at Cambodia! *click picture to enlarge it*

ok, just came back from desmond house after watching the soccer match. i'm very tired right now, cause later need to go school at 8am. SO EARLY! HAHA! zombified ftw!

shall update more tomorrow, too tired. gd night.

the japanese version of char siew! (sweet and salty chickin!) click image to view it larger! just look at the meat! sure super tender and sweet! all the sweet sauce in it! OH MANS! runnyrunny made this chickin!

hehehehe. i have been skypee-ing with bryan for the whole week! LOL! gay much. but i seriously prefer talking than typing, i hate typing... so mafan. and my engrish bery bery bad! serious. LOL!

everyday i'll talk with bryan till 1-2am seh. our calls is like 3-4 hours long, just talking and watching youtube together, LOL! just keep commenting on every video we watch. gonna go bryan house and cook some runnyrunny's food recipe after chinese new year! super fun to cook! HAHA! slowly influencing and gonna teach bryan how to cook ! HAHA! and teach him guitar! SUPER EGGCITED!

but, i'm having attachments this coming holiday, 5 weeks... how to find time to cook seh.

gonna jog in the morning later, need to lose the fats! so that i can afford to eat more! HAHA! ok. super hungry now, keep watching cooking shows. LOL!

Beef Wellington! this is the dish i must try! by hook or by crook! maybe, i'll try making it on my own too! ARGH! why am i so hungry nao! wrong timing to be hungry! i should stop looking at food and start doing all my work! ok.

ok, my friend see me eat cai fan until he buay tahan, to an extend where he pulls me away from the store while i was queuing up for it! HAHA! super funny! but, i love dishes that i can choose on my own! i dont like standard food.... and i won't get sick of food so easily! i'm a faithful cai fan eater! HAHA!

tomorrow gonna go gym and train my body! and burn off the amount i ate for the past week. LOL! treadmill is my favourite equipment in the gym! i would spend 30 mins on it! it's super boring, but it maintains my pace and it trains me mentally!

HAHA! just for laughs! mrchin the dork! HAHA! this photo was quite a while in my phone liao, i just saw it! HAHA! it was after our cafe duty!

ok, so today, i manage psycho-ed my teacher to end 1 hour earlier in class! LOL! so i went to NP to eat dinner with bryan, didn't know keith, yaode, peiru and jinshun were there too. But, the more the merrier! CANTEEN 2 the western food is nice! portion is huge! HAHA! SHIOK! gonna conquer NP canteen's food! then go over to SIM! WOOOHOOO!

so we slacked around NP, planned LG with bryan, THEN AFTER THAT WE WENT TO TAKE THE HANDICAPPED LIFT! it was super funny! it was supposed for 1 person only, in the end, bryan, yaode, jinshun and i took the lift! it was slow and funny at the same time!

ok! a few more youtube videos then i sleep liao. good nights.

WAHAHA! i'm so touched~ i think it's because my classmate saw my tweet about "writing encouragement card is from the heart, not from the mind." And guess what. Today, SHE WROTE TO ME AN ENCOURAGEMENT CARD! and wanted to play angel and mortal with me... 2 person only. play what seh. LOL! but i really like the purple envelope! cause it matches with my purple gatsby (it's super chio)! gonna carry it around with me in my bag!

First time receiving an encouragement card from a female classmate in my entire 19 years! first time! LOL! thanks ar Eva. God bless you! HAHA!

You can click on the image to enlarge the picture! it will become super big! enjoy the purpleness!

Gonna go NP tomorrow after school to eat dinner with bryan and plan for LifeGroup this coming wednesday! COME ON KABOD! WE NEED TO CHANGE OUR MINDSET LIAO!! CAUSE WE ARE CALLED TO BE LIGHT OF THE WORLD.

i'm very hungry now. tml gonna enjoy all my meals! HAHA! nights.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ae-qoFPINCc

Nice ttm, janice and sonia! they are good at harmonizing songs! beautiful face and voice! especially sonia~ the one who plays the guitar~ AWE~! And they post 10 days after my burstday last year! where it's the first time i have cai fan as a birthday cake! HAHA! wad link. above is the link.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lio0YbTi87g&feature=related

This was one of my favourite cover by boyceavenue! I was super amazed by how he can keep constant with the drum beat! i was fascinated for like 3 months! LOL! cause i was still learning guitar that time, and playing another instrument was a very hard task for me. Awww it bring backs memory! LOL! i remember signing up a youtube account just because of this song! LOL! 2nd june 2008!

I like how they design this youtube shirt! Saw this in bukit timah shopping center, the shop beside the bubble-tea shop! God wants you to be saved! seriously!

ok, i'll try to put in pictures for every post just to make it not boring. cause got someone complain. dont know who but the initials are D and L. and it rhymes with auntie. but only 1 photo per post, max. lazy to wait for it to upload.

today played soccer all the way to 2pm. went home sleep, then my mom cooked spicy rice cake for dinner! KOREAN FOOD FTW! HAHA! then watch youtube like for the whole night.

ok, time for reports.

I am really touched by Daniel's words just now in mac while we're HTHT-ing. I almost break into tears la! seriously, he was my first disciple whom i worked so much on! Seeing him grow so much in Christ, i seriously didn't know that i made such a huge impact in his life until i read his encouragement card. I cried and smile at the same time as i read his encouragements. Cause i knew that it was from his heart! and i really love him as a brother! this is serious. and i'm not gay.

After reading his encouragement card, i went to read back some of the 2010 cards, I really begin to appreciate the people around me liao! I love my LG more and more now! Praise God!

And ya, recently, i keep watching jamie oliver on youtube! I'm a big fan of him since young! i like seeing him cook so passionately! ok, super hungry now, need to sleep, later soccer!

Almost everyone in my class says that i'm weird. Cause i look at and talk so much on food rather than on girls... meaning, i observe food more than girls... LOL! What's wrong with that?! It's just that i would get really excited when it comes to food. Therefore, I concluded that my friends rate girls, i rate food.

I still don't get it why is that weird... but i know that i don't really talk to girls.

My aunties, uncles , and even my father thinks i'm gay... cause they keep saying these to me 'so old already still no girlfriend' and 'why you don't talk about girls like your other cousins?'... what rubbish. LOL.

It's not that I hate them or what, it's just that I don't know what to talk about when i'm with them... but I have improved alot already hor! Last time during secondary school, i really hate talking to girls. Whenever in a group, if a girl comes to join the chat or what, my face will change and i'll try to not talk anymore, because i don't feel comfortable with them. LOL! Don't believe, you ask desmond, he really understand me. Maybe because of the kabod culture, all guys. lol.

Sorry if i offend you, but 3-4 years back, i was told that girls are also part of the body of Christ. Even sunil! my ex-lifegroup leader also couldn't take it! Cause i influence my clique to somehow become "anti-girls" LOL! And he taught me how to interact with girls and some other basic manners, where he calls it "dating facts 101." LOL!

So now, i will try my very best and treat every girl that i talk to like my own sister/aunties. that's how i interact now! HAHA!

ok, i felt much better after ranting.

ok, so today i actually woke up at 9am... I was late... SO WAS MY FRIEND! LOL! in the end, we started gym at 1030am... there were only the 2 of us, the rest got something else on... girlfriend and stuffs...

ok. After being deprived of gym for 3 weeks, i still manage to run 30mins non-stop! summore with increasing speed! even though my knee hurts abit... but for the rest of the workout, my body nua-ed all the way! LOL! there wasnt any stamina or strength... so yea, train abit nia, just to warm up my arm muscles!

after that, my friend and i met Gideon Ren and John Lin for lunch...they come for the open house, and we ate SUBWAY! woohoo! and all of us begin to incubate my friend! wow~ i was so excited! he was so interested in our church! Gonna pray and invite him to church for this sat service!~ Amen!

so ya, gonna sleep soon, tml 8am-5pm! after that go ngee ann eat with keith dinner then go over to island creamery for desserts! then go over to church and program the lightings for worship experience! .

ok. so i just realized that my whole family are all loners, even myself!! LOL! after school straight come back home, we either sleep, watch tv, watch youtube/online dramas or just study.... LOL! seriously no life.... and for me, i always come home and straight take a nap! then sure must wake up by 8pm one! just to have my dinner! i hate missing out meals!

I think i should spend more time with my classmates... they need to know JESUS! what was i doing for the past 1.5 years...

nvm, i shall spend more time with them, and that is why i'm gonna wake up at 830am tomorrow just to go gym with them! actually dont feel like going so early one.... cause my class starts at 2PM!.... crazy peeps. well. ok.

LOL! i created sucha a big hooohaa in facebook... the VIRTUAL POWER! LOL! just spam some rubbish and promote SP! ok, gotta sleep soon.

While day-dreaming on the bus this early morning.... i suddenly had a very strong urge to....

BUY A LEFT HANDED GUITAR! cause it's cool and unique! most importantly, i'm left handed! nuff said. Maybe a $200 one.

Serious! and when i'm serious, i'll get it done, no matter how. LOL! but with integrity! BUT i know jiajun sure won't believe me one. LOL!

ok, FOR today. i got nothing much to say about it.... except for 1 lecturer, i seriously think that he possesses supernatural human powers. Cause the moment he starts to speak, everyone's head starts to feel very very heavy, no joke! and some of us even begin to see images around the classroom! is like everyone was in a state of confusion! what kind of supernatural power is that?!

zombified! thanks to youtube kpop live videos and some other funny videos and facebook games! LOL! addict. ok sleep soon.

this week and next week very busy like a bee~! LOL~ collecting honey!

well, since open house is this week and next week is JAE, i'm somehow in charge of abit for my course.... such commitments. madness! The school outreach committee. LOL!

Reaching out singapore for my course! LOL! ok. tired. soon to sleep, just now played guitar at prayer house with my LG mates, teaching them guitar, our LG gonna be filled with worship leaders! w00ts! zai!

super excited! anticipating so much for this thursday gym! finally can sweat it out! and feel the muskles burn! LOL! must make it nice for people to sleep on! hehe.

Its an old song but the lyrics zai. Summore sing it in Korean language. more charismatic! LOL!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SJ-n91O5DfE&feature=related

Super Junior - group of idol boys who are all Christians! They're blessed, most big idol group cannot make it this big because of the big input the company needs to invest.

ok, i realized the hotel name was marina bay sands hotel... 6 star hotel! super big! and fun to play.... swam on top of the hotel! the wind was strong and the water was freezing mad! played with my cousins till like 4-5am! and i got a bad cold. Went home rest whole day till 7+pm....

ok, while i was resting halfway, i slept. And i had a very weird and scary dream, i dreamt that people around me were being forced to commit suicide by other people, and all of them were the people in my community, they have not known Christ yet, i was on the verge of breaking down, see-ing all of them dying in front of me.

It was one of the dreams i do not want to dream any more, but God told me it's the reality, the scene where people forcing other people to commit suicide is like now in our society, people are facing so much stress and wanting to fit in, so they tried so many ways to meet those people expectations. Which in turn, not being their self. Their lives are being control and scarred! So much more to relate in this dream.

Thank God i was awoken by Debra Lim MSN conversation!~ if not i would see all of them die beside me and i will just break down crying. Woke up in sweats. SCARY~.

ok, school is starting tml, i have to start my reports. God bless you.